i don’t know my friends, they don’t know me. the people i want to love me never will. and the people that love me i piss on daily. i disgust myself. because the people who i thought loved me
won’t even tell me how important i was to them
maybe i’m not interesting - enthralling
'you need to love yourself' i’ve been doing that for 19 years with no luck people don’t need to sate you
maybe some people will never get what they think they deserve.
because they don’t.
i don’t deserve anything
and no one deserves anything from me.
watch your japanese cartoons. forget about your life. shut out everything.
and put your smile on again when you go out.








