#dec. 2023

I have a lot to be grateful for and I am aware of that but I’m also spending another new year’s eve alone and it makes me want to end it.

I went to the movies by myself for the first time. it does feel weird, but barely anyone is here.

I am sick sick and my manager gave me the day off tomorrow. that was really unexpected and nice of her. I should have properly thanked her for doing that me. I was anticipating barreling through tomorrow, but now I can rest instead.

looking through all my contacts. all 36 of them and not one of them is a friend.

I want him to message me tonight