Well, I'm decently sure I'm a deitykin. But that realization is so weird when coupled with my age regression. How can I be so big and so small at the same time?

I want to taste the universe. To consume the energy and potential that surrounds me. I'm so close to touching it, to reaching it, to tasting it. But I can't and it feels so wrong. It feels weird to not taste everything around me and even weirder that I can't even see it let alone interact with it.

But then again, I'm small. I'm a child. A curios one, but a child nonetheless. How can someone as small as me touch the universe? Was I both before? Or is it only now?

So I ask for the wisdom of other deitykin. Can I be both, and how can I be both?