Dec 22, 2019
Jimmy getting all the selfies 12/21/19
📸: jenniferleechan
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Jimmy getting all the selfies 12/21/19
📸: jenniferleechan
tracysandler
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Happy birthday too me 🏹😔💖
12/21/1999
I did it because I wanted to. I was waiting on you endlessly, hanging on your every word and isolating myself under the guise of maintaining my purity in this relationship. Now, I am doing what I want. I no longer want to be in my home always. I don’t want to be looped in the work-home wormhole. I hate the feeling like all I do is work without truly taking the time to enjoy my free time. I want to live. I still want to experience. The girl you claim to love so much, I want to know her a little more. I allowed it because I wanted it. It happened because I wanted it.
That was what I should’ve said when you asked me “why?” I should’ve told you that I felt stunted by this relationship because I pour so much of my focus into it that I didn’t even know where to begin to focus on me. I don’t appreciate the feeling like my sleep quality hinged on you. I don’t like feeling so much hinges on you and having to face the fact that you’re not here. I don’t enjoy the feeling that my 20s will be summarized as “constantly in a state of lying in wait for a man.”
I’ve grown sick of the frustration of wanting to be railed by a man who live 800 miles away. I’ve grown sick of needing a hug but never being able to obtain it. I’ve grown sick of words. I don’t want to hear “I love you” so fucking often that the words lose meaning. I’ve grown sick of knowing I deserve the hugs, kisses, and love that I’m asking for but only being able to wait for it. I’ve grown sick of the feeling that if I was in distress that I would have to reassure myself. Or save myself. If I was upset, there’d be nobody I could call to whisk me away. I’m sick of only being able to call you when something’s wrong and you can only offer me more words.
I should’ve admitted to you that your words became more meaningless to me every time I rocked myself as I cried. Your words became meaningless the more I had to hug myself. In this relationship, I do so much for myself that I came to the conclusion that I should just be by myself. When I’m faced with the logic of my relationship, I do so feeling as if I’m tying myself to an invisible being. Why? Because you are 800 miles away and living a separate life.
I did it to see the possibilities. To explore how it felt to be able to be hugged when I’m hurting. To have a place to go when I don’t want to be home. To have the opportunity to be whisked away if I’m ever upset. To recieve the gentle loving I deserve without having to ask.
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