Okay I originally had this as vampire!calum but Iâm gonna make it demon!calum. so. here we go. iâve flipped the script a little, I hope you like how I went with it!
warnings: mentions of drinking and slight intoxication
4. âI think Iâve become addicted to you.â
6. âI want to bite you, too.â âA humans bite wonât hurt, it would probably tickle.â
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After your shared kiss with Calum on the balcony opened a whole new door of your relationship. A door that lead to more physical touches, more kisses, and more of his growls that you soon learned became pleasure when you kissed him in that spot on his neck.Â
It is now officially Halloween and youâve dragged him to another costume party. He was adamant on staying in with you watching horror films (he laughs at what you humans see as âhorrorâ) but when you showed him your costume? He gave in all too easily.
You readjusted your black pointy horns on your head and fixed the leather straps that criss-crossed over your chest, the silver buckles winking at you in the mirror. You decided to go as a demon (the costume was actually labeled as devil but you wanted to match who he was).Â
When you emerge from the bedroom, Calumâs leaning over the counter reading the paper then quickly stands so he can see you. His eyes flash red for a moment as he eyes you up and down. Three times.Â
âHell,â he grunts rubbing the back of his neck.Â
âI look like hell?â you tease doing a little spin for him. The pleather of your skirt flounces up from your twirl, Calumâs eyes cast downward at the sneak peek of your ass.Â
âI meant, âhell you look fuckinâ phenomenal,ââ he clears his throat then pushes off the counter. He bites his lip at the silver fastenings sitting perfectly on your breasts. He traces his finger over the small red marks that are forming from the slight chafe.Â
âAre you ready to go?â you ask lightly twisting your hand in his, dragging him to the door.Â
âIâm ready to take you to bed,â he whispers in your ear.Â
âLater.â
He growls lowly at your indifference and you giggle at his reaction.Â
The party is in full swing being held in a large mansion. Itâs decorated to the nines with gothic candelabras, cauldrons filled with alcohol and paintings that shift when you walk past them.Â
You introduce Calum to some of your friends, they look at him with wary eyes but he couldnât care less if they approved of him. He knows heâs bad for you, heâs wrong on all accounts.
The party lingers on, you consume more of the potion from the cauldron (itâs a very pretty midnight blue in color. Your friend is chattering on about some girl whoâs wearing the same costume she is but your eyes travel the large party room in search of Calum. Your eyes lock and heâs standing next to a high top table thatâs littered with cobwebs.
In your buzzed-on-the-way-to-drunk state, you leave your friend midsentence towards Calum. He watches you intently until you click your heels in front of him downing the rest of your potion. You set it down on the table until you hear it crash to the floor.
âOh no!â you gasp and stumble into Calumâs chest. You feel the rumble of his laughter beneath your fingertips then youâre distracted by his being.Â
You tilt your head up then press a wet kiss to his chin, the scruff tickles your lips and you kiss some more of his jaw. Calumâs hands keep you pressed against him, he sighs at your contact.Â
Deviously, you tilt up on your toes so you can reach that sweet spot.
âWatch it,â he warns squeezing your waist.Â
âCan we play pretend?â you whisper on his skin, poking your tongue on the sweet spot.
âPlay pretend what?â he sighs heavily.
âCan we pretend that Iâm the demon and youâre the human?â You slide your hands up his chest, over his shoulders and into his hair.Â
âYeah?â he laughs ducking his head to your bare shoulder. âYouâre certainly dressed for the part.â
âHow come you donât dress like this?â you whisper on his ear lobe.
âI wouldnât look as good as you do in this dress, sweetheart.â
You giggle then lean back so you can give him a proper kiss. He tastes so sweet that you crave more rolling your tongue over his.Â
âI think Iâve become addicted to you,â you whisper pressing your hips against his.Â
âHave you, you little devil?â he slides his hand down over your ass and squeezes.Â
âMhm,â you hum tilting your head back to his neck. You take a bite and suck on his skin to leave a mark. He curses under his breath as you continue to suckle.Â
Calum pushes you away gently, grasps your jaw and presses his lips to your own neck.
âNo, no, no!â you laugh leaning away. âI do the biting, Iâm the demon, remember? You do as I say.â
âI want to bite you, too,â his eyes flash red then ebb away to his normal dark brown.
âA humans bite wouldnât hurt me, sugar,â you smile, âit would probably tickle.â
âOh, I know where youâre ticklish young lady.â He lifts you into his arms and you squeal, your devil demeanor gone as he takes control. Youâre pushed against the wall, shivering as his lips kiss the swell of your breast.
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Calumâs so used to fucking up that when a second chance comes his way heâs not sure what to do with it. Demon!Calum. Black!OC.Â
CW: 18+ Content (Smut), Blood, Gore, Violence, and Death mentions.Â
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He wasnât sent here to find companionship. He was here to wreck havoc, collect the souls that needed to be returned, find the ones that managed to escape the other Hunters. One such soul was proving difficult for Calum. He sat at the bar, just about every night, drinking whiskey straight. The bartenders were starting to recognize him. Always donned in his leather jacket and his dark curls always pushed back just a little from his forehead. All his intel was leading him here, at this bar. So he sat, and waited, and waited and sat.Â
Tonight is no different. The attire, all black from the beanie to the boots. The jacket was the only thing that distinguished him from staff. Tucked in his corner, Calum sipped at the glass. It didnât taste like much to him anymore. His human form still taking perks from the previous demonic state. Alcohol truly had no effect on him and it all started to taste somewhat the same. Except for vodka and whiskey. And he couldnât sip on just vodka at the bar. So he nurses his whiskey just like any other night.Â
Women approach his table, twirling hair, batting eyelashes. Calum wasnât going to ignore them either. He smiled, flirted with some of them, went back to their place with some of them. He never made it a habit to do that. But he indulged himself. He let himself enjoy the visceral pull of his gut to be satisfied, even if it would never actually satisfied. Calum watches as the doors open, a group of girls walking in. Nothing about them reads highly distinctive. Yes, theyâre attractive. But in the short skirts, and dresses, and high heels, they look like every other girl here.Â
Thereâs another girl that trails behind the main group, shirt hiding practically nothing of her bust. The black pants with a high thigh slit, revealing an assortment of tattoos on her upper thighs. Thatâs all Calum catches of her, besides the red undertone of her dark brown skin and high ponytail. As she disappears into the crowd, catching up the group Calum watches. Her smile is dazzling. But he thinks he shouldnât get caught up tonight. Something in the air tells him heâll find the guy tonight.Â
The night progresses, slowly, like watching the second hand of a clock go around. Maybe this asshat wonât show. Calum looks over the crowd, hoping he can spot that girl again. When his gaze does land on her, sheâs at the bar. The guy heâs here to snatch up is leaning in mighty close. When she withdraws her arm from his touch once, Calumâs already pushing out of seat. When she steps back a second time from this guy, Calum barrels his way through the crowd. Everyone knows his human form. Everyone that should be scared of him does at least.Â
Approaching the bar, Calum smiles at the girl, sliding right up next to the asshole. âTell me, miss,â he shouts, âis this asshole bothering you?â
She eyes him, unsure of what the hell is happening but she still nods. âHe is,â she answers, watching the fear overtaking the creepâs face.Â
Calum smiles, taking the collar of their jacket into his fist. âWell, good thing heâs leaving. If youâd like, take a crack at him.âÂ
The guy is stumbling over his words, pleading with her that he needs help. But she doesnât feel for him. She doesnât have it in her to punch this guy though. Even though heâs definitely a creep, she doesnât have the heart. She shakes her head, looking down to the worn wood of the bar beneath the spill mat. âI-I canât.â
Calum looks at his side profile. âYou should thank her. Much too sweet to push your teeth in. Now, letâs apologize. And you and I, weâre going to have a little chat.â
At first, the only words the guy gets out are how she has to help him. But with a quick strike to the back of his knee from Calum, the man buckles and apologizes, holding himself by leaning into the sturdy bar. âIâm so sorry,â he rushes out.Â
Calum waste no time hauling the man up and dragging him out. She watches the dark man, in the black beanie haul out the creep, his feet literally dangling above the floor. That canât be real, she thinks to herself, blinking as if to see straight. But she has to be seeing straight. Sheâs only one drink in for the night. Sheâs not that drunk. Not even drunk at all. But how the hell did he get over to her so fast? And how the hell was he able to carry that guy out like that?Â
She watches the door, like heâs going to walk back through them any moment. She saw him early, perched in the corner, sipping from a glass. She didnât know what it was. But he just sipped occasionally. Was he security? She knew from her dadâs stories that sometimes bouncers had âdrinksâ but never actually drink so they could blend in when walking the dancefloor. But he never walked the dancefloor, at least not from what she could tell.Â
âRubs, you okay?â Kourtneyâs, Rubyâs friend, voice is clear over the bars of Cardi Bâs mantra about money bags. Rubs, short for Ruby, though it was never really short. It was a name she used for herself. She never liked giving out her real name. She disliked it too much. Heard it too many times with anger and malicious intent behind it. So she makes sure she never hears it again.Â
âYeah-yeah, Iâm okay,â she breathes. But her gaze never leaves that door. âIâm just--feet hurt from all the dancing,â she says finally turning her gaze back to Kourtney. âIâm just going to chill here. If you want, I can hold you guysâ stuff.â
âYou sure? Itâs your birthday. Câmon, just dance. Cut loose.â
Her laughter falls out of her, watching her friendâs attempt to seduce her back to the dance floor by twerking in her face. Rubs taps Kourtâs ass a couple times before giving in. It is her birthday. And even though that creep had tried to sour her night, someone else had been right there to make it better. She watches that front door. Never lets her gaze fall too far from it. Sheâs dancing into a girl, sheâs not sure who really. Ruby catches their perfume though and lets herself be pulled back into them.Â
Sheâs grinder deeper into the girl. Her knees arenât hurting her, but she straightens back up, ass still clapping behind her when she catches the beanie covered head moving through the crowd. Thereâs no need to even try and apologize, to try and excuse herself. She just straightens up and shuffles through the bodies. No amount of excuse meâs are ever heard and people will still give her dirty looks for bumping into them.Â
As she clears the dance floor, she sees him settle back into his corner. At a high table just big enough for two. This is her chance. At the bar, she smiles. All the bartenders know itâs her birthday and she manages to squeeze a free drink for herself and the mysterious man. âVodka cranberry and whatever heâs drinking up there,â she says nodding her head in his direction. The drinks come out a few moments later.Â
Before walking over to his table, she adjusts the shirt, pulling more of it up over her chest, situating the girls back into position. The chair scrapes against the floor and his dark eyes dance in shitty strobe lights of the club. He pretended not to notice her, but she saw her immediate bee line off the dance floor. She sets the drink down first before climbing into the seat across from next to him. Heâs moved them so they both face the entire establishment. âWhatâs your name? Hawk or Eagle Eye?â she teases.Â
Calum twists his mouth up, pondering for a moment. âClose. Itâs Calum.â
âRuby,â she returns. Then itâs silent for a beat. âLook, I-I wanted to say thanks for earlier. That guy was a total creep. And you didnât have to step in like that. But I really appreciate it. So I got you a drink. To say, thanks.â
He doesnât call attention to the one already in his hand. His smile is genuine. âYouâre welcome. And thanks.â
She watches the way he twirls his first drink in his hands, the rings sometimes softly clinking against the glass. The tattoos on his hands, theyâre initials. She wants to ask, but she swallows that curiosity down. âIf you want a dance, Iâll be somewhere down in there,â she offers and then slips from the seat. Doesnât wait for Calum to confirm, or to say no. She disappears back into the thick of the crowd. Calum decides not to take her up on that offer but does offer to return the drink favor. Whenever sheâs up for another one of course.Â
She dances for a while. Her smile big as she dances with the group she came in with. Itâs a bit before she takes her herself back to the bar. He slips from his spot, second drink in hand this time. While at the bar, he learns itâs her birthday. âI feel terrible,â he teases. âDonât have a present for you.â
âDonât worry. Iâll count the drink, Calum. Thanks.â
He nods, looks over the drink, nothingâs been tampered with it and then settles back at his perch. He watches her and her friends, even as they pile into the back of the Uber. He follows from a distance, watching as the all pile into one house. Itâs probably not the smartest thing to follow her. But he has to make sure they get home safely. Especially since itâs her birthday.Â
When Calum returns to his apartment, he flicks on the TV, knowing nothing will be on. But itâs habit. Itâs background noise. He feels bad if he please music this late, his neighbors need their sleep and he doesnât want to be that asshole. So he settles for late night reruns of shows he knows almost too well and feels ashamed for knowing them as well as he does. Already sitting on the kitchen table is his list. More people that have bargained with the Devil and have forgotten that there is still a price to pay. Itâs all ironic. His job is never done, their hope never seems to faltar until they see his face. Until they are forced to realize, time has run out.Â
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Itâs crazy to go back to that bar a few nights later. She knows it. She knows that she really shouldnât be expecting Calum perched in that back corner, eyes catching everything. But when she walks in and actually sees him, she thinks there must be a payoff for being crazy sometimes. Because why else on earth would she have dragged herself nearly an hour across town just to get a glimpse of this guy?
 Thereâs no beanie this time. But his hooded eyes and brown skin are more than enough to ease her worries. Calum spots her too, the second she cracks open the door, he notes her scent. Thatâs insane he thinks to be able to pick someone out of a crowd just by the way they smell. But he does it. Her hair is the same, braided on the sides, the top slicked back and it all leads to the ponytail. The ends are wavy this time instead of the sleek, straight look when they first met.Â
He shouldnât be so delighted to see her. He should be telling himself to get up, slip onto the dancefloor before she has the chance to catch him and slip out the backdoor near the restrooms. Someone that comes back once will come back again--heâs learned that over his years. Though years feels much to short, much to finite for the time heâs been alive and serving. He was human once. He remembers the way it feels to feel so invincible.Â
She pauses at the bar, eyes still flicking up to meet his. Calum wonders if she knows. It would be impossible for her to know. Heâs not in his other form. Heâs never even hinted to it. All he did was save her from a creep. But she watches him, like heâs going to suddenly evaporate from existence. Not that Calum couldnât zip away without being detected. But instead he sits perfectly still. Sheâs in jeans this time, her top black and sheer with a bralette beneath it. Sheâs in sneakers though, a style the resembles Keds.Â
Her climb into the chair is smoother this time. No chunky heels in the way. âItâs a shame you donât have a drink yet,â Ruby smiles, sliding the glass towards him.Â
âAnother thank you drink?â
âNo.â Sheâs not sure how to explain what the drinks means. Unsure on whether to call it a I think youâre cute drink or a I have no idea what Iâm doing, but Iâm definitely flirting drink. Maybe itâs better undefined anyway. Maybe she doesnât have to label everything to death. âItâs just a drink. Because I saw you empty handed.â
âWell, I think I should return the favor. Whatâs your poison?â
She gives a head shake no. âNothing tonight. I drove over her.â
He scoffs. âThey have a whole line of sodas. Whatâll you have?â
âSprite.â
He nods, slips of his chair and walks to the bar. Itâs not a long wait until the fizzy clear drink is in his hands. He hands it to her before climbing back into the chair. âWhat brings you out tonight?â
The word âyouâ dangles from lips. But she swallows it down with a sip of her drink. âJust out. What about you?â
âJust out too, I guess.â They sip on their drinks in a lull. Itâs not awkward, shockingly. She takes in the cut of his jaw, the way his eyes are always moving over the crowd.Â
Words are falling over her lips before she can stop herself. âYouâre not a bouncer, are you?â Calum shakes his head no. âSo, are you like ex-military or something? Ex-law enforcement?â
He wonders what gives her that impression. But she must know someone that was for those to be her first guesses. He gives another shake no. âWhere is the prefer not to say box?â he jokes, looking over to her.Â
âFair, thatâs fair. Only asked because my dad. He used to do something similar. Sit with his back to the wall, see all the exits. Ex-SWAT, but you never take the officer of the person. Just the badge and the gun.â
He wonders if she grew up with a lot of discipline. The thought really only crosses his mind when he notices the way she sits perfectly straight in her hair. Not a slouch or a curve in her back. âSounds intense,â Calum offers.Â
She shrugs, going in for another sip. âAt some point I think my brain just shut off. I always knew there was a chance he wasnât coming home. I just didnât compute it. Whenever he was in bed in the morning, it was great. But when he wasnât, I never panicked. I just--kind of went on autopilot. Went to school, did work, played, did homework. Annoyed the shit of my younger sister. Just went about life.â
Calum reaches for the glass and swirls it around, taking a dramatic inhale. âJust making sure nothing is in that sprite. I watched them pour it too.â
Ruby laughs, eyes closing, reclining into the chair a bit more. âI know. Heavy for the club. Sorry.â
âDonât.â The word falls just by itself at first. Nothing else. And then Calum sees the shift. How she sits back up straight. Was his tone harsh? He then adds on, âYou donât have to apologize.â
She nods, hiding in the glass. She canât just ask to hook up with a guy, can she? Sheâs kind of used to it but not this sober. Calum can feel the tension build up. That thereâs something she wants to say but canât bring herself to say it. So instead he throws out a compliment, about her shoes. She laughs. âIn all honesty, I had to drive nearly an hour out here. I wasnât going to attempt to do that in heels. And I was too lazy to change out of them.â
âI thought you were just out?â
The heat of her cheeks makes her fan herself a little. Is she going to be this forward? She might as well, since sheâs already put one foot in her mouth. Whatâs another one? âI might have driven all the way out here, in hopes to see you.â
Calum nearly chokes on his drink. An hour to potentially run into him? Calumâs always the chaser, always running after someone else. Heâs never once stop to think about how nice it is to actually be persused just a little. She hands him a napkin, laughing at the wide eyes. âA shock I take it?â
âSorry. But I hate to think you couldâve wasted that time and gas.â
Her eyes twinkle, the skin crinkling around her eyes just a little as the smug grin crosses her face. âBut I didnât.â
Turning to her, Calum thinks heâs done enough for tonight. Those people wonât disappear off the face of the earth. He can always find them tomorrow. He reaches out, brushing her cheek with the back of his fingers. âNo, trust, you didnât. I live three blocks from here.â
The walk to Calumâs place isnât long. They keep mostly to themselves, talking about random things, Calum tells a story about the dinner they passed on the way when he got a face full of burger by accident. Ruby tells a story in rebuttal how she used to be a waitress and spilled coffee on someone once. As they reach the steps to his apartment, Ruby reaches out, nails scratching right at his scalp. Calum pauses his work at twisting the key, eyes closing. A small shiver runs down his spine.Â
Her tone is dripping with desire as she speaks, âCat got your tongue.â
âNo, but my tongue will have something else,â he quips.
