#dedeker

That just makes me laugh. Production told us we only saw about 10 percent of what went on in Utopia. Please tell us about the other 90 percent.  People will probably be surprised to hear that there really was more time spent with us all getting along than not. There were so many positive, healthy, engaging, friendly conversations and interactions that got zero air time.   Rob has http://dlvr.it/7TF4SJ

This is about us It started as a group of people trying to warm up. Jeremy, James and Dedeker go to the dock as they can see their breath in the people barn. They talk about the California water shortage and that morphs into Louisiana issues like crazy illnesses, boil water alerts, fracking and Hurricane Katrina. Then Taylor comes up. "Are you ready for the  $75.00 bring up again," he asks http://dlvr.it/7PGtKJ

Servitude James has just finished listening to Bella bitch about organics and says to Hex and Dedeker that he did not know what else to say to her. Hex seems to like the idea of servitude but Dedeker wants to hear from an Amish woman her perspective on the whole "servitude" ideal as she thinks that the Amish men don't lord it over the women. She doesn't think the Amish men gloat and I agree. http://dlvr.it/7PFzC2

Same old, Same old "Do you know when we're voting," ask Dedeker? Kristen says tomorrow. "Everyone I've talked to is leaning toward James," says Dedeker. Then we get to the same old, same old. The gales get the cows to pasture. Kristen doesn't know what a scoop full of grain is so she under feeds Betsy and I huff and puff as her neglect. Kristen talks about her dreams as they are of her http://dlvr.it/7P8yNc

Grinning Ear To Ear Dedeker has been more antsy than a cat on a hot tin roof. She has gone around the people barn belly dancing and has trouble lighting. Finally the bell rings and she runs, not to the gate, to the side of the entrance and crawls up on the rocks to meet Jake. She is grinning from ear to ear as is Jake. It is obvious she has been waiting and is excited to again spend time with http://dlvr.it/7Ntgkn

I Just Want To Feel Loved   Bella talks to Dedeker and says she does not understand Dedeker's lifestyle. Then Bella says, "At least she is living her life." "I admire that about you," says Bella. Dedeker says if she was all about sleeping around it would of happened all ready. "My standards are way too high," says Dedeker. Bella says she wants Dedeker to talk more about her lifestyle choices. http://dlvr.it/7Npp8m

If I Ever Get Sloppy Tell Me 7:00 ish -- Dedeker and Kristen are up and very sleepy after last night. It seems Josh woke Dedeker up last night because he said his apartment flooded. Dedeker let Josh sleep in her apartment. James was up early to change his battery and saw Josh asleep in Dedeker's apartment. Dedeker was ready to say something when James says it's none of his business. Dedeker http://dlvr.it/7Nm8bW

Coperative Eating Dedeker made breakfast today. "I had a ton of fun making breakfast for all ya'll this morning," she says. Her plan is grab a plate of food you don't want to eat and feed others. You can't eat off the plate you take. "Go nuts," she says. Chris had a different plan. He grabbed from the plate that had something he wanted. Amanda makes most of her own food and so she does not http://dlvr.it/7NLdwr