( go min-si, she/her, cis-woman, thirty. ) have you crossed paths with ( jia kim ) in new eden? people describe them like ( self-sabotaging so that no one has the upper hand of sabotaging you first, only showing signs of tears under the rain because it’s an easier excuse to pull off as to why it looks like you’re crying, bruised and bandaged on the outside and on the inside )—the kind of details you notice when you’re watching someone closely. they’ve survived long enough to claim a place as a ( leader ), operating out of ( the cut ). depending on who you ask, they’re ( assertive ) or just as easily ( imprudent ) when things go wrong. these days, they keep to ( the pit ) at least, that’s where they’re usually spotted. around the city, they’re known as ( the heel ). interesting, isn’t it? survival has a way of making everyone memorable.
HEADCANONS - (TW: LIGHT MENTIONS OF TEEN PREGNANCY + CHILD LOSS)
the disappointment child out of her siblings who’s parents first and last strike was her teen pregnancy within years after the world went dark.
with how the new world became, her parents couldn’t fathom how she could find genuine love and bring a child into this world all at her young age. they didn’t hesitate to let her go, it was embarrassing, they still held onto their reputations even if the world was no longer the same and the people weren’t.
the father of her unborn child’s family didn’t hesitate to accept her and take her in. her love for them as well as the father of her child was of something of a fairytale, truly. and no one would have expected it.
at twenty-six she was lucky to have been able to have a second pregnancy with the father of her first child and husband. but unlucky, when that baby died in her arms and wouldn’t get to experience life further.
after the loss of her newborn, it just seemed like things were written for her to be doomed from the start. it was one night when more lives coexisting with hers wouldn’t be able to experience life further too, her husband, her daughter, her in-laws and nearly her life were taken when runners were in their space and every member of her family except her were exposed with a bite, they’ve managed to off the runners but— what was done was done.
jia had to be the one to make sure that her family didn’t progress to be what they had been fighting against, they couldn’t do the deed themselves, they didn’t even want her to do it but they knew she had to do it, she knew she had to do it, she didn’t want them to turn and be out there like those things.
just because she did it, it didn’t mean it was easy. but it’s like something switched, because her demeanor after doing such a deed… it was not what would one expect.
the night of it all, she left them behind as she had no choice but she also had left the city they were in, her whole life.
nothing to her name, everything would be fresh as she entered a fresh new world, new eden. on the way there, more bodies caught by her whether one of those things or human, it didn’t matter, she had accepted what she needed to do to see what else would be out there for her.
her current role as leader for the cut in new eden did not come to her as soon as she step foot in new eden. she worked her way up to the role, showing out others and showing that she’d be ready to take that assertive role and lead others in a way that others couldn’t or wouldn’t risk to do. she had nothing to lose. no one to lose.
jia has the mindset to win every battle she faces but the reality of it is that she’s not sure she can win the war within herself.
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