#delete-me

won’t even tell me how important i was to them

maybe i’m not interesting - enthralling 

'you need to love yourself' i’ve been doing that for 19 years with no luck people don’t need to sate you

maybe some people will never get what they think they deserve.

because they don’t.

i don’t deserve anything

and no one deserves anything from me.

watch your japanese cartoons. forget about your life. shut out everything.

speak to no man again

no, darkness won't end

for the last days will never come.

our tongue, dipped in poison

for the transgressions of others

won't move.

forget the day you lost

and breathe soon.

touch me and keep me warm

without contact.

open these eyes

that have seen nothing.

leave me with nothing

because 

it's all we've known.

heroes come and go

but i'll remember you