#debellator

𝚍𝚎𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛  𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍  :  “ 𝚢𝚘𝚞  𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚊  𝚋𝚎  𝚔𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚖𝚎 … ”  𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚎  𝚘𝚋𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚕𝚢.

𝐈𝐓  𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐌𝐒  𝐒𝐎  𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒,  which is ironic seeing as itself is supposed to be the end.   a vile cycle  -  so agonizing to experience abandonment over and over.   she ... seems so infuriated by its presence yet were she to surrender herself to them then there’d be no reason to pursue.    𝙳𝙾𝙽’𝚃  𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚅𝙴  𝙼𝙴 !    she doesn’t listen.    doesn’t  care.    she’d leave them to rot and perish into flakes of dust before offering an ear or a gentle touch.   one that would remain ... ever-lasting,  𝐒𝐇𝐄’𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 !    ignorant  and  callous.   

         “ she sought to let you burn ! ”   it proclaims, leering features expressing treacherous intent.   “ marianne ... ”   sing-song tone, it mimics the playfulness of a child.   “ please, stay, I only want your company.  𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛  𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚢,  𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚢  𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚗𝚢 ... ”   

a haunting wail tears from it, followed by pitiful sobs, though its next words flare with fury.

                    “ 𝐈  𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃  𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐓𝐎  𝐃𝐈𝐄 ! ”

softens, so very gentle.   “ but then ... no marianne for me to eat ... no, no, no.  you  ruined  everything.   only one way for forgiveness, little girl.   I promise it won’t hurt.  no  more  sadness,  together. ”