#demonkin stuff

this was about my demonself and im a fuckin moron

celestial beings don’t really grow?? normally?? so when i was formed i dont know what i was formed out of, but i just sort of was.... created. fully formed, but not full size. so when i was a smol beginning demon i was just kinda spooked constantly??

Really the only “growing up” or evolution of a demon is their position and ranking. I started off with one pair of wings, which progressed to 3 and i got an extra tail too. and of course as you grow you literally grow, so i ended up being like 3 stories tall. how tall is a story???? idk but uhh i was biiiiiig

like before you have a grip on walking with 6 legs and dealing with a fuckton of eyes everything is just kind of awful and confusing and terrifying. i was like a really dumb baby deer.

buuuut eventually i got it under control, and started learning what my role was in the court!! I was p much a kid, so i had to worry about not getting eaten or destroyed or getting in someone’s way.

eventually i started crafting my own plane, which would end up being my home in the court. i didn’t totally understand everything about the court or what my duty was to the other demons, but i made myself a refuge and made some alliances with other demons, especially traders and scavengers.

I would go to different planes and worlds and collect things for others, like creatures or plants or rocks or music or really anything they wanted. I managed to become somewhat of a name, so I aided the court in their excursions. That’s where I got my 2nd pair of wings and my 2nd tail!

 I became sort of a bounty hunter too? if smaller demons were misbehaving or were suspected of plotting against the court, i would hunt them down and take them for trial.

when i got good enough at that, i was given my third set of wings!! it was a really big thing because 3 sets of wings is pretty important. that means you’ve been accepted into the court. the highest ranking have around 5-6 pairs, and supposedly Lucifer had 9. Although that was a rumour as no one had seen him for a real fuckin long time, so take that as you will ;/

Sebastian was not strong or important enough to be Malphas or Raum I mean,,, okay like for one, he wasn't old enough. Like demons are born/created at different times. All the goetic demons were old as FUCK and powerful as hell in demon terms. Out of the six of us in kuro the closest was Hannah. People are always like 'oh Hannah wasn't as strong as Sebastian' like.

The reason I was such a dick was because I was afraid she was going to kill me okay 

The triplets were super young, like the demon equivalent of college students, Sebastian n I were around,,, 7000? Hannah was like 15000, my mom was like 10000

How demons were born was different depending on the type

Like what I'd classify as 'royal' demons, aka Sebastian, my bird-demon kintype, etc, kinda formed around humanity and angels, if that makes sense. Sorta created for a purpose. Like we could choose what we'd do, but we weren't born or created, we just came to exist, if that makes sense.

Someone like Hannah was,,, hard to explain, she wasn't a 'royal' bout she wasn't not either. Very powerful, but yeah

Then there's more,,, monster? Demons. Like Claude me. I was born, I was kinda??? A tsuchigumo and I had a mother and a FUCK ton of siblings.

esp my life in the court before i ended up on earth

There used to be so many others. The court was huge and there was always something going on. The library had so many of us.

I haven't found my way back to the court yet, I'm not sure if they would except me back. And I guess, the library is either lost to the others, or there's less of us. 

Form no. 1