⛧ OPEN STARTER; HELL'S GATE / SAMHAIN SOIREE ( 4 / 5 )
ellis ward + open
IF ELLIS WAS BEING HONEST WITH HIMSELF -- and tonight, with the whiskey humming in his veins, he was feeling dangerously close to it -- he wasn't built for places like this. He hadn't even planned on showing up, not really, and he'd told Angel as much when she first floated the idea, but she'd convinced him anyway with that dangerous grin that meant she already knew he'd cave -- he never could tell the people he loved no, not when it was something as harmless as this. He wasn't the type for crowded rooms or costume parties, and Hell's Gate on an ordinary night was already loud enough to make his skin hum. And yet, here he was. Ellis spent years in the army, put through situations men would sooner break from, so in the grand scheme of things, a Halloween ball was nothing to blink at.
Before he could so much as protest, she'd wrestled him into a black suit, fitted within an inch of its life, the fabric clinging to the breadth of his shoulders and tapering clean down his frame, and the makeup -- a careful streak of deep red across his cheekbones, subtle horns painted into the line of his temples with metallic powder. Ellis' second thoughts vanished the moment Angel had smiled at him.
Somewhere between the Gluttony floor's endless buffet and the Envy floor's ocean of costumed bodies, he'd lost JD to the crowd. He'd convinced him to tag along, mostly because Ellis couldn't just let him sit alone at the Ink Well while everyone was out -- and, to be frank, he knew the younger man needed a break. He figured JD was fine, and he knew they'd find each other again before the night ended -- Ellis hoped he was having fun. God knew someone should.
He wasn't sure what it was that finally made him stop fighting the current. Maybe it was the alcohol -- he'd had more than he should've, enough for the edges of the night to feel soft and blurred. Maybe it was the music, the way it pulsed through the floorboards, steady as a heartbeat. Or maybe it was that quiet voice in his head whispering that for one night, he could stop thinking about everything else. The festival had brought back that hollow ache that came with remembering he couldn't save everyone -- Denny, stuck in Afterglow, Dabney and his blackmail, Ashton's tentative friendship. He could talk to Santi, maybe. Try to work something out. But not tonight, and not here, as his big frame stumbles through the crowd. Tonight, he just wanted to be Ellis -- not James, not a deserter, not someone carrying a weight he couldn't put down. Just a man in a ridiculous suit trying to feel human for a few hours as the burn of whiskey churns down his throat.
The envy floor was alive with color as he nursed his drink at the bar with one elbow propped on the counter, gaze drifting lazily across the room. The makeup on his cheek had smudged a little from where he'd run his hand across his face earlier, and the suit itched against his skin to the point where he'd tugged his tie loose, but he didn't care. Every so often, a dancer would swing by and flirt, and Ellis would deflect with a boyish grin and a polite decline. He was halfway through another sip of his drink when someone brushed past him a little too close, and just like that, gravity betrayed him. Cold liquid splashed over his wrist, then his shirt, then -- god help him -- the person standing next to him.
"Shit," Ellis blurted, jerking upright like the glass had bitten him. He frowned, panic and tipsiness making a mess of his coordination. "Ah, hell, I'm--" He grabbed for a napkin, only to misjudge the distance and knock over the little stack of them entirely. "I'm sorry, I didn't--" He finally managed to get a hold of a few napkins, thrusting them out toward the other person with frantic sincerity. "Wasn't aiming for you, I swear," he said. Ellis sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Real picture of grace and coordination. Shit, Angel's gonna kill me." He muttered, dabbing at the red stain on the shirt. He glanced up at the other person, the grin that followed was all warmth and self-deprecation, something wry and good-natured beneath the embarrassment. "I'm real sorry. I owe you a drink. Or two, if you were attached to that outfit. Promise I don't usually ambush people with cocktails."