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“I am Heaven sent,  Don’t you dare forget.”

Heaven Sent Dell blog header image is the Temple of Zeus in Libya.

H.W.D.C. 2B left cell 7 165 Barton St E Hamilton On L8L 2W8″

“In one of your letters you asked how I came into contact with Dejiana. She wrote to me 'Hi you don't know me. I believe in you’. I immediately suspected she was a cop, hoping to get me to say something about the case. I’m still suspicious. The tone of her letters is unusually familiar. She writes as though we are old friends. I return the familiar tone. I had thought she’d (if it was even a she) start asking questions about the case. There by giving me hints as to what police were interested in. The facebook leak is either a strong indicator that she’s not a cop, or the best ploy ever. I even had her come visit me. (behind glass). I think she is who she says she is. Although I remain extremely cautious. It’s damned odd. But she could actually be helpful. As I think I’ve mentioned before, the people who are in the court as spectators, have an effect on the jury. She has offered to come to court to support me. I could use that. Perhaps she could even bring people with her. I put little faith in that happening, but I’m going to do what I can to encourage it.”

I am heaven sent, Don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted, What all the other boys all promised. Sorry I told. I just needed you to know. I think in decimals and dollars. I am the cause to all your problems, Shelter from cold. we are never alone. Coordinate brain and mouth. Then ask me whats it like to have Myself so figured out. I wish I knew.. I hope this song starts a craze. The kind of song that ignites the airwaves. The kind of song that makes people glad To be where they are, With whomever they're there with. This is war. Every line is about, Who I don't wanna write about anymore. Hope you come down with something They can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. Holding on to your grudge. Oh its so hard to have someone to love. And keeping quiet is hard. Cause you cant keep a secret If it never was a secret to start. At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught.. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, in us. Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial. We are entirely smooth. We admit to the truth, We are the best at what we do. And these are the words you wish you wrote down. This is the way you wish your voice sounds, Handsome and smart. Oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body That works harder than my heart. And its all from watching TV, And from speeding up my breathing. Wouldn't stop if I could. Oh it hurts to be this good. You're holding on to your grudge. Oh it hurts to always have to be honest With the one that you love. Oh, so let it go.. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, in us. This is the grace that only we can bestow. This is the price you pay for loss of control. This is the break in the bend, This is the closest of calls. This is the reason you're alone, This is the rise and the fall. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe, in us.