Thereâs no wasted time when both of them cross the threshold. Calum pins Ruby to the wall, kissing across her jaw, fingers make quick work of her belt and pants. His fingers trail the band of her panties. His lips find her collarbone, sucking purple marks into the dark brown flesh. Her fingers dig into his shoulder beneath the leather jacket, before trailing back into his hair. The air is filled with her soft moans.Â
She works at getting his belt undone as his fingers trail down into the thin material of her underwear. Lace by the feel of it. Sheâs not quite soaked-- thereâs some slickness there. Calum knows all too well what buttons to push though. He brings his hand back up, trailing over the hem of her shirt. Sheâs pulling his belt free from his jeans, shoving down the denim. Her fingers trace over the tops of his thighs.Â
âEager, arenât we?â Calum teases, pulling back from her. He slips the jacket over his arms, pulling the shirt up and over too.Â
Her eyes dart over the two tattoos right along his collarbones. She watches him pull his shoes off and toes hers off herself. His pants are the next to go as well. Her jeans are tight. She hates the way they catch sometimes around her hips and thighs. Before she can get them down to her knees, Calum takes both her wrist and pins them to the wall above her head.Â
Ruby huffs, hating the fact she canât touch his skin, canât pull him in close. She bucks and he presses down harder. He canât press down too hard, or heâll actually hurt her. âRelax,â he commands. âYouâll get a taste.â
A low growl escapes her throat, chest heaving as she tries to pull against his hold. God, heâs strong and that turns her on more. She clenches, squeezing to relieve the ache building. Both of them gaze at each other. He waits--she must say something. But her lips donât so much as quirk. âCat got your tongue?â Calum quips.Â
âYour mouth is doing a lot right now but it could be doing better things.â
Calumâs laugh is dry, more of a bark too. âMy dear, Iâm not the one who drove all this way.â
âYouâll be glad I did.â
âYouâre almost too sure about that.â
She shakes her head, hair shaking with the movement as well. Calum runs his fingers through it of his free hand. The strands are soft and silky, the black a contrast to his skin. âIâm not being cocky about this.â His hand slides across her chest, over the scratchy material of her shirt before closing around her throat.Â
âI wonder if youâre a beggar.âÂ
âBeg? For you? Youâd love that, wouldnât you? Wouldnât that just make your cock twitch?âÂ
So, sheâs a brat. He likes a brat. A bit of a challenge. Most women he goes home with like one thing. To get straight to the point. But thereâs something to Ruby, this sweet girl with a pointedness. Not quite socially awkward, but still reserved in a sense. But now here she is, pinned to his wall, throat tucked neatly under his palm. She doesnât shy away from it, she doesnât look away. She stares directly at him; she waits. Thereâs no fear.Â
âIf you so much as think about lifting your arms from the wall, youâll be sorry. Understood?â He adds a little more pressure to her throat, watches as her eyelids flutter.Â
She speaks, albeit in a whisper because of his hand. âUnderstood.â
Calum releases her wrist, and slowly peels his hand from her throat before sinking to his knees and tugging the jeans down and off her. Her thighs are soft in his hands, a prominent jiggle when he gives them a stern slap. A laugh falls from her throat. Calum looks up to see her eyes closed, arms still pressed into the wall.Â
He half-way expected her to grab his hair, disobeying his order. But then he thinks back to the bar. The way she snapped up straight when he told her not to apologize. She gets off on obeying. But enjoys the rile, seeing someone worked up. Her skin reddened from his palm. Ruby lets her knees buckles just a little when Calum kisses her thighs. He can see now a small wet spot forming at the crotch of her pink panties. He finds the mix match endearing. But doesnât dwell too long before pulling them down her legs.Â
She glistens and all Calum wants is a taste. When his mouth connects, Rubyâs whole body relaxes. The apprehension finally cut. Though his tongue flicks at her clit and the pleasure courses through her. Her muscles tense. His large palm cups her ass, pushing her off the wall. The noises are sinful as Calum holds her closer to his tongue. Her pants bounce off the ceiling. A string of curses falling from her lips.Â
Her hands eventually fall from the wall. Her nails trailing over his shoulders but never daring to delve into his hair. He pulls from her core, tugging lightly on her clit before releasing it. âScared to touch me now, sweetheart?â
Her only response is to grip his hair, pulling his mouth to meet her center. His laughter vibrates against her. A yelp falls from her lips at the sensation. Calum hums when her grip tightens. Heâs always liked a little bit of pain. Itâs always sparked a fire deep in his gut. So he doesnât shy away from her harsh grip. A moan falls from her at a moment or two later Calum replies with his own. Her thighs are shaking in his hands. Rubyâs arched into the wall, to keep some balance. Calum can sense sheâs wobbling. Wrapping his arms around her legs, he pushes her into the wall, legs thrown over his shoulder. Most of her weight now pressed up into the wall, but he helps keep her supported.Â
When she comes, itâs with a whine and a chorus of swears. Calum pulls away from her. She could keep herself up if she wanted, but instead Ruby lets herself slide down the wall. âGot anything else smart to say?â he questions.Â
His remarks earns him a shove to the shoulder with her foot. âI always have something smart to say.â
He captures her ankle, kissing the joint and the trails butterfly kisses up the inside of her calf. âIâd like to hear them.â
Ruby pulls her leg back and Calum watches as she pushes to her hands and knees, crawling, though the distance is short, to him. âI bet.â
Calum scoots back, butt sliding over the hardwood floor with ease. She follows. He scoots again, pushing to his knees. Would she actually crawl all the way to his bedroom? From his knees he stands, walking backwards. She follows, grinning. âWhat? This get you off to? Someone on their hands and knees for you?â Her voice is still breathy.Â
âIf I said no, I would be a liar.â
They walk, and in Rubyâs case, crawl to the bedroom. Right outside the threshold, Calum extends his hand. She takes it, only a few pops can be hard as she straightens. âYou didnât hear anything.â
âNot a single sound.â
Up close, she can still see her mess on his face. Itâs not easy, but she gets up on her tippy toes and swipes her tongue over his chin and lips. Calum holds her face with his hands, keeping her there as they kiss. Somewhere in the heated touches, her shirt and bra are discarded. The air feels different now. Electric but somehow a vortex spiraling her further and further down. Calum is the only thing that keeps her grounded, kissing his warm skin, biting at his muscles.Her arousal is leaking from her again, he can feel it.Â
He kisses up her shoulder, over the side of her neck. His breathe right in her ear. âSince you like being on your knees so much, why donât you kneel for me, face down, ass up?â
Arching up, Ruby situates herself in the middle of the bed, ass up, face pressed down into the mattress. Itâs a gorgeous sight, Calum thinks, tearing open the foil packet. He gives each of her cheeks a swat, watching as they turn red and bounce. âYou hit hard,â she pants. Nerves strike his chest. Did he really hit too hard? âI like it.â
He exhales, slipping the latex over his cock and gives her another two swats. âSince you like it so much.â
Her laughter is muffled, but still audible. âThank you.â
Calum lines himself up, slowly pushing into her. Heâs used to always taking the intial thrust slow but Ruby settles back onto him. Clearly he is wasting too much time with being gentle. He gives her another swat to her right cheek and then another to the left. She doesnât try to outpace Calum, though, occasionally she bounces back. He has none of that. He takes his hips into his hands, stilling her. Her arch never falters, face pressed harder and harder into the mattress by Calumâs sharp thrusts. Her hair, all too inviting. Calum reaches for the ends, just to play with it before finding the hold of the ponytail. He pulls her upward, her hissing is music to his ears.Â
âFuck,â she sighs, arching more to keep the angle.Â
Her curses are matched by Calumâs own. âLook at that ass bounce for me,â he growls. He slows on purpose, just to give her another swat. But she can feel the fire in her gut. She is not in the business of playing too many games. Pressing herself back, she tries to encourage him to go faster again. All it does it make him slow until sheâs fucking herself on his sock. âSuch a good girl,â he mutters.Â
His hold is still wound around her hair. Her moans reach a higher pitch, beginning to sound like a bit of a whine. But her hips never slow. âGod, fuck,â she sighs. Her orgasm falls over it, thighs shaking. She wants to collapse, to just give in. But she hears the way Calum groans, the quiet, âOh shitâ he breathes and she pushes herself up. She knows one thing she wants more than sleep, his release.Â
Pressing back hard, she arches a little more. âCum for me, Calum. You know you want to. You know you need it.â
Need it--what he needs is for her to never stop riding him like this. God, what he needs is her whines imprinted into his brain. âYou gonna make me cum?â he returns. She says nothing, and needs not say anything as she snaps back and forth of his cock. âOh my god,â he groans, letting go of her hair. His release is close. He can feel it in his toes, the way itâs knotting in his stomach. âJust like that, baby,â he breathes.Â
âThatâs right,â she encourages. âCum for me.â She canât quite feel the start of his releases, but he hears it as he comes, the way his hips rut up. He holds her by her hips, buried deep inside her. His cry is a grunt thatâs choked out towards the end.Â
Ruby finally lets herself fall into the bed, Calumâs weight mostly on top of her. He kisses down her spine before pulling out gently. She pushes herself up, laughing as she asks which way to the bathroom. Her clothes are everywhere after her trip to the bathroom. But she finds her underwear and jeans up front and walks back into the bedroom to find her bralette.Â
âDressed already?â Calumâs spread on the bed, his boxers pulled back up over himself. But thatâs all. Ruby doesnât speak. It should be obvious that she canât say. âYouâre an hour from your house. Itâs almost two in the morning.â
âIâll be fine,â she assures, pulling the straps up.Â
âYou have to walk three blocks just to get to your car. Iâm not letting you do that. Not this late at night and definitely not by yourself.â
âWhat are you going to do? Walk back with me to my chair?â
âYeah. In the morning.â
âThatâs going to be awkward.â She doesnât miss the eye roll. Somehow it stings. She knows itâs probably a better idea to just wait until morning.Â
âIt wonât be awkward. Take those jeans off, put your shirt down and lay down.â Ruby tosses the shirt onto the chair in the corner of his room. Everyone has that chair where clothes, jackets, and junk are deposited. Shimmying down the jeans a second time tonight, she steps out of them, throwing them onto the chair too. As she settles onto the mattress, Calum brings the sheets up. He doesnât miss that she wears her bra and panties still.Â
âIâm a side sleeper, so Iâm not ignoring you I promise,â she laughs.Â
âNoted.â Sleep never finds Calum anymore. Heâs never needs it anymore. But he lets himself fall into the springs, eyes closed. He lays, arms folded behind his head and keeps himself still. For the moment. Itâs not too much longer that he can tell sheâs asleep, the sheets move slower now. Her breathing deeper now.Â
This isnât how these nights usually go. Heâs never really brought someone over to his place. But he finds a certain spark of joy in having someone in bed next to him. Yes, theyâre practically a stranger. But for the small moments before he slips out of the bed, itâs nice.Â
___
That would be the end of his story with Ruby if not for a week later, he runs into her. On her side of town. The girl heâs after is crafty. Sheâs changed her hair since they last time she was spotted. But he knows she hangs around the beauty salon as a nail technician. So he decided to make an consultation. Heâs no stranger to a hair salon and isnât afraid to use whatever means necessary. From the front entry, he can almost see clear to the back. Thereâs something behind part of the wall, he canât see, but as the door chimes and he steps in, he figures once he gets into the ladies chair he can scope it out.Â
Thereâs a chorus of a welcome from the women working. Some ladies sit off to the side, waiting as well. He walks up to the front desk, smiling at the young girl there. âHello, how are you?â she greets.
âGood. You?âÂ
âWell. How can I help you today?âÂ
âI have an appointment with Dione,â he answers. âUnder Hood. Calum.â
She looks over the book and nods. âSheâll be with you in just a moment. Feel free to have a seat.âÂ
Calum nods before walking over to the seating area, and plops down. From this angle he can see the nail area. Though itâs empty for the time being. But from the back, he spots Ruby, walking up front, someone behind her. He mustâve called her name because she looks up, brows pulled together in confusion. Her features soften after they settle on him. Of all the places the girl could be, heâs shocked. No, scratched that heâs floored.Â
He canât help but think sheâs gorgeous even in the black apron and crocs. He snorts, mostly to himself when he sees them. She turns back to client. They talk lowly and after sheâs paid she turns back to Calum. âWell this is a surprise,â Ruby laughs. âHowâd you find me?â
âI didnât. I just needed a good stylist.â He could ask her. Sheâs sure to know everyone that comes through this salon. But before he can ask his name is called.Â
So he stands. But stops pulling Ruby in close. âCan you squeeze me in after this?â
âYou know I do brows right?â
He grins. âHave you seen these caterpillar? I need it.â Â
âYeah I can squeeze you in.â The hair consultation doesnât take long. But heâs hoping that if he lingers just a little longer that sheâll show up. When itâs done, Ruby waves for him to follow. They walk down the corridor. Sheâll have no questions no doubt. But heâs less concerned about that. He needs answers and fast.Â
Calum settles into the chair but Ruby doesnât recline it. She studies him for a moment, brows knitting back together.âDo you really need your brows done or is this some sort of excuse?â
âIn all honesty, I need your help.â
âWith what?â
âNiq. I need to know when she comes in again, or if you know about were she hangs out.â
âNiq keeps to herself mostly. She works everyday the shop is open. Sheâs a good kid.â
Theyâre all good kids he thinks. They always are on the second or third leg. He can feel the sincerity off her. The concern. He wonders for a moment if sheâs older than he figured. He aged her at about early twenties, the physical age his human form stopped aging. âLook, sheâs in some trouble. Iâm just trying to help her.â
Rubyâs features soften. Sheâs worried. Niq isnât the type to be in major trouble. Granted, she doesnât talk about her past. She just needed a place to lay low she said, make money to make ends meet. And thatâs all she ever did. They didnât hang out on the weekends but she never fussed with anyone. She never went out of her way to be spiteful. âSheâs out getting lunch for us.â
âWhen will she be back? I really need to speak with her. Keep her out of trouble.â The words fall so easily. Calum doesnât even have to think about what heâs saying. From the front, the door chimes. Ruby holds up a hand for him to stay seated and she peeks out the door. Niq stands at the door, bags and cup holders in her hand. Whatever trouble sheâs in, Calum will surely help her out.Â
Ruby turns around. âThatâs her. She just walked in. Should I get her to come back here?âÂ
While Calum knows Niq to be evasive, sheâs never been hostile. He shakes his head. âWeâll go up front, Iâll pay, like nothing happened. She knows who I am.â
âOkay. Is she gonna be alright? Like whatâs going on?â
He keeps quiet, just stands from the seat and waves for her to walk first. He wonât answer her. She takes it as sheâs better off not knowing. Her heart hammers in her chest when she starts to the front of the salon. What trouble had Niq gotten into to? Ruby knew gang violence was huge in the surrounding area. Had Niq gotten involved with the wrong guy? Was Calum connected? All her thoughts raced along with her heart but she tried to keep up appearances.Â
Niq smiles at Ruby and even at Calum. He nods in return, sliding Ruby a twenty. A silent conversation in nods occurs between Calum and Niq. He heads out the front door. He considers the possibility that Niq could try and bolt out the back door. So he pats his pockets, snaps his fingers and spins back around. Calum knows he hasnât forgotten anything. But if he can keep his cover for just a wee bit longer, he can walk back into the salon without a single batting lash.Â
âForget something?â Ruby asks.Â
âKeys,â is Calumâs simple reply, noting Niq shuffling towards the back of the salon. Sheâs making good distance before Calum figures heâll have to be had.Â
Ruby feels the hairs on her arms stand up with Calum behind her. The air buzzes, she can feel it in her chest. Calumâs never going to catch her if Ruby is in the way. Niq wonât make it far. Ruby veers into the room to double check the seat for any sign of keys when something cracks, a deafening sound with a flash.Â
She turns around and Calumâs holding one hand up, something black wrapped around it. âSo thatâs where my whip went?â
Whip? What the hell is he doing with a whip?
