#dec.2022

Mi dispiace amore mio, non sapevo cosa stavo facendo. Ma mi perdonerai, vero? Ti prego mi perdonerai, mia vita...

I didn't need to leave I needed alone time.

I almost forgot how much I hated myself...

oh suddenly want to cry. ok

did we start getting bedtime revenge due to dissociating too much and kot getting enough enrichment. i think so. that's bs

I mean, it's not like the brain hasn't resurrected @lters without consulting us... It's happened before, multiple times. They just never remember. That might be beyond us.

But what a mean suggestion is that? Is it immoral? I still can't decide if it's moral. Is it selfish? I still can't decide if it's selfish.

Honestly it felt a little inevitable after learning that they can be peeled back in to shape if they only integrated omce, I think coming to the realisation that we might be able to resurrect them was just the eventual next step...