#del rambles

Lately I’ve gotten so many messages full of love and support for my writing, and I don’t think I can fully explain how much it means to me.

Every comment, every reblog, every ask, every little “this made me feel something” or “you could really do this as an author” has honestly stayed with me more than you know.

Writing has always been something I love, but sharing it is terrifying in its own way. You put pieces of yourself into words and hope they find the right people. Somehow, this little corner of the internet has become one of the safest, kindest places for those words to land.

So thank you for reading. Thank you for caring. Thank you for screaming with me, encouraging me, sending ideas, trusting me with your requests, and making me feel like my stories matter.

I’m still learning. I’m still growing. I’m still figuring out what this could become.

But because of you lovelies, I’m starting to believe maybe it could become something.

And that means more than I can say.

all and all. was a very fun premiere splatfest, and im looking forward to seeing you all in the full game release on the 9th!!

also well done team paper for coming second, i was rooting for you guys (there were so few of you im so sorry)

She’s inching up to be among some of my favorite mc’s- and it’s all thanks to whoever is on that writing team

Spoilers for chapters 1-11 of the Choices book Guinevere

Spoilers Begin Here

It’s her relationships with the side characters.

Her personality shines through, and even in the moments when it doesn’t seem like much, the choices you make seem to impact the story more than thought. Even something as simple as telling Merlin about the visions or the reaction to Morgana’s news gives me a sense of shaping her personality I haven’t gotten since America’s Most Eligible.

Not to mention the LI’s?!!

“There’s the sweet one and the closed off one. Okay Delia what’re you on about?”

NO‼️

Artura begins as kind and sweet, and by god I do adore her. She still is! But we see the weight of running Camelot and how Guinevere’s growing relationship with Lancelot is causing the most minute tensions. Yet she reacts to it with the same poise you’d expect of her character- and the consistency is -mwah-

Her upmost respect for Guinevere and her comfort/emotions makes me want to sob sometimes/pos, because if there’s anything I need to sit down to after a long day, it’s a genuine thing like that

Lancelot!!

Lancelot.

I was fully prepared to hate her. But I have done anything but. Her and Guinevere’s rapport has genuinely brought me laughter and such a smile-

It’s the way their relationship develops for me. She may not have said her name (yet‼️), but it’s the small ways they’ve gotten comfortable with one another. Even if you haven’t chosen to push the extent of the relationship, there’s a setup for a genuine relationship that doesn’t feel quite as pushed

Guinevere’s open teasing of Lancelot over her obsession devotion to duty, and the vision giving us the reason behind it? Peak storytelling

Not to mention chapter 11 absolutely giving me food for the soul ❤️

under the jaw kisses

forehead kisses 

nose kisses

kisses between the eyebrow

kisses on the eye - light, feather-like pecks

kisses along the collarbone - nothing sexual, just the light grazing of the lips over the thin skin of the collarbone

kisses on the cheek

kisses along the neck

kisses to the bone on the spine found at the base of the neck - imagine hugging them from behind and being to peck this area softly, especially if the top worn has a wide neckline

kisses to the wrist

kisses on the fingertips 

kisses on the knuckles 

kisses on the back of the hand

kisses on the palm of the hand 

kisses on the shoulder - another favorite if you’re giving them a back hug

kisses along the hair line 

kisses along the ribcage

kisses along the spine

kisses on the inner thigh

kisses on the stomach - nothing sexual, just a soft one that says “i love you and i adore you”

hairline kisses

I’m going to be going on Hiatus! Again! WHOOO!

I got a new job, one that means I’m moving 3-states over. Weeeee. Bright side: It’s near a majority of my family and my daughter, who started school down there. Downside: I’m driving there. Because I like seeing the view and honestly it’s cheaper than flying and every penny is accounted at this point. I have to budget until I get my first paycheck, then I’m in the clear.

I’ll probably shitpost over on @mooglenuts on my drive down more than anything and stick to the few discords I am active in. Though I might tweet a lot about my adventure driving down over on my Twitter. Because the drive down is BEAUTIFUL. (I use to do this drive a lot when I was engaged to my ex).

there’s not a lot of asexual characters to begin with, but those who exist seem to be mainly men (i can think of Jughead, Todd from Bojack Horseman, Raphael from Shadowhunters, Luffy, Dionysus in the Wicked + the Divine, Sherlock Holmes, ...)

which is great don’t get me wrong, i’m always happy for more ace representation but...

where are the women who are asexual ? i can cite a few, but they’re all from webcomics that aren’t well known. and can cite the Hunters of Artemis and Artemis herself in Rick Riordan’s work, but there’s not exactly a lot of focus on them in the books unfortunately

all that work to kill the king salmonid