âIâm not going back,â Niq hisses.Â
âOn the contrary, Iâve got direct orders to take you back. DOA. So this is really your choice.â A swift yanks brings the whip and Niq closer to him. It burns as the handle leaves Niqâs hand. It burns her everytime she touches it, it knows who it belongs to. But she figured if Calum were so powerful to hold it, it would make her powerful too. And it did, minus the burns. Calum brings the hilt to his hand. Her flesh still melting into it.Â
Is this his idea of helping, Ruby wonders This canât be it. If so, heâs got a fucked up idea of reality.Â
Niq figures this is her last shot of escape. The next time it wonât just be Calum. It will be him and the hounds. She knows if she faces them, there is no chance of being brought back alive. But sheâd rather be brought back dead. âYouâll have to kill me,â she says and attempts to turn.Â
Another crack sounds around the salon, a stripe across her body. It burns, not even because of the poison leather, just the sting of her pride. Niq knows she fucked up, that she broke her word. But she really deserved a second shot at life. It wasnât her time to go. She figured this would give her that second shot. She didnât think Lucifer would take so strongly to a verbal agreement.Â
Calum would rather not kill her. She is, as Ruby called it, just a kid. Sheâs a got caught up. She was given a deal and when Calum discovered his whip missing, knew she had to be the one that had taken it. Always had sticky fingers. He was willing to let it go, but he wasnât the one to call the shots. Lucifer demanded she be found and brought back. Scarred. To be made a lesson of.Â
Niq touches the blood, making sure itâs real and hers while collapsed onto the floor. Calum winds the whip back up, pulling out the bag from his jacket pocket. âYou said you were going to help her?â Ruby snaps.Â
Calum walks past her, not even blinking at the punch she throws. It connects, even has some power behind it. âI am helping her,â he returns.Â
His tone is too even keeled. âThis is not helping her!â She shrieks. Sheâs helpless as he lifts Niq over his shoulder. âI donât know who you are. But this is kidnapping. I will call the police.â
âCall âem babe. â He spins around. Eyes blacked over, a grin on his face. Ruby wishes she could wipe it off his plump lips. âAnd when they ask for a description of the man, tell them. not a man, not a who. But a what.â He tongue flicks out, forked like a snake. When he turns again, she notes a black tail, slender with a spear at the end. It waves as he pushes open the back doors.Â
Ruby doesnât run into Calum after that. At first, she wants to confront him. Demand all the answers, even attempt to kick his ass for lying to her. She hangs around that bar. She drops by the apartment building only to find that he broke the lease and left. Every search on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter yields her nothing in the wake of a Calum Hood. Itâs as if he isnât even real. As if he didnât exist for those two weeks to her. She knows he did though. He canât escape without a trace. He has to exist somewhere, to somebody. Even if he paid everything in cash, there has to be something left. Something that will bite him in the ass.Â
Calum watches her. Sometimes from Luciferâs viewing room. Other times from right outside her windows. He watches the way she combs through the internet, telephone books, leases to see if there is anything left. The number he used was from a burner phone, one anyone can get from a local gas shop or WalMart. He broke his lease, but itâs easy enough to forge legal documents after doing it for so many years. The thing is, heâs no stranger to a lie. Thereâs something in his gut that feels for her though.Â
Sure Niq mightâve been a good kid to them. But she broke a contract with Lucifer and itâs in Calumâs best interest not to question him too much. Itâs not that he feels awful for having to use Ruby. But he feels something. Ruby cared. One of the few people in the last few decades that seems to give a shit about anyone. For fuck sake, she couldn't even hit the creep that was harassing her in the club.Â
Calum grins, thinking about the punch she landed on his ribs. No, it didnât hurt but there was a fierceness behind it. In that moment, she probably didnât care because all she was worried about was the girl. Calum can give Ruby that much, give her props on that she actually cares about people. He wishes he didnât have to manipulate that. He wishes he couldâve let her still have that much--that giving a shit wouldnât backfire on her.Â
He knows heâs an asshole. Just wishes he wasnât an asshole to those that give a shit. He preferred being an asshole to those that deserved it. Thatâs his thing. Ruby didnât deserve it. But he had a job. âWatching her again?â a voice hisses behind him.Â
Calumâs all too familiar with the high octave. âJust making sure sheâs not potentially blowing any still usable covers.â Itâs an easy enough lie.Â
âOh, sheâs nothing special. Even if she opens her mouth, she wonât a second time.â
His fingers curl into a fist. He wonât let that happen. Ruby is not someone that deserves damnation over him. âShe wonât be a problem, my liege. I can assure it.â
âBe careful of her, Hood. I need your head on straight. Or itâll be your head staring back at you. Now wouldnât that be a sight? If only youâd be able to see it,â Luckifer laughs.Â
Calum watches him leave. It felt like a threat, but there is something in the laughter that makes Calum wonder just how serious Lucifer is about that.Â
___
Ruby groans when thereâs a knock at her door. Having just settled for the next three episodes of her latest Netflix binge, sheâs not pleased at the unplanned guest. As she gazes through the peephole her heart skips. That is most definitely not who her eyes are telling her is standing right behind her door. âShit, no,â she whispers, pressing her forehead into the door. Maybe she can just avoid it.Â
âYour carâs parked outside. I can see your feet under the door.â
Hearing his voice reignites the anger in her. She thinks about the lies. The way Niq was limp over his shoulder. She unlatches the hook, swinging the door open. âYou asshole. What the fuck are you doing here?â
âAttempting to apologize.â
âYou canât apologize. Not for lying, not for using me.â
Calum holds his hands up. âI technically, can apologize. You just may or may not accept it.â
âFucking asshole. Does it look like I care what you can technically do?â
He looks over her attire, the sweatpants, camisole, the silk scarf around the edges of her braids. Itâs a new style after the ponytail. The chunky box braids still look good on her. Sheâs had them for two weeks now, heâd figured. Heâs lost all track of time really in Hell. Itâs not important there anyway. âLooks like youâre about to settle in for the evening.â He steps closer, the leather jacket rustles just a little. âMind if I join?â Itâs not truly a question as he slips inside. He knows he really shouldnât be pressing his luck. But he really does need to apologize to her.Â
She stares at his once occupied space and nearly shouts. Instead she closes the door and continues to stare at all the chips in the paint. âYou really need to get the fuck out of my house,â she sighs, whipping around. The braids fly up with her action.Â
Calumâs already settled into the cushions, boots slipped off, the jacket halfway down his arm. âWhat are you watching?â
âGet the hell out of my house.â Her voice is calm, though she pushes it out between her teeth.Â
âCan I just explain?â
âNo, you can get the fuck out of my house!â
âRuby, look, I-I know I was an asshole. Iâm a Hunter. Itâs my job. I donât always like it. But I do what I must.â
âYou could be blue, red, or purple, Calum. I donât give a single fuck what your job is. I donât care what you are, the truth is you lied to me. You used me and I donât want to see your face evaâ âgain.â
âI apologize. You really didnât deserve it.âÂ
Her voice is nothing but a shout, a curdling cry in the air of her apartment, âGet the fuck out of my house!â
He doesnât bother sliding his shoes on, just grabs them and turns the door on the knob. He pauses, goes to give it one last try, but she shoves his back. The only word leaving her lips is, âOut.â So Calum dares not push it and slips between the small crack of the not fully opened door. He leans against the wall, listening to her shout. He has half a mind to tell her be mindful of her neighbors. When the door across the hall creaks open, he apologizes.Â
âSorry. I fucked up. Sheâll be okay in a second.â
The elderly gentleman looks to Rubyâs apartment door. âMustâve messed up real bad there. She been living across from me for four years and I ainât ever heard so much as a peep from her, besides the occasional song.â
Calum nods, tossing his head back into the wall. âYeah, yeah I did.â
âYou apologize?â
âI did.â
âWell, sometimes thatâs all you can do.â He can see the boots in his hands. âYou can bother me for a seat, maybe even a cup of joe if you want to give her some time.â
Calum shakes his head. âThank you though.â
The old man nods before giving a wobbly smile. âTry again âmorrow, yeah?â
Calum likes the idea of hope. The idea that he might have a second chance at this. âYeah. Tomorrow,â he whispers. The shouting has stopped, nothing left but a faint sniffle behind the sounds of talking. Sheâs probably started whatever show. Thereâs no fixing this. He tried, thatâs all he could do. Not that he really deserves a second shot. But he had hope maybe, just maybe he could get it.Â
Calum did always feel hexed. Everything good that happened, he somehow always managed to fuck it up. He at first just blamed it on the universe, that time and fate had conspired against him. But he realized it was just him. He was always the asshole that managed to fuck up nice things. And his powers seemed to have struck again.
___
Heâs not even supposed to be over on this side. Heâs not even supposed to be in this state. But he takes the risk, just to make sure sheâs okay. Calum tries to tell himself heâs only checking in so his cover isnât blown. But thereâs something else. He wonât admit. He refuses to admit the pain in his chest when he notices her leaving a date. It has to be a date. Thereâs no other reason for a sweater dress and heels. Sheâs tying the coat close as the door shuts behind her.Â
She looks good, finally wearing her natural hair out. Itâs cut extremely short on the sides and back. The top straightened, but the ends curled just a little. He realizes then, itâs just a grown out and better styled version of his hair cut. The short looks really suits her face though, he thinks. It helps with her strong jaw line.Â
But something is wrong. From the porch of this classy bar, he can see the way she shuffles down the sidewalk. The guy is trying to catch up, shouts out her name. Calum appreciates the darkness and the drunkenness of most of the people here. He sets his drink down, arms resting onto the railing and lifts up. His descent is fast and if it werenât for his demonic status the sharp landing in a crouch would surely break his ankles. The street is clear of cars, so Calum jogs across, catching up easily. âI thought we were having a good time together.â The closer he gets the more he realizes that is not a man.Â
Heâs shocked for a second but that doesnât stop the fact that this person is clearly pushing the boundaries. Ruby doesnât slow, heels still clicking against the pavement. âDinner was great, Tre. But I just--â
The last part of her sentence is cut off by the other womanâs retort. âYou owe me!â
This stops Ruby in her tracks and Calum leans against the brick building, pulling out his phone. The blue light fades in his vision as he listens in. Just in case things do go south. âI donât owe you anything. Not a goddamn thing. A date isnât a ticket for sex. If you wanted a fuck, you shouldâve just asked for one. Iâm sure someone wouldâve been okay with it you piece of shit.â
âI hate bitches like you. Yâall so stuck up. Just give me my money. All Iâm looking for is a good fuck.â
Thereâs rustling; Rubyâs blood is boiling. And she hasnât missed Calumâs figure still leaned up against the building. She throws the two twenties, enough to cover her half of the bill in Treâs face. It falls to the ground. âNext time, open with that. Donât pressure anyone into anything you cunt.â
âAll yâall bitches are crazy. You not even worth it no how.â She picks the cash up and walks back towards the restaurant.Â
âI donât need saving, Calum,â Ruby states.Â
He looks up. His smile is tight lipped, almost as if heâs too scared to actually look her in the eye. Thankfully Ruby doesnât sound pissed. Just tired. He clears his throat. He should say something. Anything. Well, maybe not anything. He canât risk sounding like an asshole again. âThe haircut looks nice,â he finally speaks.Â
âThanks.â
âYouâre welcome.â He gives just a curt nod before turning around. Ruby watches him, the jacket is longer this time. Goes down to his nearly the tops of his thighs. The boots are a little different, but heâs dressed in all black like usual.Â
âTraded in the leather jacket, huh?â She calls out to his retreading figure.Â
He stops, a small grin lifting his cheeks. âToo cold.âÂ
She pulls her coat tighter around herself. âUsed to warmer weather, I assume.â
He laughs. A genuine from the gut laugh. âYeah you could call it that.â
She nods over her shoulder. Thereâs nothing but darkness cut by streetlights and storefronts. âWhat about a cup of coffee? Or tea? Whatever your heart desires.âÂ
Maybe he hadnât jinxed it. Maybe this is a second chance. He never gets them often. âYou sure?âÂ
âIâm sure.â They walk in silence to an ice cream shop nearby. He gets nothing but does pay for hers. âThanks. For being there.âÂ
âLooks like you didnât need me.âÂ
She sets the spoon down. Takes note of the avoiding gaze and soft voice. âIf I didnât know any better, Iâd say you feel remorse.âÂ
This finally gets his gaze directed on her. âIâm an asshole. Not a psychopath.âÂ
âWell,â she teases, voice tittering higher up.Â
âOkay, okay,â he huffs. âMaybe I deserve that. I also realize itâs creepy as fuck to be keeping tabs like this.âÂ
âCreepy indeed.âÂ
âSorry. Thereâs no sane excuse.âÂ
âThere isnât. But I guess if youâre lingering around this long, it might be for a reason.â
He twirls his rings around his fingers. It sounds insane when he goes to utter it over his lips. âWas really hoping youâd accept my apology.â
âYou know me. Lover, not a fighter.â
âCouldâve fooled me. Got a mean left swing.â
âI deserve that, I guess.âÂ
Calum wonders, looking at her downturn gaze if this is over, if heâs pushed his luck. He might have. But heâs glad that they are able to clear the air. They talk until closing and the air has dropped again in temperature. He walks her to her car, occasionally bumping her elbow. She huffs, before bumping his in return. At her car, she leans into the driver side door. âWhere you headed?â
âBack.â Just one word. But thereâs something in her gut that knows where back is. Back is below. Back is Hell. But she canât bring herself to utter the words. âYou know normal people run away. Most people find out someoneâs not what they thought they were and they leave well alone.â There he goes again, sticking his foot in his mouth.Â
âNot most people, I guess. In this reality, monsters are all around us. They donât need whips or horned tails. They speak with forked tongues and are just as human as me.â
Itâs an honest and sometimes hard take to have, to know the veil between human and supernatural isnât as thick as one thinks. âIs this like, over? Did I cross the creep line?â Calumâs never been this honest, this vulnerable.Â
âCross the creep line, yes. But over, no. I know you mean well. Just next time youâre around, just send a quick message, snail mail or something. Donât jump from the second story.âÂ
Calum grins, itâs small. Nothing big. Just a quick upturn of his lips. âThanks.â
Ruby looks out into the still night. She hasnât reached for her car door so Calum doesnât move from his spot. âTiff doesnât remember what happened at the shop. No one does. Whyâs that?â
âClean up,â Calum explains. âCrew told me that one person fled the scene before they could get there.â
âGuess you caught me. So why havenât they track me down? Do the whole Men In Black erase thing?â
âI lied.â He says it so easily. Not even hardly a blink or the gaping second before the words gather. Just a simple fact.Â
âSo you lied about me?â
âI fudged the numbers. Made an eight look more like a nine. It happens. My handwriting is shit.â
âWas I that special?â Her throat thumps. She can feel the pulsing in her neck. Her mouth dries a little. Would Calum lie to her right now?
