i am a shadow, the true self for agneya deimia annnnd ayatti!
HUE
Ayatti
Oooh boy, here we go again. Running off to go drinking again? It’s just ~one or two~, right? It’s always that until you get off to a start, then you end up forgetting your number and couch-surfing. Again. Because that’s normal behaviour, right? You know how everyone sees you, yeah? Even the bar tenders feel fuckin’ sorry for you. Some hiveless, alcoholic tramp? Very classy, great for your image.
But hey, you wanted to be remembered so badly, so now you can use this as your little title. Not as elegant as you always wanted, but it’s better than nothing, isn’t it? You’re so desperate you’d accept anything, right? You’re running out of time to fix it, anyway. At this rate, you’re just going to end up dead before you’re even old enough to dodge conscription!
Oh? You don’t like that? How ‘bout you just go back to your shitty bars and cry about it. Oh wait, that’s not your style, is it? You like pretending to care about other people’s issues, instead. Easier to run away than it is to face yourself, isn’t it? That’s what you always do.
Hey, look. You’re doing it right now!
Agneya
You’re gonna keep pushing this evil envelope until it falls apart in your hands, arencha? Too bad no one’s buying it. Did you really think that you could just snap your fingers and get stronger, just like that? Ha! You’re just a shitty little faker. Putting on a new voice and acting like hot shit doesn’t make you any less weak. You’re still that naive little girl on the inside, aren’t you? You can’t even face up to that. That’s why it pisses you off when people call you nice, isn’t it? You wanna be evil so baaad, it’s almost adorable. You’re like a little kid!
Even worse, all you’re doing is imitating the people who hurt you. That’s the only way you know how to do things, right? You’re not even being original. But keep telling yourself it just ~happened~! And then when you feel bad about it, you can just say you never had a choice. Except, oh wait, you know that isn’t true, don’t you? You act like good people are just naive and stupid and doomed to end up like you, but really you’re just jealous, aren’t you? You’re so mad that they didn’t turn out like you. You’re just sooo angry that they didn’t have to ruin themselves to get better. Meanwhile you won’t even start to fix yourself because you won’t even admit you’re still fucked up!
But go ahead, keep denying it. At least I know how you really are. I’m you, after all.
Deimia
Boo-hoo, poor helpless baby. Are you really still telling yourself that? Complaining about how others treat you isn’t gonna make anyone feel sorry for you, you know. It just makes you look pathetic! What kind of idiot does nothing but complain-complain-complain and then doesn’t even try to fix her problems? Are you really that lame, or are you just so deluded that you really think someone will come along and fix all your problems for you?
That’s it, isn’t it? Haha! You’re still five sweeps old if you think that’s going to happen. The whole self-pitying schtick gets soooo annoying after a while, you know. Anyone who falls for it is just going to get bored eventually. Besides, your real personality is so rotten, who’d be able to stand you if they knew how you really think? That stupid inferiority complex? I wonder, has anyone ever noticed how you keep surrounding yourself with idiots just to make yourself feel better? Whoopsie. That’s awfully narcissistic of you, Miss Self-Hate.
Whaaat, are you going to cry about it? I’m just telling you the truth.










