Death of a Spouse.
The death of a spouse or partner is different than other losses, in the sense that it literally changes every single thing in your world going forward.  When your spouse dies, the way you eat changes.  The way you watch TV changes.  Your friend circle changes (or disappears entirely).  Your family dynamic/life changes (or disappears entirely).  Your financial status changes.  Your job situation changes.  It affects your self-worth.  Your self-esteem.  Your confidence.  Your rhythms. The way you breathe.  Your mentality.  Your brain function.  (Ever heard the term “Widow Brain”?  If you don’t know what that is, count yourself as very lucky.)  Your physical body.  Your hobbies and interests.  Your sense of security.  Your sense of humor.  Your sense of womanhood or manhood.  EVERY. SINGLE. THING. CHANGES.  You are handed a new life you never asked for and that you don’t particularly want.  It is the hardest, most gut-wrenching, horrific, life-altering of things to live with. Â