âYou are.â
âArenât you worried? Shouldnât you be concerned about getting into trouble?â
Calum shrugs. âBoss man only knows that you saw me at the club. When clean up said that they were missing one, I went back to the shop, staked it out. Only one missing was you. Went back, said that I had found the missing one and covered our asses. Never mentioned you were in the shop.â
âDo you normally keep tabs on the women you take home?â
Calum quirks an eyebrow. âThis a conversation best had over whiskey, donât you think? Iâd offer more ice cream but I think every shop in town is closed.âÂ
Ruby runs her fingers over her key fob. She finds the button, eyes never faltering from Calumâs. The headlights blinked, the doors unlocking. She throws her head back, a gesture for him to hop in. âLuckily weâre on my side of town. Fifteen minutes out from my place, if you care to bum a ride.â
Calum half jogs, noticing the shiver that runs over Ruby. The night has gotten colder since they got ice cream. Heâd rather her not freeze. The heat is blasting before she pulls out of the parking spot.
 âI should probably explain what I do,â Calum starts, knee and leg bouncing a little in the passenger seat. How does he explain with words what he does? He prays it doesnât scare her off.Â
âI donât care,â Ruby says. âHonestly, I donât.â That feels like too much knowing, too much weight if he dulvges it all to her. Some things are better left unknown she figures.Â
Calum nods. Not what he expected but he likes that she just accepts things for what they are. âWell, I donât keep tabs. To answer your question. I just noticed you looking me up. So I had to tell Boss that it was nothing. And eventually, you stopped. But I really did want to apologize. You give a shit about people. You donât run across that a lot. I did use you. And I wish I hadnât. I wish I didnât take advantage of that. I could I wish I didnât have to take advantage of it and blame my job. But the truth is, Iâm so used to people doing whatever to get over that I just thought you were like that. And youâre not.â
Ruby is silent. At least he recognized the wrong doing. At least heâs not a complete soulless asshole like many others out there. âWhat do you say if we start again?â Her question comes after a minute or two of silence.Â
âIâd like that.â
Inside Rubyâs apartment, she drops her coat and purse onto the couch. Calum watches her immediately head over to her dining room table. Itâs a high table, pushed up against the wall next to a window. She grabs one of the barstools and moves it a foot or so away from the table. Calum grabs two and pulls them away. She grabs the corner of the table and looks over to Calum.Â
He grabs the other corner and lifts. Ruby realizes sheâs not even helping as he pulls it out from the wall withouth having to drag it an inch. Pulled away from the wall, she moves two stools behind it into the gap. Her next stop is to the kitchen, grabbing whiskey glasses. âI like the mason jars better,â Calum says from behind her.Â
âMason jars it is thenâÂ
âDonât have whiskey. Will Hennessey do?â
âIâll have to rectify that error later.â
Ruby pours two glasses and gives one to Calum. It clinks against the metal of his rings when he grasps it. Heâs glad he didnât take the jacket off or the beanie. She grabs a third glass and pours straight cranberry juice. She can forgo alcohol for the night. âAll actors ready?â he teases, lips sealing around the screw top rim. The dark liquor is warm as it goes down.Â
âRuby and Calum meeting at the bar, scene 1, take 2,â Ruby laughs.Â
Calum settles into one of the barstools behind her table, watching her in the kitchen. âWeâre missing music,â he muses.
âMy neighbors would kill me if I played club music this late. Theyâre all old. Let them rest.âÂ
Calum decides he likes Rubyâs smile. Even the shy quiet ones. âSince you asked so nicely.â He looks away, taking another sip and hears her giggling. âThis is serious,â he reprimands, still staring out into her living room.Â
The dark gray couch looks nice with bright yellow throw pillows. Her coffee able is black metal, a simple chic design. The entertainment stand is metal too. Her rug is black with dark gray trim. The art on her walls are of plants, a soft dark green but not distracting. He doesnât miss the record player sitting on her bookshelf.Â
Heâs tempted to spin a record. But when the glass lands on the table in front of him, he forgets about it. âCome here often?â Ruby asks, a tuft of laughter escaping her.Â
He grins behind the first glass before putting down onto the wooden table. Itâs a pretty dark gray stain over the wood. Sheâs careful to slip a coaster under the glasses too, Calum notices. âFirst time around here actually.â
As Ruby climbs into the chair next to him, she laughs even more. âWell, let me show you a good time then. Nameâs Ruby.â
âCalum,â he gets out over his fit of giggles. Ruby falls into his shoulder, the wool a little stratchy against her face. Her laughter spills from her lips too. âTell me would you have really used that line with someone?â
âHell no. Itâs cheesy as hell.â
âThen why did you use it just now?â
She shrugs. âI figured why not. We were starting over. What harm would it cause to try it out?â
âA lot. Especially if this werenât our first meeting.â
âGood thing itâs not.âÂ
Soon Calumâs slipping out of coat, nursing one glass. He could have both. Theyâre not strong to him and he does feel bad since she poured both. âYou donât have to have both. I just--it fit the scene.â
He nods, slouching a little into the seat, arm thrown around the back of her chair. Ruby reclines back, head falling onto his shoulder again. He gently brushes over her shoulders. âDo you sleep?â The question falls before the yawn from Rubyâs lips.Â
âTechnically, no I donât need it. I do rest, I guess. But I donât sleep like youâd think.â
âSo I guess I donât need to offer my couch to you then, huh?â
âI should probably get back.â
âYou know where to find me though,â Ruby counters.Â
âI do. And Iâll send snail mail the next time Iâm around.â
Calum keeps to his word and slips a letter under her door when sheâs at work. So by night time, if she has the energy, she can call. The number is different at the bottom of each letter. But Calumâs always on the other end.Â
They meet sometimes for ice cream if it has to be a quick stop. Other times they might meet at her place, sipping a combination of alcohol and watching the latest episode of her shows. Those nights Calum stays, never terribly late. Just long enough into the morning that she knows heâs leaving. He makes sure to give warning of his departure.Â
âYou really have completed the whole aesthetic,â Calum comments, refilling his glass. He wonât admit that heâs partial to the mason jars as cups. Instead he pokes fun at it.Â
âYou leave my interior decoration alone. Lest we not forget the state your place was in,â Ruby shouts from the couch.Â
âIt doesnât count,â Calum counters. âIt was temp. This is your home.â
âFuck off. And hurry, I let ads play for you to you mess around. Youâve got thirty seconds left and I wonât pause.â
âPlease leave my chocolate pretzels alone,â he huffs as he watches her grab a handful from his bowl.Â
âWhatcha gonâ do about it sweetheart?âÂ
When weeks roll into months, and months roll into a year, it feels unreal. That somewhere in all this of the time heâs been blessed with a friend. He stays a little longer behind. His captures are no less perfect. But Lucifer is not necessarily pleased that he does take longer. But Calumâs doing his best to keep him at bay. He suspects it wonât be much longer before some sort of punishment will be dished out. There always is.Â
At her apartment door, he knocks. He thinks he shouldâve brought a carnation to replace the last one he bought. Though he figures, sheâll be asleep in a couple hours and he can sneak out and find one. Before the door opens, he notes the change in the air--it feels warmer.
Ruby opens the door with shaky hands. Before Calum can ask whatâs happening, someone else walks up behind him. Lucifer. Immediately, he can feel the shift happening, his blackened eyes taking over. âMy liege,â he answers with a curt nod.Â
âOh, if itâs not my favorite Hunter. Come in, come in,â he urges. Calum steps inside. If his heart still pumped the same, it would be racing in his chest. He steps in front of Ruby, watching as Lucifer strolls about, tail whipping about. That is not a good sign. âI love the decor. Very chic. The pops are color are divine, donât you think?âÂ
âItâs a wonderfully decorated home,â Calum returns.Â
With a dazzling smile behind pink lips, Lucifer points to Ruby. âSheâs got a great eye. Iâd hate for something to happen.â
Calum takes a step back, pushing her further into the door. A silent plea for her to run if she can take it. Ruby clings to his jacket. She doesnât have to be told something is going to happen. She can feel it in her bones when his gaze lands on her again. âIs there an issue, sir?â
âAn issue? Hm, yes. My issue is that my best Hunter is out here falling for a human.â
âItâs not like that. We are just--â Does he say it? Does it dare let the word cross his lips. âFriends, sir. Just friends.â
She exhales. Theyâve never really labeled whatever this was. But she likes hearing him say it. Friends is nice. Lucifer hums again. âWhat a nice thing to say? But I donât like is that your friend is messing with your work.â
âSir, I am perfectly capable--â The sentence is not finished when Luciferâs tail wraps around his throat.Â
âI donât give a shit. I know youâre capable. Why the hell else would you have such an esteemed title? But we donât get cozy with humans. There are rules for a reason. Understood?â
A choked, âYes,â falls from Calumâs lips before the hold is released. He wants to reliate, lash out. But thatâs frowned upon. Calum bites his tongue.Â
âMove for me.âÂ
Calum doesnât like that tone. That gleam in his eyes. Rubyâs the first person to listen to him, to give a shit about someone other than herself and even if Calumâs an asshole, she gave him a second shot. What she does not need is whatever Lucifer has planned up his sleeve. âMy liege. With all due respect, sheâs just human. Sheâs not worth it.â He winces a little as the words leave his lips. He doesnât mean it like that. Doesnât mean that she doesnât hold value to him. But she is not worth Lucifer getting bent out of shape over.Â
âOh, but sheâs your friend. She is worth it. Now you will move, or I will move you.â
âSir, please. Iâll leave with you right now, just please. Leave her out of this.â
âDonât be silly, Calum. Thereâs no way to leave her out of it. She knows too much.â
He gets it now. This isnât about Ruby. It never was. It was solely about him. She never had to open her mouth. She never had to slip up, say the wrong thing. All she had to do was get close. She had to witness once or twice his true form and it was over for him. There was a warning that had not been heeded.
 Thereâs no way to trace a ghost. The fortunate thing for Lucifer here. Itâll be like Calum never existed. Though he hasnât for a while now. This was just a shell. Still powerful but effectively empty. Calumâs flesh is temporary and whatâs beneath cannot survive on the surface.Â
Calum takes a small step forward. Ruby holds onto his wrist. âI wonât tell a soul. I havenât told anyone,â she pleads.Â
Calumâs chest caves. He hates the way it cracks. This isnât about her. He pleads with Lucifer, but thereâs no sympathy. He steps forward again, squeezing her hand one last time before their connection falls. âCalum, what-- No, please, I havenât done anything.â
He speaks to her without looking away from Lucifer. âNo, you havenât. I have.â
It finally clicks. âCalum, no. He canât. Thatâs not fair!â
When she finally steps forward, a black tail stops her. Calum. He canât risk her getting in the way, getting hurt. The tip hurts, even though thereâs no pressure behind it. Itâs sharp just resting against her skin. Lucifer makes a circling motion with his finger and Calum closes his eyes as he spins. His tail drops and Ruby is frozen as he strips his leather jacket, pulling the beanie from his dark curls. He just shaved the sides down, she notices, the top still long. He peels his shirt over his head, dropped into a heap next to him.Â
Everything in her body is telling her to look away. But she canât. His normal brown colored eyes are blacked out. Wings appear from his back, smoke billowing all around them. She wonders for a fleeting moment if the smoke alarm will sound. They are beautiful, black, with tufts of smoke blowing from the feather tip. He furls them, reaching into the pile of his clothes and brings out his whip. He drops to his knees and lifts the sacred leather whip up. It will soon no longer be his.Â
Ruby sinks against the wall, her eyes are swimming. âThis canât be happening,â she whispers. âYou canât do this!â
âSweetheart, I can. And I will,â Lucifer grins, cracking the whip. A red welt appears across Calumâs chest. The only sign of pain is the muscle the jumps in his jaw. She pushes herself up to her knees. If she could plead to any god willing to listen, she would. But thereâs no god here. The whip sounds again, an X appears in angry red across his chest.Â
Ruby crawls to him. Part of her brain remembers the last time she did this and she cracks a watery smile. Calum sees it, knows what sheâs thinking. âDonât you dare,â he threatens, clearing his throat.Â
âWhat? Telling me now is an inappropriate time to ask if someone on their hands and knees gets you off?â
Calum shakes his head with a quirk of his thick brow. âVery inappropriate time.â
Lucifer watches the exchange with a smile. âWell at least you two had some sort of history.â
No one pays him any mind. Calum focuses on her, the way her hair is still cut short on the sides and back. The curls on top are tighter now. She raises to a kneel on her knees in front of him, hands trembling as the cup his jaw. âYouâre a good friend, you know? An asshole, but still a good guy.â
Another crack of the whip sounds in the room. The blow across the bone where wing meets Calumâs vertebrae. He tries not to groan, tries to swallow down the pain. But another blow comes and he buries his face into her shoulder. âI tried,â he whispers. âIâm hexed though. Jinxed, something.â Lucifer brings the whip down again, the bone is snapping, blood trickling down his back.Â
âNo, youâre not hexed,â she whispers. âYouâre a good guy.â
The final crack of the whip brings the last of the wing away from his spine. He lets out a grunt into her skin, arms winding around her dark flesh. The room is spinning for Calum. This is way worse he thinks. Having her here to witness. He wants to push her away, tell her to get out of here before it happens. But a larger part wants her in his arms. He wants someone to lean into.Â
âYou-you shouldnât be here for this,â he breathes. Itâs hard to focus on anything other than the way she smells like pressed hair and a hint of apple. Maybe from her body wash.Â
âNo, no, Iâve never left a man behind. I wasnât raised that way. Dadâs Ex-SWAT remember.â
Lucifer brings another blow against the open wound. Calum lets himself cry out that time. She holds his head, forearms blocking it from the blows. She knows she could get hurt. It doesnât matter. All sheâs focused on is how Calumâs grip is loosening around her waist. âTell me,â he pants. âWhy Ruby?â
âWhy the name?â
âNot your real one.â
Snot drops onto her lips. âNo, itâs not. To make a long story short, my mom was abusive and manipulative. I hated the way she screamed my name. She always said it so nasty, like it was poison. So I had people call me Ruby. After my dadâs birthstone.â
It may not be solace. It may not bring her peace. âWe sent her below,â Calum wheezes after another blow.Â
âBelow? Like Below Hell?â
He gives a small nod. Itâs hard against the tight squeeze of her forearms. Ruby kisses the top of his head. The whip falls to the floor before Lucifer hovers over Calumâs tail. He lets his tip hover, a warning for Calum of whatâs to come. âWe have our own sense of morals,â Lucifer interjects. âWeâre not all bad.â
âFuck off,â Calum spits. He turns his head, his lips brushing against the skin of her neck. âWe are. We are bad.â
âNo,â Ruby protests. âYouâre not. You are not all bad, Calum.â
Lucifer drops his tail, point severing Calumâs. âSpeak out of turn. This will be your final chance.â
Calum pushes himself up, itâs a slow process. But he does. âI had a sister. When you see her, on the other side, tell her I loved her. That I remembered everything she taught me.â
Ruby holds his face, cheeks squishing in the strong hold. âI will.â
âItâs gonna take you a few decades to meet her. But youâll know her when you see her. Now, donât watch this part.â
âCalum I canât leave you.â
âYou wonât be. Just close your eyes, face the wall. Youâll be right there. Just donât watch.â He knows the gore, the shock that overtakes someone when the final blow is delivered. He can spare her that. He can do one last good thing. âRuby, Iâm not asking.â His breath is labored. âDonât. Watch.â
Her eyes dark around his face, trying to remember the moles on his cheek, the way his nose sat, how plump his lips are. She kisses him, a short peck. Resting her forehead to his, she lets her tears fall. âI love you. I never said that. Didnât know how youâd react.â
He takes his hand, curling it around hers, and motions for her to turn. âI love you.âÂ
Itâs a platonic love. A love that made Calum feel human again for just a little over a year and a half. He will go, remembering the way she laughed, and how to never drank coffee with no less than three sugars. He will go remembering that someone saw something more in him. Calumâs wasnât looking for companionship. But he found something better.Â
She doesnât turn fulling away, more like three quarters, eyes closed. But she reaches out her hand. He takes it. They give each other a squeeze. He wonât make a sound for her. Itâs hard. His breathing already ragged. But he inhales once.Â
Rubyâs holding Calumâs hand one moment, squeezing with all her might. She can feel him squeezing back and then it feels like hours. Sheâs waiting for it go limp, praying to every god that something changes this outcome. The pressure disappears and then so does his warmth. Nothing just dust settling into her palm. A sob pierces her chest, scratches over her lips and when she turns, thereâs nothing but his shirt and jacket left. Not even dust is left but the little that she clutches in her hands.Â
Ruby cries, clutching his t-shirt in the middle of her living room. If she could go back, and tell herself not to go into that bar again, looking for Calum, she would. She would in a heartbeat.
