Hana’s wild imagination - @deathblcsscm - Selectively Accepting

Inspiration : Mrs. Potato Head by Melanie Martinez

Jesse was the number one honeypot in Blackwatch. It was his job to become the fantasy of these outrageous people and earn their trust only to use it to destroy it.  Yet when he began this part of his job, it had been easy. The people were into Jesse’s type and he could be charming and get his way. But his face was becoming known, and his charm wasn’t good enough every time. 

Which is what led to this idea. He was taught make up, taught how to temporarily change who he was. Meaning a different nose, contacts, wigs or even just dying his hair. When Jesse looked into the mirror, he was barely himself anymore.

And these men or women lived for it. It made his stomach turn every time. Returning home, being fixed back to Jesse and not this honey pot. It starts to wear on a man. But it was nothing compared to this round.

It ended bad.

The target figured out the face wasn’t Jesse’s own. Realized who he was. Too close. Too many like minded targets. He scratched into the layers of posthetic and makeup. The man said a lot of cruel words. When they got him handled, Jesse remained in the bathroom. Shaking.

He didn’t know when his Boss walked in.

Fear is felt differently by omnics. Within humans, it is a sensation, a prickling cold feeling which starts in the mind and spiderwebs itself down the body. For an omnic, fear presented itself completely differently but, in essence, entirely the same. It was quantifiable, finite and terrifyingly visceral. 

In this way, Zenyatta was overwhelmingly aware that he only had a 33% control over his body, and his health lingered just above below 42%. He was aware the the joints of his arm were no longer functioning, and by the feel of it, his omnic orbs were no longer reacting to his magnetic call. That function within his cranial unit had been disabled. Two pistons on his neck were snapped off from their hinges and the rest hissed under the strain of holding up his metal head. There was moderate damage done to his legs and the functionality of his ankles had been compromised. His eyes flickered dangerously, causing his vision to blur every now and then. Even if he had wanted to escape, it was virtually impossible. 

Clear your mind. The fear cannot overtake you unless you allow it to do so.

Zenyatta trained himself into a meditative state. He willed the knowledge of impending doom away. He forced himself not to dwell on the sudden ambush attack. How one moment, he was hovering along, healing his allies, and the next he had blacked out completely. He tried his best not to think of his dwindling ‘chance of survival’ percentage, or the slow shutting down of his metal form. 

The most important question of all seemed to be, why capture him? What could they possibly want from him. And, what was the true purpose of him being here in the first place? 

Texts! || accepting

24. A final text

[Text: Children’s nightmares] You can’t come back, 

[Text: Children’s nightmares] We gave you chance after chance to come back

[Text: Children’s nightmares] You wasted them. 

meme. “ ana's dying in your muse's arms. ” | accepting.@deathblcsscm !!

Pretend there’s a creative title for this one || not accepting

Lena believes that she can still save Gabe from Reaper. 

[ ♛ ] send me a url and i'll tell you the following;

my opinion on;

character in general: Reaper/Gabe is such a character that I take personal love in. Like honestly, this edgy/hurt/ect guy deserves love and my Jesse just looks up to him and loves him and im hurt.how they play them: honestly, they definitely search through a side, I feel some people are nervous to go through. in the thread we currently have, we explore the idea that while gabe cares, he has to make his people strong so he can’t reach out a hand easily.the mun: sends me random comments sometimes which brightens up my day, and they seem nice enough though we haven’t spoken tooo much

do i;

follow them: yesrp with them: yeswant to rp with them: courseship their character with mine: yes and no, it varies in general both on time and the thread and chemistry and yeah. i like mc/reyes/reaper but it really depends on the player. for this specific reaper, we haven’t directly discussed so in our thread right now, no.

what is my;

overall opinion: lovely reaper, lovely mun, go check ‘em out