#dear ty

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Ty I really want to come home. I wanna be around you again where nothing hurts. I wish I could go back in time to before I left and just never did. I wish I never left home to go on this journey.

I don't regret going. I've met really great people but...

Ty I miss you. I want to go home. I hate being here. Everything hurts. I wanna go back home to Goldenrod!

Sorry.

I'm really upset about a couple things.

See there is this new place that will be opening up around here on the beach. I really want to go so I can hang out with everyone one last time before I leave. I almost have enough money to stay there, a couple more battles and I will be able to go but...the weekend that it is planned for I'm too busy. I won't even be in town for that weekend. I just wanted to see everyone together again before I left..guess I won't be able to do that.

I also did something really terrible the other day. I need to talk to him and clear the air but..ugh bro I don't know how. I don't know what's going on with him and I'm scared that I'll just push him away more.

Man should I just come home early? Would that make things easier? No. No it wouldn't.

Well until next time..

H E L P

M E

I don't know what is going on anymore. I've been so caught up in breeding that I don't know what is going on with my friends anymore. I feel like I'm losing my connection with everyone and...I don't know.

Dear person I had a crush on,

That was some time ago wasn’t it? Haha…you won’t know. I’ve never told you about the crush I had on you when I was little. It was so dumb and childish and only for a short amount of time. Does it even really count as a crush? Well, I’ve got nobody else to write it to. So here is to you my dear. May our love for each other never fade away ‘cause honestly that would just be plain awful. I love you brother.

What kind of trainer am I if I'm using a Flying/Dragon type as my lead role against the Ice Gym? Ty..I feel like a loser. I was trained to watch the types of Pokemon and be careful with x4 type disadvantages and here I am. Sitting alone in the Pokemon Center too scared to go and challenge the Gym Leader because I know that I'm going to fail my Pokemon. I don't know what I'm doing here. I don't think I'm cut out to be a Trainer if I'm making these kind of mistakes with so much confidence in me.

I'm sorry.

Sorry I'm writing to you so suddenly after such a long time. It's been almost two weeks now since I last wrote to you isn't it? Right around the time I told you about my plans to get breed a shiny onto my team. Well, I was finally able to do it. I was starting to feel really discouraged near the end though. I think it's because that was my first time doing it without you around. I'm sorry. I know you always tell me to never get discouraged while breeding. I just..haven't been feeling good lately. By the way, his name is Count and he's well on his way to evolving. Thought you should know.

I don't really want to talk about it Ty, but I know you and I know you won't let it go until I spill the beans. Well I won't say any names you huge nerd..but I guess talking about him won't really hurt too much. Man Ty I don't really know what to do. I just want to be his friend and I know that's all he wants too. I know you're going to ask and no, he doesn't know that I like him. I won't tell him. I don't want to ruin our friendship. Besides, he's got someone else and she's a lot nicer then I am. Don't go saying that it isn't true because it is.

Enough about that though. I should probably get going. I've been breeding Fennekin with hidden abilities for some people over here and I should probably get back to that. Oh, and I accidentally breed a shiny Fennekin in the process. I felt kinda bad about it. Okay, sorry I'm kinda rambling.

Tell Cristal and John that I say hi and that I miss them! Also, if Terry is around tell him that I'm happy he remembers everything again. I know I haven't spoken to him in a couple years. And, tell Tamie good luck on the reasearch! I love you Ty and I can't wait to see you again when this is all over.