I KNOW I FEEL THAT all I can think about is (and this isnât very well thought out and I AM drunk) maybe heâs been charged with watching over you or heâs decided heâs dating you - maybe not with your assent. heâs given you a few rules - not going out on your own, not disobeying him, not talking back. But of course you get tired of living in fear, holding your tongue, and you break two or three or seven rules. Calumâs glad, you realize, as he pins you up against the wall and runs his tongue over his lips, wetting them and making them glisten. âShouldnât break my rules. I could hurt you, you know.â He says, placing a hand on your throat. He doesnât press down, not yet.Â
âI donât think youâre going to do that.â You say, although your hands have fisted against the wall behind you.Â
âOh no?â
âI think if you wanted to hurt me, you would have already. Or if you do want to hurt me, somethingâs stopping you, and I donât think thatâs changed.â You shake your head. âYou canât hurt me. Iâm not scared of you anymore.â
Calum blinks. âOh no?â But he doesnât press down.Â
âNo.â And you grab his list, but he doesnât let go. Heâs looking at you hard, like heâs trying to see right through you.Â
â...you might be right about that, little human.â He says. âBut I can do worse.âÂ
You tense up, ready for fire or electricity or hallucinations, but he just chuckles, rubbing his thumb along the column of your throat gently before he leans in and kisses you. You gasp, squirming in his grip, but he doesnât loosen it up, just presses his tongue into your mouth when you relax and open up to him. It's gentle. It does feel dangerous.
When he finally pulls back, youâre gasping for breath, and itâs not because heâs choking you. âYou - Calum, you -â
âI have bad news for you, darling.â He says, looking at you almost fondly. âDemons arenât supposed to fall in love. Youâre in more danger than ever. Shouldnât have pushed me.âÂ
Maybe like a jealous demon cal for number 5 (lmao do demons growl?) anyway, he doesnât pursue anything with you bc heâs a demon and your human so he holds back but then gets jealous when he sees you with other guys and is like fuck this or whatever and decides to be with you? Haha happy Halloween
5. âAre you growling?â
âą âą âą âą
Calumâs used to being put into difficult situations. Heâs a demon and is in constant battle within himself, the heavens and hell and now between his feelings for you.Â
You were quick to figure out what he was, you saw his eyes burn red one day while you were at the grocery store and someone bumped into your cart a little too harshly. You smiled and said it was all right then looked up to see the dark irises.Â
He both admired and hated your naivety. It was in admiration because he never met someone who was so hell bent on seeing the good in everyone but hated it because not everyone was good. How could you not see that?
It wasnât long after that he felt a stirring within him, something other than protection over you. He began to notice small things about you like the small gold flecks in your eyes and how your voice was scratchy when you just woke up in the morning. He noticed the way you said his name and how he imagined you moaning it in his ear--
That thought caught him up short. He canât think of you that way. Youâre a human who got caught up with a demon that is meant to seek and destroy, to lure those who have evil rooted in them down to the pits of hell.Â
His inner battle waged on while he chaperoned you at some Halloween party, a holiday he always thought of as stupid. He stands silently against the wall, his foot kicked up on the brick with his hands buried in the pockets of his dark jeans. His leather jacket kept changing in the flickering lights while he watched you dance with some friends.
Your costume was an angel, ironically, but he thinks you chose it on purpose to spite him. The not so innocent smile you gave him when he picked you up revealed a hidden motive. The white velvet dress you wore hugged your body like a glove and the wings were feathery and soft looking. The small halo was like the cherry on top of your ensemble, it left his mouth dry.
âJust admit you have feelings for her, mate,â Michael says nudging Calumâs shoulder.Â
âI donât,â Calum grumbles as more of your friends show up. One of them, Erick, lets his hands linger a little too long on your waist when he hugs you. Calum feels his chest vibrate and his vision turns a dark red.
âAre you growling?â Michael asks in disbelief.Â
âHis hands were too low,â Calum defends himself but poorly. He canât have feelings you. He shouldnât have feelings for you.Â
The night carries on and Calum still lingers on the outskirts of the party, silently watching, silently brooding.Â
He just grabbed a fresh drink when he saw Erick approach you from behind. He leans into your neck whispering something while his hand trails down the front of your thigh. Calum tosses his glass to the floor then makes a beeline for you.Â
You spot him immediately and escape the clutches of Erick to stop Calum in his path. You collide into his chest, one hand on his wrist while the other presses onto his cheek trying to make him look at you.
âHey, hey, your eyes are red letâs go outside,â you say in a rush. âThey canât see you like this.â
His fingertips are burning--in anger at Erick or at the feel of your skin on his heâs not sure--but the way you look at him lets you lead him outside. He slams the door open onto the patio as he stalks away from you trying to calm down.
âWhatâs going on with you?â you ask him.
âHe needs to learn to keep his hands to himself,â Calum growls and youâre taken aback by his hostility. You know what he is but youâve never seen him act like a demon, heâs always been so...normal.Â
He turns around abruptly, his eyes flashing from glowing red to his normal brown, the brown that you love. He looks down in shame and you approach him slowly.
âTalk to me.â You lift his head up to gaze into his eyes.
âI canât,â he licks his lips.
âWhy not?â
âBecause youâre part of the problem,â he laughs without humor and stares into your beautiful face. The glitter around your eyes shimmers in the moonlight and he touches your cheek with his fingers. âI donât think I can fight it anymore.â
âFight what? What am I doing thatâs a problem, Cal?â
âFight my feelings for you, I donât have the power anymore,â he shakes his head then pulls you to him by your waist. âYou make me weak.â
Then his lips are on yours, burning and scorching you in a kiss so sweet it tingles your toes. You curl your fingers in his hair, your feet lifted off the ground. When you both need to catch a breath he rubs his nose against yours.
Calumâs so used to fucking up that when a second chance comes his way heâs not sure what to do with it. Demon!Calum.Â
CW: Mentions of death.Â
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Her house is a mess. Dishes have piled up, her laundry is overflowing the basket. She hasnât returned anyoneâs phone call. Her mother has left twenty or so voicemails. Her text notifications are near the hundreds. None of those matter. His notes arenât slipped under the door. Sheâs checked every night for one. Like her brain hasnât computed that heâs actually gone. But he is. There is nothing but that handful of dust.Â
When she calls all those old numbers, she gets an automated voice. It tells her that the number she is trying to reach is out of service or has been disconnected. She always sobs on the last word. She is disconnected. Disconnected from a friend. Disconnected from her loved ones because no amount of the phone buzzing and shaking on the table gets her to pick it up. A lifeline has been unplugged.Â
Ruby clutches the small jar to her chest most days, or keeps it near. It feels appropriate for all the times Calum would shoot whiskey or hennessey straight out of one of them. Or the time he left a single carnation in one of her mason jars. It was pink, even though she hated pink. The next time he brought white. She carries the little bit of him left in the mason jars he used to always poke fun about.Â
She canât even cry anymore tears. She just sits, curled up in his jacket. Sheâs starting to lose his scent though. She can smell now is herself mostly. Ruby canât mess up Calumâs jacket. The least she can do is preserve that. So she peels herself out of, draping it carefully over the edge of her bed and goes to shower.Â
She texted her boss the next morning after it happened, after the shock still weighed her down. Ruby explained sheâd need to take a couple personal days. Ruby really thought that was all it would take. Like a couple days just to get herself out of the funk. Itâs hard to deal with death, but she thinks that she can bolster through. However, everytime she walks into her living room, she stares at the spot he last kneeled and her whole chest shatters. Her lungs canât expand large enough for hair. She wheezes while tears stream down her face.Â
If she could use the sprinkling of his ashes and her tears to sprout him again, she wouldâve done so by now. She stands, in that spot, clutching his shirt, praying thereâs anything she could do to bring him back. She is by no means, a witch. She tries nevertheless. She prays that anything brings him back. At first she wanted to never know Calum. It would be much easier to never hold onto these memories of falling asleep on him when she just couldnât keep her eyes open anymore.Â
The reality though is that sheâs happy to have known him. Sheâs happy to have those random trips for ice cream, even though she knows itâll make her intestines shiver. If she didnât have those experiences, what wouldâve been the last year and half of her life? Who would she be without the imprint of Calum on her soul?Â
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Her hair is no doubt a mess when she walks into work. She managed to do laundry and put on decent clothes. Her dishes are still not done. Sheâs yet to take the trash out with all the delivered fast food. But at least sheâs taken care of one thing. She was just much too tired to keep her shoulders lifted to properly comb out. Most of the knots are out with her pick and wide tooth comb.Â
âHey stranger,â Tiff says. Her smile is soft, maybe even a little sad.Â
âHey, sorry about being gone for so long.â She can feel the sting behind her eyes now. Fuck, she really thought she had cried enough. How does she even begin to function like her life is normal again?Â
âNo, no, itâs okay.â Tiff collects Ruby into her arms, combs and all still in her hands. âShh, itâs okay.â
âHeâs gone. I just--I canât believe it,â Ruby hiccups.Â
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The weeks pass, blurring into months. Ruby lingers less often on the spot in her living room. She still wears his shirt around the house just for comfort sake. His leather jacket hangs in her closet, now a staple piece even though itâs boxy on her. Itâs comfortable. Itâs lived in. Even though his cologne is long gone and nothing but the scent of the cleaners is seeped into the garment, she can still feel the lingering of Calum in it.Â
She knows he slipped his arms into the same holes. He layered it with a sweatshirt and beanie. There is something of him, his living visage still seeped into the threads that makes her feel better when she wears if, even if she doesnât need the comfort constantly.Â
Ruby keeps up with her dishes now too. Her laundry basket is emptied at least once a week. It hurts less to laugh. She can go about her day easier now. She doesnât think sheâll ever reach her old normal. But she likes her new normal, the new routine of noticing the small things that Calum used to do that donât cause her chest to rupture. But she gives a sad smile whenever the thoughts cross her mind.Â
Like now, sitting in Kourtneyâs car, Ruby is slightly reminded of the times that she and Calum would ride across town, just to try the latest sweet treat.Â
âI donât know how youâve been single for this long now,â Kourtney laughs from the driver seat. The red light stares down at them and they stare up at it for the moment being. The comment isnât mostly out of the blue. But their previous conversation about how dating is hard had died down a little.Â
Ruby look to her friend through her peripheral. The high ponytail weave still slick and perfectly pinned in place. âI havenât been single for that long.â
âItâs going on two years now! Ever since your birthday when that creepy guy cornered you at the bar. You broke things off with Darrell, what three just weeks before that?â Kourt risks a glance over. Rubs picks at her nails, the set of extended nails a deep burgundy color. They donât mention that birthday too much.Â
It was brought up once before after Calumâs passing and Ruby broke down into tears. Kourtney and the rest of the girls thought that Ruby and him had been dating and then broken up. But the way she cried and told them that a good friend had passed away, they figured they might be wrong about it. Everyone does their best to dart around the topic.Â
Ruby makes sure never to give a name. Part of it feels like a disservice. That sheâs silencing him even in death. But the other part knows itâs better this way. That she canât say his name. Not to anyone. Would she be causing trouble for herself if she does? Would Lucifer come back for her? Sheâd rather not having the devil himself show up at her door again. Once is more than enough in a lifetime.Â
Ruby blinks. It has been two years. Time surely hasnât slowed. But it doesnât feel like itâs sped up either. âWell I wonât be taking anymore recommendations from you,â she tsks, sucking her tongue around teeth.Â
âYou canât hold Tre over my head forever. I thought she was cool.â
âSheâs like the rest of them n--,â She had more to say but Kourtney cuts her off with a wave of her hand, as if sheâs heard the guilt trip from Ruby enough already.
âSo are we going out for your birthday or not?â
Ruby doesnât know what she wants to do for her twenty sixth birthday. It feels mundane. Itâs not 21 or even her 30âs. Just 26, a tick mark in the calender of her life. Just another day on the wheel. âWe could go back,â Ruby offers with a shrug of her shoulders.Â
Kourt presses down as the light turns green. âBack to Greenlight? Itâs an hour out of town.â
âThe music was lit.â
âThe drinks were expensive.â
âYouâll have a birthday girl.â
âWhy do you want to go back?â Kourtney asks but not without having to tap her brakes to allow for an asshole weaving through the lanes. She flips them the bird.Â
Ruby watches, focus blurring on the passing asphalt. She canât avoid things forever. She canât hide from whatâs happened. Calumâs dead. Though sheâs wondered if demonâs can every truly die. Part of her wished she had asked sooner. She wished she had considered what happens when she dies, if sheâll ever cross paths with him again. Should she make some sort of deal with the devil? Calum would probably have her head for something like that.Â
âEarth to Ruby!â Kourtney shouts, snapping her fingers near Rubyâs ear.Â
âIâm not dead,â Ruby huffs.Â
âWhy should we hikes our asses all the way to Greenlight? Need to pour one out for them?â
Ruby has to laugh. Calum would not stand for the waste of alcohol in his honor. But it feels appropriate to remember him like that, even if it is wasted whiskey on concrete. âYeah, something like that.â
âSomeoneâs gonna have to DD. Because I am not splitting that Uber again. I couldnât even afford enough drinks for a solid buzz.â
âIt wonât be long. But I guess if itâs an hour drive. We better make it worth our while. Thereâs a waffle joint close by too. Make pretty good breakfast.â
Kourtney parks in front of the mall, lips pursed. âAnd how would you know that maâam?â
Keeping her gaze straight ahead, Ruby shrugs. Her lips curve though. The smile slowly etching itself onto her face. âHeard it through the grapevine.â
âYeah right. Who you fuck that far across town?â
âNo one,â Ruby defends. Her offended tone doesnât last long before her laughter cuts through. Itâs shocking that sheâs never brought up the night she spent with Calum. But Ruby nows her friends. The would take any amount of scandalous details and run it for miles.Â
Kourtneyâs nonbelief is clear on her face, especially with the eyeroll. âYeah and I was born last night.â
The women climb out of the car, laughing. As Ruby slings the purse onto her shoulder, Kourtney leans against the hood of the car. âWas it them? The one that passed away?â
Ruby matches her position. She can trust Kourtney, one of the few that always been more receptive to Rubyâs quiet moments. Sheâs always been the one that makes sure to keep the things that need to be quiet quiet. So Ruby nods her head. âJust once.â
âYou just out here hoeing around and making friends out of them? Only you Ruby. Only you can sleep with someone and be friends witâ âem.â
Ruby closes the car door, walking around the bumper. Thereâs a small breeze as they walk to the entrance. âIt wasnât supposed to go down like that. We slept together and I thought it was over. But he came into the salon.â
âSo it was a guy, huh?â
âYeah, he came into the salon to see a stylist. We talked for a minute.â Ruby pauses. She canât admit that Calum turned out to be a giant asshole and a demonic one at that. âHe was a bit of an asshole about it. But it was chill. Then on the date with Tre, he happened to be hanging out there too. She was still yelling about getting some ass. We argued and resolved it. Though, things didnât actually get fix. She just stormed off. He was there. We hung out getting ice cream.â
Kourtney nods. âSo you didnât sleep with him again after that?â
Ruby shakes her head. âNo.â
âWas it that bad?â
âQuite the opposite.â
âSo why not?â Kourt screeches.Â
The mall isnât too crowded for the moment. Both of them wanted to get out and about early. Itâs only the older people that walk laps with their wristbands and two pound weights. All of them look at Ruby and Kourtney for sudden loud interruption. They are used to the stares from others because their glossy lips, and occasional pop of their gum. They know the hair and the color of their skin makes them an easy target for judgemental stares.Â
Itâs sometimes exhausting how true the phrase is that there is nothing new under the sun. There is nothing new about the prejudices they face. There is nothing new to the way they are watched, followed around. There is nothing new about losing loved ones. Nothing new about the stories of their lives. There is just new names on the characters they play.Â
âBecause we became friends,â Ruby answers.Â
âYou can fuck your friends.â Kourtney throws the 22 inches over her shoulder. Her nails arenât long. But are a sharp stiletto point and have rhinestones tacked onto them.Â
âYou shouldnât though,â Ruby states.Â
Kourtney loves Ruby but sometimes wishes she gave more about her life. How to go from fucking a stranger to becoming their friend is a story that others would kill to tell. But Ruby holds it close to her chest. She wonât give the details. Even if Kourtney tried to push it out of her, it would only be condensed. Sheâd only ever get the sparks notes version of the truth. âFine, fine. Weâre here for birthday outfits anyway.â
âWhy do you need an outfit for my birthday?â
âBecause I canât go to Greenlight raggedy.â
âYour closet is twice the size of mine. You calling me raggedy?â
âNever in a million years, Rubs. Never.â
Ruby purses her lips but says nothing. Their feet carry them down past the anchor stores to a small run boutique. The displays are still neon and fishnets, with a sprinkle of cheetah print bodycon skirts. The shirts are cropped in the stomach but still thick long sleeved. The fashion choices donât always make sense. As if only the flesh of arms get cold but not a stomach.Â
âAre jeans and clear heels look too simple for my birthday?â Ruby asks, the jeans at the first display for her. She owns enough denim to last her the rest of her life if she gains no more weight.Â
The question is mostly to herself, a little bit for Kourtneyâs response. Kourtneyâs already two racks over, thumbing through the previous seasonâs sequin tops. âNo, itâs a very you look. Spice the top up with some glitter maybe. Or some neon?â
Ruby bypasses the denim, finding a blue sequin dress and holds it up. âKourt, look what I found.â
A small gasp feels the air. âI need it. And I need it now.â
âYour size too.â Ruby dangles the rack from the tops of her fingers, thumbing over the dresses. Birthdays require maximum fun. A dress will have her stressed that her ass is not showing. Though depending on the amount of shots sheâs had the stress of not mooning anyone could easily be overcome by the giggling urge to moon someone. Sheâll stick to pants though and let the worry reside for another day when she dares a skirt.Â
Kourtney takes the dress from the waiting hand and pulls out a red cheetah print top. âTry this?â
âLooks like a dress I have.â
Kourtney watches Ruby glance over the racks. The hangers making a piercing screeching as they scratch with rusted metal over the glossy metal rods that they hang on. Is smart to support her want to go back to Greenlight? Nothing special is really there about the place. Itâs popular and crowded, but thatâs only because itâs the latest club on the scene and more artists want to play in the club because of itâs blossoming elitist status. But a good time could be had anywhere.
âAre you positive about Greenlight?â Kourtney asks.Â
Ruby nods. âAs positive as I am black.â
âSo hella positive then,â Kourtney laughs.Â
It takes one store for them to find the base pieces, a dress for Kourtney and the top for Ruby. It takes three others for the shoes. In the second store, Kourtney finds her heels, black and strappy to neutralize the red glittery bling. And in the last one, Ruby finds a pair of clear heels--on sale. An important caveat for her considering she may not wear the shoes much after her birthday.Â
When Ruby gets home, she drops the bag to her couch. She might be crazy to go back to Greenlight. Yes, they are memories there, but whoâs to say that she couldnât build more there. Why should the only ones she has of the place be tainted by a heaviness that could be replaced?Â
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Itâs mutually decided that Ruby canât be the designated driver for her own birthday. She only offered as a way to keep herself on a leash drinking wise. But her group of friends quickly shot that down. She slips on the gold hoops as Tiff corrals the already tispy group. She can perfectly enjoy a birthday while being sober, or as close to sober as she could realistically be with a shot or two in her.Â
Ruby hears the glasses clinking in her living room. The rest of the group has been sipping on fruity wine. Itâs cheap, but good. Tiff hands over her tube of buttergloss. âPeachy nudes always pop more with a little bit of gloss. Always.â
Ruby takes it, just taking in the tube of glass, a fair pink. âNoted.â
___
The Greenlight is packed as always. Bodies look like a giant sea, swaying to and fro. Ruby looks over to the corner. Calumâs not there. She didnât expect him to be there. But she had a fleeting hope. A sliver of it sits in her chest and drops when thereâs just a couple talking, leaned in close to each other. Calum would be sitting there, beanie on his head. The look would not be complete without his leather jacket. She suddenly wishes she had it draped over her shoulders.
A whiskey would be in Calumâs hand of course. Maybe heâd wink at her. Maybe heâd just watch her dance with her friends. Heâd offer of course to pay for a drink or two, but heâd really only be on the sidelines to let her enjoy the night. At the end of the night, when her world is still swimming with the buzz of her shots, Calum would probably tuck her into bed with water on the nightstand. âNo dying on me tonight,â heâd whisper.Â
For a fraction of a second, Ruby wishes she had made Calum promise that too. So that she could be angry for his death for him leaving her. But it really wasnât of his own volition. That was a choice made for him by someone elseâs hand. Â
âWeâve got a birthday girl!â Tiff shouts, grabbing Rubyâs arm.Â
Rubyâs imagined version of Calum disappears as sheâs dragged to the bar. It takes her a moment to start reaching for her clutch to grab her ID. The bartender smiles. âAnd what will she have?â Thereâs a quick glance at the ID. Ruby thinks it most definitely isnât long enough to see her age at all.Â
âWhiskey. Straight.â The order falls from her lips without her thinking.
Tiff blinks. âWell thatâs different than your usual.â
The only thing Ruby does is shrug. She can offer no explanation. It just feels like the right thing to do. The bartender nods and turns. The rest of the girls order shots or fruity drinks strong enough to knock a grown man over.Â
The night doesnât feel too special. Ruby manages to snag a few free drinks for her friends. The music thumps in her bones and the bass shakes her core. The bodies are still moving in mass, a sway. She finds herself looking to that corner again. The coupleâs since left and itâs empty. She wonders if that spot feels like wearing Calumâs jacket.Â
Telling Kourtney that sheâs headed to the bathroom, Ruby sneaks away from the group. She climbs into the high chair, into Calumâs chair. It feels different up here. To watch everyone living their life. To know that someoneâs going to home with someone else, to know that they are all in the middle of somethingâa breakup, trying to break a two year single streak. Whatever the case may be, every single person on that floor has a life headed in some direction. And she gets to watch the intersections. She gets to see how all the webs cross and unravel.Â
âIâm very grateful you are a creature of habit. Or finding you wouldâve been hell.âÂ
Rubyâs heart thunders, the veins in her neck thumping clearly behind the skin. She knows that voice anywhere. Even if sheâs only heard it the one time in her apartment. She could identify it in a crowd of thousands. âDonât you have other lives to ruin?â
Lucifer grins. âDonât shoot the messenger.â
âThat is absolutely rich coming from you. So why the fuck are you here?â
âIâm on a delivery. And I donât think youâd be too receptive of my other Hunters.â
âTo what? Deliver a harsh reminder that you killed one of my best friends? Thanks. Especially on my birthday. Perfect timing. You asshole. Youâre such a goddamn asshole.â Ruby slips down from the hair, reaching back up to grab her drink.Â
âJust listen for two second,â he hisses. When her hand comes up, he drops the long velvet box into it. âItâs from your friend. He never got around to giving it to you. So I figured Iâd be nice. For once.â
âFrom Calum?â
âYeah, from him.â
âWhat is it?â
âLook Iâm just delivering the damn thing. I donât ask questions about what it is. Do you realize that does spoil the whole thing about gift giving?â
âHow long has he had it?â
âAgain, that is not something I can answer.âÂ
If it werenât for the fact that he was delivering something from Calum, sheâd smack him. Maybe. Itâs not like heâd feel it. Calum didnât feel the left swing she gave him. Granted, it would be more for the affect, for the spectacle.Â
âApparently itâll mean something to you. Heâs been whining. Enjoy the rest of your day. Drink the spirits for me too.â With that, Lucifer slithers through the crowd. She notes itâs less of a walk and more of a glide. Calum had a swagger to his walk. Never rushed but never slow either. Ruby cracks open the box.Â
A gold anklet stares back up at her. A small charm is attached. A mason jar etched into the gold plate with a C and R carved inside as well. Her eyes water. Heâs had to have it for a while, holding onto it for some reason, for some sort of occasion. He mentioned getting her a gift. Only to her once. In passing, during Christmas. He said he wanted to give her something to remember him by that wouldnât be subjected to the erosions all memories face.Â
He wasnât sure what to get though. Wasnât sure how to give it to her. Sure heâd give her small things--surprising her with candy, or giving her t-shirts that he thought sheâd enjoy mostly because of the crazy sayings printed on them. But he wanted to give her something tangible, that would fade to the wear of a machine.Â
Ruby looks up back into the crowd. Luciferâs is long gone. She continues to stare out over the packed dance floor. Will he show back up? And what he meant by Calum was whining? Calum was dead. The dead canât complain, canât speak, canât blink. There is nothing but silence from them, right?
âRuby! Thatâs one hell of a piss,â Kourtney laughs. Her eyes are glassy, Ruby notes. Maybe she wonât notice the tears forming in the corner of Rubyâs eyes.Â
âHelping another girl,â Ruby lies, tucking the box away. âZipper got caught.â
âCâmon. We got more shots. We need you.â
Ruby extends the hand not holding the chain. They filter through the crowd, over to the counter. She takes the glass of clear liquor, knocking the glasses together. As the liquid slides down her throat, it burns. What burns more is the thought that Calum might be alive somewhere out there in the depths of Hell.
Ruby crawls back into bed. The gold anklet dances against her skin. The last shot still pounds against her head. But the question would not leave her alone. Could Calum still be alive? She saw the dust. But Calum made her promise that she couldnât watch. Right now, she wishes she had. She would know for sure, with her own eyes if death had truly ruined her.Â
Her computer, even dimmed, still is harsh against her eyes. But she squints and opens a new window of Google, incognito. Like itâs illegal to search questions about demons. If it didnât hurt to laugh, sheâd chuckle at herself.Â
Can you kill a demon?Â
Ruby waits, blinks her eyes once and Google returns with answers, all in blue. She groans and clicks on the link. There had to be a color for the font that was easier on the eyes in the hangover state filled with curiosity. Â
Demon traps, salt circles, holy water, heavenly fire, blades.Â
This isnât actually helping, she huffs. So clicks away from that link and back to the search results. Please work, she begs clicking another link. She skims over the black text. You canât actually kill a demon. It surely look like Calum had died to her. It felt like he had died. Because if he was still kicking around heâd find a way to find her, to talk to her.Â
Unless he couldnât communicate with her like before. Ruby doesnât know the first thing about how to communicate with any other spiritual beings. But thereâs nary a question that Google canât at least attempt to answer.Â
How do you communicate with the dead?Â
Ruby pauses. Should she type in how to summon a demon?
She is trying to summon one, technically. Sheâll start there with the dead. To her that is what Calum is. He is dead. A dead friend. No matter the status of his spirit, he is dead to her. Thereâs seance, alters, crystals. Her brain begins to spin. So she closes the screen and lays back into her purple fuzzy pillows. They can offer some solace from the pounding of too much alcohol and too little water and the sting of tears. Calum canât still be out there. She canât handle that.Â
___
The leather jacket is overkill. She knows. But staring up at the bookcase of books, she finds warmth in knowing that she is carrying a small part of Calum with her. Titles jump up out at her. Most of them centering around Wicca. Sheâs intrigued and pulls one down. She thumbs through the pages and holds it into the crook of her elbow.Â
The Handbook of Witchcraft slips onto the top of her stack. People pass her by and no one seems to blink an eye. Itâs her little secret, her little endeavor. To everyone else though, she is just down an aisle in the bookstore. She is just carrying a stack of books. She is just a patron amongst the fairly quiet calm river of the bookstore. Sheâs not making a ripple or bothering a soul. She is a nobody taking up space meant to be occupied.Â
She settles into the cafe attached inside the store. Her stack is about four high. She might as well get started now. The whirring of machines blurs into the background of her mind.Â
âJust starting out I see?âÂ
Ruby glances up. Another black girl with pink box braids tips her plastic cup at her stack. âLooking for answers,â Ruby says.Â
Reaching into her pocket, the young girl finds a pen and takes a napkin from the small stack Ruby grabbed for her muffin. The girl scribbles down the at symbol followed by what looks like a username. âThis is my Instagram. Message me if you need help.â
âThanks.â Ruby smiles. âLike the hair.â
âGotta get them redone. New in town. Still looking for a stylist.â
Ruby reaches into her purse. She grabs a business card for her and the salon. âI do eyebrows mainly. But the salon I work in is black owned.â
âYouâre a lifesaver.â
âIt can be hard out there.â
Ruby knows sheâs been at the store too long when the afternoon sun fades into a pastel orange. Packing up the stack, she proceeds to the registers. The cashier looks unphased, pushing their reward card and membership. Rubyâs thankful. Her secret is safer for even a little bit longer, safe even from the cashier, who probably cares nothing about her life to start with.Â
___
Ruby laughs at herself walking into IKEA, even though her entire house is completely furnished. Nothing is broken either. Sheâs still here though. She gets lost every time she walks through the doors. Taking a survey of the shop, she takes a deep breath. Just a small end table. Thatâs all she needs. Sheâll start there.Â
It takes an entire half an hour and help from two different employees but she secures the end table she needs. Itâs on sale, or thereâs some sort of special. The small wooden two tiered table is only 10 bucks, not including the taxes. Itâs even small enough for her carry herself to her car. Though several employees offer one the flatbeds to help her walk even easier. Ruby know she couldâve easily gotten one for free, maybe with more characters, more knicks in it.
All the articles she read mentioned that the table wasnât the important part. There would be more money to spend elsewhere. Is it wrong to want to give Calum the best if heâs still out there? The only thing Ruby can do is just give it a shot. As she slides the large cardboard box into her truck, she pauses. Itâs just a shot.Â
It would be funny to have an ivory cloth to cover it, Ruby thinks. Though black is more fitting. She settles later on, while in Target, for a Halloween themed one, black with silver trimming. Itâs clearly been lingering since the holidays. Sheâs shocked they havenât been tossed out yet by the store. It hasnât been that long since the holiday, though. So maybe it isnât old enough to be thrown out just yet.Â
Calum might be pissed. She can almost hear his voice in her head, deeming worthy of at least something solid back. But Ruby figures he has a small silver streak in himself. Even if he refuses to believe it himself.Heâd probably refute it. Tell her sheâs the only silver streak in his damnation.
Ruby would then tell him heâs much too harsh on himself. She misses those moments, the bickering even though itâs not real. Twisting the last screw into place, Ruby looks at the gold anklet again.Â
Heâs been whining.Â
Is she insane? Has she finally gone off the deep end to be sitting in her bedroom, screwing together an end table to create an altar? Calum might not even be on the other side. He could all the day dead. He could be really good.Â
But why the present tense? Was it false hope, some sort of unresolved sadness or fear that kept her clinging to any gram of hope?Â
 Honestly, it didnât matter. If she was insane, Ruby would find out soon enough, right? If she was insane to try and communicate with a damned soul, then it wouldnât work. Sheâd just have a spare end table and a cool table cloth to help her decorate for the holidays. It wouldnât be a waste if it all went to shit on her.Â
___
âYou have to set it up for what you need. You can add traditional elements. But theyâre really customizable.âÂ
âI need it for like,â Ruby starts then stops, readjusting her grip on the thread.
âNo, no. I need not know,â Jasmine reprimands. Her eyes are still closed. Her fingers still holding the skin taut.Â
Ruby cleans up the underbrow before moving to the top of the bone. âArenât their guides for this kind of stuff? Could I go to someone else to do this?â
âI mean you could yes,â Jasmine says. Ruby brushes away the plucked hairs and moves to the right brow. âYouâre looking for something maybe more along the lines of a psychic.â
âI donât know. Everytime I think I can do it, I chicken out.â
âJust sit for a few minutes. Even if the altar isnât complete just sit in front of it for a few minutes. Smudge it before and after. Besides, youâre not going to get it right on your first try. Itâs not about getting it right the first time either. You have to feel it, know what youâre looking for, know when youâve found it.â
Ruby hums, focused now on the string pulling the right hairs from the roots. When done and the brows outlined, Ruby hands Jasmine the mirror. âWhat do you think?â
âHoly fuck,â Jasmine gapes. âMy brows have never looked this good.â
âI do my best.â
âYou fucking slayed it is what you did.â Jasmine turns her head side to side, to make sure itâs not just a trick of the light and angle. The truth is no, her brows look this good for every angle thanks to the talent of Ruby. Jasmine adds a ten dollar tip to the fee. âIâll be back for sure.â
âGlad youâre happy with them.â
Jasmine grabs a couple of business cards from the display on the front desk. âFor friends,â she notes before shouting loudly over her shoulder. âBye ladies. See yâall later.â
The entire shop responds with a shout too. Ruby leans into the glass front desk. The sidewalks are pretty dead. A couple boys hanging out because of the barber shop next door. Thereâs a convenience store at the corner of the block, where most people grab snacks for before coming into their hair appointments. Ruby would go there to grab snacks before movie snacks. She managed to sneak out of the salon well before closing sometimes and because of that, she could load up before calling Calum. Never texted.Â
The rest of the day is pretty slow. Itâs only Tuesday though. The closer to the weekend they get, the busier it becomes. Ruby walks into her apartment. Itâs quiet and she thinks about turning on her TV. Thereâs never anything on, so she lets the silence lingers and gets water instead. The table is still bear in the corner of her bedroom. Just the cloth. Ruby finds the shoebox in the top of her closet. She pulls the only photo she has of Calum. Just him reclining on her couch in a green t-shirt and sweats.Â
Heâs not even looking at her, too busy browsing her computer. He was trying to prove her wrong about the meaning of carnations. This then took him down the rabbit hole of flora meaning, which he spent twenty minutes reading aloud to her. Ruby has since put it in a gold frame. It fits him. So she sets the frame onto the table, just right in the center.Â
Ruby sits in front of it. Just admiring the photo. Her clock ticks in her ear. The water sits on the floor, still in the cup. Ruby lights one of the incenses. Rhodney gave her a good deal on them. He helped her get into this apartment. And she just sits. Eyes closing briefly. This is nice, peaceful. Just her, sinking into the floor, thinking about Calum. She lets the lavender scent settle into her lungs.Â
Ruby sits cross legged, mind suspended between the reality that she is in her bedroom and the shallow pool of not having to think about anything. She can just bathe in the memories, his love of chocolate pretzels, the way he always smelled a little like nicotine but mostly like wooden musk of cologne.
Maybe Calum couldnât communicate with her. Ruby knows in her heart of hearts that Calum would fight heaven and high water to keep in contact with her if he could. This had to be on her to figure out. Ruby couldnât rely on Calumâs supernatural abilities anymore. This was a fight sheâd have to take up on her own.Â
Thereâs a small rumble. She can hear the clink of her glass. She thinks itâs the glass clinking against the floor. But she doesnât dare open her eyes. Then her phone rings from the living room.Â
âShit,â she whispers, standing up. She was positive she had turned it on silent. But she can never be sure anymore. Itâs only a spam call. She was searching for a new health insurance plan and now the companies donât leave her alone.Â
When Ruby returns to her bedroom, her glass of water is still.
___
âYou really need at least 4 people to communicate with spirits. Donât want to be doing that kind of shit alone,â Jasmine hums. She sucks through her straw, the bottom of it clearly in nothing but air.Â
âI donât really have 3 other people that would be down for that,â Ruby counters. The coffee shop is loud. Itâs a shock for how late in the day it is. But for those that need the caffeine, it matters not the time of day for them.Â
âWell, now you only need 2 more people,â Jasmine grins, finishing off the last of her scone.Â
âYouâre going to help me?â Her disbelief is clear in her question. Why would Jasmine potentially be subjecting herself to the unknown for Ruby? Itâs probably less unknown for Jasmine than it is unknown for Ruby.Â
âOf course.â
âYou do know what Iâm asking you to do right?â
Jasmine laughs. âYes, Iâm aware.â
Her latest hairstyle are crochet locs. The fake hair has the ends dyed royal blue. Ruby notes that she always has to have a pop of color with her hair. She likes it. The way Jasmineâs always so free to express herself. Ruby does that too, with her hair too, but more so through her nails. Sheâs not sure what color to get this time. Though every time she goes into the nail salon, her eyes drift to the olive green. The same color of the shirt in the picture.Â
âYouâve got time to get your nails done today?â Ruby asks.Â
Jasmine looks over the black polish she put on about a week ago. Itâs chipped a little. It was a rush job on her part. âI hadnât planned too, but sure.â
âMy treat,â Ruby adds on.Â
âSold.âÂ
Knocking on Kourtneyâs door, Ruby wonders if sheâs already gone for the day. She tried to text before driving over it. Kourt hadnât responded though by the time they got there. Kourtney keeps her car in the garage, so thereâs no way to know. The door cracks open just as Rubyâs phone buzzes in her pocket. âWell this is a surprise,â Kourtney laughs.Â
âKourt this is Jasmine. Jasmine, Kourtney.â The two ladies wave at each other. âThink you can squeeze us in.â
âFor you, Rubs, always. No matter how last minute it is.â
Ruby knows that tone, itâs joking but serious. âI promise this wonât be a common occurrence.â
âOh I know it wonât.â
As the drill buffs over Rubyâs growth, Kourtney clicks her tongue. Her nose and mouth are hidden behind the dusk mask. The raised eyebrow is clear. Sheâs not buying this pitch, not in the slightest. The fine powder flies under the harsh light of the lamp bent over Rubyâs nails. âYou want me to do what now?â
Ruby knows what sheâs asking is probably insane. âJust be there. Thatâs all.â
âWe are too black to be fucking with spirits.â
Ruby looks over to Jasmine, who just shrugs. Her gel manicure is freshly cured, though she sits under the nail dryers for her toes. âI mean, I totally get where sheâs coming from. But at the same time, if you look at other religions, they do the same thing all the time.â
âLike what?â Kourtney tuts, pulling the drill away from her work. Rubyâs hand is still firm in her grasps.Â
âDo you know about orishas?â Jasmine asks.Â
âDo I know about what?âÂ
âTheyâre deities, gods,â Ruby explains. âI mean, itâs not totally the same. In that belief system people who practice are mounted.â
âMounted?â
âThe deity descends and uses the practitioners physical form, or body, during rituals.â Ruby wants to avoid the term possess. That would only serve to fuel Kourtneyâs resistance.Â
âJust say possess them. You can say it,â Kourtney huffs.Â
âItâs not like the deity stays forever.â
âSo, for argument sake, people are mounted by these spirits. And you want to equate that to openly knocking on the supernaturalâs door and just ask them to chill out with us until whomever youâre trying to contact shows up. Is that what youâre asking me to do?â
âWell, itâs less about just chilling with spirits than it is trying to directly contact one. But yeah, letâs go with that version,â Ruby returns.Â
âYouâre fucking insane.â Kourtneyâs tone isnât harsh. Itâs not even condescending. She just sounds tired, and maybe even a little flabbergasted. She can see Rubyâs desperate. Kourtney thinks she might be too if a friend just suddenly upped and died. Itâs different than when Kourtneyâs grandmother died. She had reasons. There was an explanation and a clear peace at the end.. Her grandmother was older, had been teetering on the edge really for a while. She wasnât deathly ill, just getting up in age. She was starting to forget things easily. She couldnât do the same things as before. In all honesty, her grandmotherâs peaceful slip from temporary slumber to a permanent sleep is the best outcome.Â
Kourtney changes the bit on her drill, taking down the length of the old set. âIf I become haunted, Iâm making friends with the ghostman and getting them to haunt your ass instead. I donât have the time be fucking haunted, alright? Ainât no ghost finna pay my bills.â
Ruby looks over to Jasmine. She hadnât expected that to happen. She thought sheâd ask. Sheâd get told no. Ruby halfway thought Kourtney would shut her down when she started talking about the deities. But to have Kourtney agree--that comes from left field. âAre you high right now?â
âNo but I just might hint a blunt after dealing with you.â
The room echoes with laughter. âIâll even roll it for you,â Ruby offers, her chest still hiccuping with tufts of laughter.Â
âNah, itâll be haunted or some shit. Iâll roll my own blunts. Thank you.â
___
Jasmineâs friend, who only goes by Ash, settles down last in the circle. Heâs a psychic, according to his Instagram. Rubyâs talked to him once face to face. His voice is too deep, too alluring. But he doesnât carry himself like he takes life too seriously. It made him more inviting. The long hair, itâs always braided back. Ruby can appreciate his humor. His stare can be intense, dark brown keen eyes. They donât ever miss anything.Â
As his hands wrap around Rubyâs, his gaze is stern. His tone is softer. He has no qualms with people getting the answers that they need. But he doesnât want them to do it for all the wrong reasons.âAre you sure about this?â
Rubyâs not really completely sure. She was never really supposed to talk about Calum. She was supposed to keep all this shit quiet. But if it werenât for her run at Greenlight, she could be at peace. She doesnât need constant communication. She just needs to verify. Calum really might be out there. âItâs the only shot Iâve got.â
Ash nods. He can understand that. With the board settled down, Ruby begins. Kourtney keeps flicking her gaze about the small circle. She prays to God she doesnât wind up haunted because of this shit and she prays Rubyâs not diving into the deep end either. Even though Kourtney is not well versed in how hauntings work, she knows that no matter where Ruby goes these spirits can and probably will follow.Â
âI am asking if my friend Calum is still out there,â Ruby starts. Her hands are shaking a little. She can hear the quiver in her own voice.Â
Itâs silent. Ruby watches, blinking erratically. Does she even want to contact Calum? Should be doing this at all? It could be best to live and let die. Kourtney shifts on the floor. Theyâre all situated in Rubyâs bedroom, around the small little table that holds a picture. Kourtney thinks this must be the friend, this Calum.Â
The lights are off. The roomâs already decent temperature wise. But Ruby doesnât miss the small distinct breeze across her face. Itâs easy to think that when presented with this scenario she would be brave. But right now, she can feel her gut leaping. âOh shit. Did anyone else feel that breeze?â
Jasmine, to the left of Ruby, speaks up. âCan the spirit in this room confirm that you are Rubyâs friend? Gently move a piece on the altar.â
Ruby watches the gold anklet. Even in the flickers of the candle light, it glitters more than the picture frame. She placed the charm upside down. Whether it was on purpose, Ruby canât say for sure. But a part of her did hope that if she were to have any success that the anklet would be the first thing Calum would reach for. Heâd know the significance. Â
Nothing happens. Ruby probes whatever might be reaching out to them to move something. The minutes pass and there is nothing still. The charm does not flip over. Another breeze does not come by. There is nothing. Just the rising and falling of four chest in Rubyâs bedroom. Any potential spirits that crossed over are thanked. The circle is closed. The candles are blown out. âDid you feel anything besides the breeze?â Jasmine asks.Â
Ruby shakes her head. Sometimes she wishes she hadnât decided to keep her hair short. The longer the hair, and even the longer the weave, she couldâve hidden her disappointment, the wobble of her chin. âSometimes, youâre not always successful on your first try,â Ash counters. His voice is soft, much like the touch of his hand on Rubyâs shoulder.Â
âThanks,â Ruby answers. Her voice is thick as it leaves her throat.Â
Itâs rude, she knows. Ruby shuts herself into the bathroom. The door swings close and clicks with a harsh thud. She only needs a moment. Just a second. Just so the first hot tear can run down her cheek. She was a fool. How could she really believe that this would work? Hope made everyone blind. Everyone could probably see that it would never work. And yet, they had hoped for her that it would work. Yet they had sat in her bedroom like children at a sleepover, playing with spirits.Â
 Ruby couldnât be that mad at them. They were only trying to help her. But did no one think to stop her, to save her from this embarrassment? She sniffles hard, wiping at her cheeks. Sheâs never really had a flush on her face. But right now, behind the copper tones of brown skin, she can feel the heated flush taking over. Why would he do such a thing to her? She was a fucking fool to believe the gift was actually from Calum. Heâs dead. His ashes are still in that godforsaken mini mason jar. There is no bringing him back.Â
Thereâs nothing left of him. His soul was already damned to Lucifer. There was no way he would let anything remain. Ruby wouldâve done better to just talk to open air than to try and communicate with Calum. She was just a fucking fool.Â
With another harsh sniffle, Ruby opens the door. If her eyes are red, theyâll just have to be red. âThanks for subjecting yourselves to this. I owe you guys.â She doesnât hide the quiver that takes over her chest.Â
âRubs,â Kourtney sighs, hugging her friend. Ruby shakes like a dog caught in a thunderstorm in Kourtneyâs arms. âDo you want me to stay with you?â
âN-no,â Ruby croaks. âIâll call if I need you though.â
Kourtney thinks for a moment. She could refuse Rubyâs wishes and have to deal with a crying and pissed Ruby or she could just wait for the phone call. Ruby will probably still be crying if she calls, but at least there wonât be any anger. âIâll be near my phone.â
As the door creaks close, Ruby locks it, bottom and top locks before sliding down the steel door. Here she is again. On her fucking knees crying over Calum again. She wants to laugh. She really does. It catches between her sobs in ragged coughs. âFucking of course,â she pants. âOf course.â
She pushes her hands and crawls to the edge of the coffee table. Right where she was when Calum died. âI thought it was only lovers that were supposed to hurt like this.â Her speech is interrupted by sobs. But she continues on. âI thought only lovers were supposed to rip your fucking heart out.â
âThey say talking to yourself is a sign of insanity.â
Even though her vision is nothing but a watery field of tears, she knows that pale skin. âDonât you have some other poor soul to torture? Donât you have anybody else to fuck over? Havenât you ruined my fucking life enough?â she shouts. Her hand finds a coaster and lobs it before she can even think, still half hung onto the edge of the coffee table. It requires too much energy to support herself on her elbows. She just hangs her weight into the sturdy piece of furniture.Â
âHe heard you calling. So I had to answer,â Lucifer returns.Â
âYouâre such a fucking liar.â Ruby wishes she could smite him. Do anything to him to make him feel the ache in her chest. Would it take a bolt of lightning? Did he hold anything precious to his heart?
âIâm many things.â
âLeave me the fuck alone, God.â
Lucifer fakes a hiss, throwing up a cross with his fingers. âWe donât say His name around me.â
Ruby drags the sleeve of her shirt under her nose. Her tears, though they roll down her face, have stopped stinging her behind her eyes. âThatâs a corny ass joke.â
Lucifer shrugs, pushing his hands into his pockets. âFigured Iâd give it a shot. See if youâd stop cursing me out.â
âYouâre still an asshole. So no, it didnât work.â Ruby finally pushes up from the coffee table and falls into the legs of the couch. She stares out into the open dining room, at the table pushed up against the wall, right under the window sill. Calum would sit most nights that he stayed over in front of it. He said watching the night relaxed him. But she wonders now if she was watching for Lucifer. If Calum knew all along that he was playing with a fire that would burn him.Â
It would hurt more if he just disappeared, Ruby thinks. If Lucifer somehow got him in the middle of the night while she was sleeping and Calum just wasnât there. If he never showed up with another note under her door. That would hurt more. Not knowing would kill her more than knowing Ruby figures. She probably wouldnât have noticed it at first. But as the days blended into weeks and the weeks turned into months without any contact from Calum--that would kill her. Slowly and then all at once sheâd lose her head.Â
âMind if I sit?â Lucifer asks.Â
âAnd if I say I do. What are you going to do? Kill me?â
âIâd never kill for such a frivolous thing.â
Ruby whips her head to look at him. âYou killed Calum? And for what? Being my friend?â
âI donât have to explain that to you.â
âNo, you do! You do have to explain that to me.â
âI donât,â Lucifer defends.Â
âOh, but you do, Lucifer.â Sheâs never uttered his name before. It made him too real if she did. Made Calumâs death too real. But right now, after what just happened, or didnât happen, he owes her that much. She can say his name. It is not lead on her tongue anymore.Â
âAh, she does remembers my name.â
âI could never forget it.â
âRuby, I donât owe you any explanation. I didnât owe it to Calum to make the trip before or this one. But Iâm doing it.â
âWhat the fuck did he do?â Ruby pushes up from the floor. Her face is tight. She knows her eyes are red. Thereâs probably snot on the sleeve of her shirt. It doesnât matter though. Sheâs going to get these answers. âTell me. What is so wrong about finding a friend?â She searches his gaze, seeing if heâd crack.Â
The only thing Lucifer does is take a step forward to her. Thereâs still a good foot between them. âIf youâre boss gave you a rule, and you broke it, couldnât you be fired for it?âÂ
Ruby takes a small step forward. âDepends on how big the rule was.â
âIâve ruled with an iron fist. And I will always continue to do so.â Lucifer meets her step, but only after his statement crosses his lips.Â
No one moves again. Thereâs only another step between them. âDonât tell me you have a soft spot? You canât have a soft spot for the person you killed.â
âCalum isnât a person.â
âHe was to me.â Ruby closes the gap. Finger poking at his chest. âHe was as real to me as Kourtney, or Tiff. Or anyone else in this world. He was a person to me and thatâs all that matters.â
âWe are monsters. Me included,â Lucifer states. âHe is nothing more than a hound now. Just like all the rest.â
âAnd who did that to him? Who did that?â Ruby hates to get loud. But the emotion leaps from her. Her fists are furling at her side.Â
Lucifer must admit sheâs bolder than he took her for and far less fearful than he thought would happen for something that just tried to summon a demon into their bedroom. Though, anyone trying to do that must not hold much fear to begin with. âI know what Iâve done.â
âAnd is this supposed to make me feel better? Is this you trying to rectify the situation?â
âNo. I canât fix anything now. Whatâs done is done.â
Ruby cracks, she can feel her core crumbling. The tears come back. She presses the heel of her hands into the sockets of her eye. âJust tell me what you did. Is he really dead?â She pleads. The tough guy act is exhausting. All she wants to do is cry again, curl into her sheets and let the ache fall over her throat in screeches.Â
Lucifer, for just a second, lets himself peer down at her. She stands right under his chest. He can see what Calum meant about how endearing it feels. âThe Calum you knew no longer exists. You canât summon him. His physical form is dust.â
âThe whip?â
âTurned over to another owner.â
âTheyâre temporary to you. Theyâre nothing,â she gaps. It really ought not be a shock. It is the devil sheâs dealing with. Sheâs not dealing with someone human. But it still shocks her.Â
âWeâre all nothing. Calum got a second shot at his life. And he fucked it up. Like he always does.â
Ruby shoves Lucifer. Her palms hitting hard into his chest. Lucifer stumbles back half a step but plants his feet to catch himself. âHe didnât. He didnât do anything wrong!â She can see the pointed tail rising behind him. She sees the flash of fire in Luciferâs eyes. âDo it. Fucking do it, I dare you.â Now sheâs really gone insane. To goad the devil like this. But she doesnât care.Â
Itâs a steel resolve that stills Lucifer. It stills even Ruby. âYou donât mean that,â Lucifer taunts. âYou couldnât possibly mean it.âÂ
âYou donât know what I mean and what I donât.â
Lucifer grins, lowering the tail. âI do know that whatâs left of your precious Calum whines for you. He curses himself for messing things up with you. Itâs ironic really. To be subjected to an eternal curse and then curse yourself on top of that.â
Ruby just stares. Sheâs tired of the circle games. Sheâs tired of begging. If heâs going to explain himself, then he will. And if he wonât explain himself, he can go right back to the place he came from. So Ruby remains silent. Lucifer blinks at her.
 He says nothing either, waiting for her rebuttal. Sheâs a smart girl; sheâll have something, Lucifer figures.Â
A few more moments go by. âNothing to say?â Lucifer asks.Â
Ruby remains quiet.Â
âDid Calum ever tell you he was a Hunter for me? Really the head of them. Thatâs why I gave him the whip.â Lucifer stops for a moment. She look unphased for the moment. He sees the way sheâs biting on the inside of her lip though. âI canât bring him back,â Lucifer admits. âHe still exist. Just not like you knew him as. You canât bring him back.â
Ruby wants to look away. But she doesnât. She takes a breathe. âYou took everything from him. I hope you know that. I hope you know the destruction youâve caused, Lucifer. Whatever good he had going on in his life, whether it was damned to you for eternity or not, all that good is gone.â
âItâs like the Big Guy said. All Iâm good for it stealing, killing, and destroying. Weâve all got our parts to play. I brought you the anklet because I thought it would get him off my back. Heâs relentless when it comes to you. He wanted me to give him updates. Him! Like he runs the fucking place.â
âSo, tell me, do you give him updates? Why else would you be here?â
âNo, actually, I heard you knocking on my front door with that summoning circle. But I didnât think the others would take kindly to me showing up.â
Ruby has to laugh. She really does and it escapes her in dry tufts. âTried to summon a friend and I got a piece of shit instead.â
âYeah, Iâm not the greatest, alright. I know. Just because I took Calumâs status away, just because I stripped him of his physical form doesnât mean he canât annoy the shit out of me in Hell.â
âAnd you canât undo it? Canât give him back his human form?â
Lucifer shakes his head. âIf The Big Guy himself had to flood the earth to start over, thereâs no way Heâs giving me more powers than Him. He canât snap his fingers to undo anything and I canât snap mine.â
âWhat rule did Calum break? What the hell did he do deserve that?â
âI told you. Rules have to be followed. Thatâs that.â
âI canât ever talk to him again. I canât ask Calum so Iâm asking you. Iâm giving you the second shot you donât fucking deserve.â
This isnât a second shot, Lucifer thinks. He never gets those. Not that heâs ever deserved them in any capacity ever. But Rubyâs pleading stare is maybe just enough to crack his chest open. âI told him not to get too close. I told him that if he got too close to you it would be his head. You mightâve called me a liar. But others would disagree.â
Ruby sucks in a breath, turning away. Her hands cover her face. But thatâs not enough darkness so she closes her eyes behind the fabric. âIn my house. In front of me!â
âThereâs a reason why he told you not to watch.â
She can picture it all now. There was no sound. But she can see, clear as day, a fistful of Calumâs curl in Luciferâs fist as Calumâs body slumped away before disappearing. She wonders if his eyes blinked close, if Calum had just enough life in him to finish that action. Or they were probably already closed before the last blow was delivered. Was he thinking of her? Was she Calumâs last thought?Â
Luciferâs voice interrupts her buzzing mind. âThe ankletâs actually from him. I found it in his apartment while I was cleaning it out. I had some others keep it safe. I wouldnât have given it to you, in all honesty. I was going to have it pawned. Needed the cash for some other earthly endeavours. But I could never bring myself to fucking do it. So I gave the boy what he wanted. I gave it to you. His last good deed, he called it.â
âDo me a favor?â
âIâm not a middle man for the two of you. I agreed to give you the anklet and I only agreed to check up on you like once.â
âJust one thing,â Ruby sighs, turning to face Lucifer.Â
âJust one.â
âDonât come back to me. Donât check up on me. Donât give him updates.â
âThis is going to sound ironic coming from me. But heâs going to raise hell over that.â
âTell him I told you not too. I want to remember him like he was drinking whiskey way to early in the day and always dawned in the leather jacket. I want to remember him like a friend.â
Lucifer sighs. Calumâs not going to like that. But he nods and says nothing as he exits her apartment. Through the front door this time. For a brief moment, Ruby finally realizes that she never opened the door for Lucifer in the first place. Could he have been the breeze she felt?Â
She was just torturing herself. Ruby never considered herself to be a masochist. Pain was never really her thing. But all she was doing was hurting herself. This was just a wound they kept picking the scab off of. It would always bleed if itâs never left alone. It can never clot and create new skin. Even if it leaves a scar, the thicker skin is more protection that busted blood vessels.Â
Ruby drags herself to her bedroom. Calumâs picture staring at her as she enters. She walks over, placing the photo face down. Sheâs gotta let him rest. Let herself rest really. What is she doing besides running herself into the ground. Thatâs all it is. She picks up the anklet, testing the weight in her hand again. Itâs cold against her skin and has never been heavy until now. She sets onto the dresser next to her bed. In the morning she can think about whether or not to bear its weight again.Â
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Lucifer can already imagine the roar thatâs going to echo off the walls of his head. But heâs really only the message man, yet again. âGood news and bad news,â Lucifer starts.Â
âBad news first.â His voice is harsher, more of a snarl in this state. Body much too large and too hunched for the man he once portrayed. The fire does like it does everyone, making the skin blister and turn a pinkish red. Itâs a shock that anyone can hold out at the eternal flick of the flames like he does.Â
âYouâre going to regret that. She wants to give you a good memory. Take it.â
âWhat?â
âLet her go. Let her remember you the way she knew you.â
While Calum would hate to admit Lucifer to right. It might be naive to think that Ruby wouldnât try everything in her power to see him again. Heâs not the man he used to be. Heâs not in any position to be seen for whatâs beneath it all, beneath the lies. âWhatâs the good news then?â
âYou have a friend in her, even still. Youâre lucky.â
He surely doesnât feel lucky. Trapped here as his body is constantly burned and healed all within the same minute. He surely doesnât feel lucky knowing that he wonât ever be able to answer a call from Ruby again. But if sheâs willing to hold onto his memory, even with all the messed up shit heâs done, than he found something to be lucky about.Â
Though itâs never rest that finds his soul, Calum remembers the way she laughs and something like peace stills the moment. Itâs a quiet calm that only simmers for a moment before the pain kicks in again. He takes the second of calmness whenever they come because they always bring her with them.
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Calumâs so used to fucking up that when a second chance comes his way heâs not sure what to do with it. Demon!Calum
CW: Mentions of death and the afterlife.Â
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She shouldnât be here. Thereâs nothing. Ninety-two years on the earth and thereâs just nothing when itâs all done. Ruby is shocked though, that her hip doesnât ache anymore. That her she can stand without the hunch or her cane. But sheâll take it thatâs for sure.Â
âOnly people with unfinished business come here.â The voice sounds familiar. Itâs much more grovely but the tiniest bit of the lisp and the pacing of the syllables causes her heart to flutter.Â
When Ruby turns, she takes a step back. âMy eyesight went a long time ago. But my ears remain the same.â
âI know I donât look the same.â
She shakes her head, stepping closer. âYouâre much taller, thatâs for sure.â She doesnât talk about the razor teeth, the claws, the spindly fingers and limbs. His frameâs a little slender than she remembers. âThey feed you well in Hell?â
Calum has to laugh. Only Ruby would worry about such a thing. âYes, you could say so.â
Silence filters around them. Calum wants to reach out, give her a hug. He knows he shouldnât in this state. He spies the ring on her finger. âA full life, I see?â
Ruby nods. âYeah, two kids, five grandkids. And I havenât lost all my hair so I count it as a win.â
âLet me know if any of the little ones need to be scared straight so they can come visit you.â
Itâs Rubyâs turn to laugh. Her children are wild for sure. But they are her children and she could not be more proud of them. âIf they wind up with you, be sure to tell them youâre a friend of mine. Because they do not believe that I had a wild streak.â
âI hope they donât. For your sake. You deserve to see them when you want.â
âCalum, I told you once and Iâll tell you forever, you are a good person. I know you.â
âI saved you from one asshole. Not an army of them.â
âBut you were still there,â Ruby counters. Calum knows deep down sheâll believe whole-heartedly that Calum is good, no matter what he thinks of himself. Maybe thatâs the good thing about all of it. That no matter how much he beats himself up, Ruby will always think highly of him.Â
âThis isnât some ploy. Iâm still flawed.â
Ruby takes another step closer. Her hand reaches out, the heat makes her pull it back. âBaby, we all are. All of us are flawed. And if you think for a second that being good means being perfect, then youâve been lied to your entire existence.â
âItâs a pretty fucking long existence. Iâm glad though.â
Ruby quirks an eyebrow. Now what could make Calum admit himself that he seeks happiness in? âIs that a first?â
âThereâs a first time for everything, right?â Ruby nods and Calum continues. âIâm pretty glad to have spent just a tiny bit of my existence with you. Even if you stole all my chocolate pretzels.â
âOh just let it go!â Ruby protests. âItâs been sixty-some years, sweetheart.â
Calum laughs, throwing his head back a little. Ruby remembers that laughter. The way the skin around his eyes would crinkle in his joy. âI will never let it go.â
âNot even when you die, I see.â
Calum watches her, the way her eyes glass over. Calum shakes his head. âNo, not even then. I didnât want to leave you then. If I couldâve done things differently, I wouldâve.â
Ruby waves him off. It hurts, remembering all the times she cried her eyes out. The way the ache still creeps up on her. âIt wasnât your own doing. I donât hold it against you.â
Calum will. Heâll always carry that burden with them. âBut I caused your pain. I never really wanted to do that.â
âPlease, donât. Donât beat yourself up over that. Weâre here now.â She looks around. To the nothingness that surrounds them. Here now sounds crazy because this is only intersection in which their paths cross. Ruby will be going on to Heaven. Calum will be going back to Hall. Thereâs no nice end for them. Just a sometimes tumultuous but good middle.
âNow feels so fragile. What happens later?â
Ruby shrugs. âWhatever happens later just happens later. All I know is that Iâm glad to have now.â
demon!cal tryin to make a plea w god bc he fell in love w human you and he just wants to be able to wake up next to her everyday
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âYou donât have to do this.âÂ
Calum kept his head bowed. He knew better to look at the king of hell in all his anger. The stalactites on the cavern ceiling trembled, raining red dust down on the throne room. They didnât really need to keep all this gothic decor, he had always said, but the king liked the drama. Calum didnât doubt that if he misspoke one of those spikes would fall and impale him to the floor for the next few thousand years, at least.Â
The king of hell growled above him. âJust take the girl. Youâre one of my most high-appointed demons, sheâs well within your rights.â Calum didnât have to look up to know the king was smiling, now. Somehow that was worse. âYou would lose your powers, age and grow old for her? No, Hood. Stay and prosper. You can keep your little human here. Sheâd be beautiful forever. Sheâd learn to like it. Weâd keep a close eye on her, of course, when youâre out.âÂ
Calumâs stomach lurched. Nausea. It was something he hadnât felt for thousands of years, not since he had been human himself. But at the thought of forcing you to join him down here, keeping you from sunlight and bubble tea and all the earthly things you loved - it made him physically weak. He couldnât do that to you.Â
âYour offer is more than generous, my liege.â He said finally, licking his lips as he reached for the right words. âIt is an honour I do not deserve. My contract is up, my liege, and I wish to return to earth to live out the days I am allotted.âÂ
âHood. Look at me.â Calum raised his head to meet the kingâs red eyes. His hands fisted at his sides, to keep himself from wavering. He wouldnât crack under the kingâs infernal gaze. He wouldnât.Â
The king shook his head after a long moment. âYouâll only end up right back here, you know.â He said. âWhen your short human life ends. Right back on your knees before me. And when that day comes Iâll show you no mercy, I hope you know that.âÂ
Calum bit his lip. He knew. âMaybe.â He allowed.Â
The king laughed like nails down a chalkboard. âYou think this human can save your soul, Hood? Iâve seen it. She canât change what you are.â Calum bowed his head again, bit his tongue. Eventually, the king sighed. âThought you were smarter than to throw it all away.â He murmured. âWell.âÂ
Everything went black.Â
When Calum woke up, his neck ached. He must have been lying on it funny. He hadnât been sore for thousands of years, and for a second he marvelled in the feeling. Fuck, he hadnât even woken up since...Â
He opened his eyes. One of his arms was thrown over your back, and sunlight had broken in around your curtains. Even as he watched, you stirred in your sleep, nuzzling a little closer into his side. For a second Calumâs heart ached. You were so soft and fragile. How was he supposed to look after you now?Â
But then one eye cracked open and you smiled at him sleepily, pressed a little kiss to his collarbone. If he was good, he could have this for the rest of his time. And god, he wanted to be good to you.Â
âWhen did you get here?â You said, throwing an arm around him as well to try and hug him better from your awkward, sleepy position. âI woulda woken up or something.âÂ
âNo, you wouldnât have.â He couldnât help himself from teasing his girl a little.
âNo, youâre right.â You agreed. He could see your brow furrow as you rubbed your hand up and down his back. âWait, thereâs - oh my god.âÂ
âBaby -â
â- Cal, your wings, what happened?â Your touch was gentle, moving your hand from his newly unweighted back to cup his face. âIâm so sorry, you must be -â
âDonât be.â He said, catching your lips in a kiss. You drew back quickly, and he didnât need demonic powers to tell how anxious you were, but he urged you gently on your back so he could bend over you. âNothinâ to be sorry about. Best thing that ever happened to me, my love.â He kissed you again, longer this time, finally feeling his heart beat strongly in his chest for you. âAll yours now. If youâll have me.âÂ
âPlease,â she said, and she kissed him again.Â
Calum knew she couldnât change him. Heâd done too much bad in the past hundred years for her to change it with a few sweet kisses. But he could change himself, and if it meant getting to meet her in the better place someday... heâd do anything.Â
demon!cal fucking you over the bed with you laying on your side, one leg over his shoulder, with his middle finger in your mouth. youâd be a mess, approaching your orgasm, and heâd let out this low laugh and say something like âi always thought you were so innocent but you fucking love this donât you baby?â nUt
oh my gooooddd can you imagine how happy heâd be when he realized you were flexible enough for him to spread your legs however he fucking wanted heâd go insane like âyou got a body fuckin made for sin, baby, canât believe no oneâs wrecked you yet. wanna show you just how good I can make you feel, sweetheart, you gonna let me use your pretty little pussy?â and can you imagine how good he would be with those strong hands keeping you in place with your legs tossed over his shoulders or bent over something all stretched out for him and heâs whispering just the filthiest things in your ear like âso talented, arenât you, baby? fuckinâ love the feeling of me stretching you out, hmm? so hungry for itâ like heâd love trying to show you new things and all your little wide-eyed looks when he does something new that makes your body jolt with how good it feels and ugh he loves his sweet innocent-looking girl whoâs just so fuckable behind closed doors