#dear lily

the best and worst holiday 😭😭

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James’ had two toys that stuck with him up until he was “too old and cool for toys”. One was a stuffed Lion called Gryff, given to him by his father who was a Gryffindor. The other was a mobile that hung in the corner of his room with a detachable toy eagle, bought for him by his mother who was a Ravenclaw. Gryff was always his favourite though, naturally.

I scrolled Bro. Bo's fb page and made some reflections about what happened last week when we travelled from marbel to lanao. At the end of the day kahit ano pang excuses ang gawin ko, mapride talaga ako. Did i say na i continually pray to God; to remove all the anger from my past, make my patience to present longer and to be more resilient about my future, beforehand? Now, i'm feeling that somehow, i need to fully recover sa past wounds na dinownplay ko for years. You know the thing they say, that in order to fix the problem, we must get through the root cause. And yes, it was my family, not only the immediate but also yung sa titas and titos ko. Last night I was so emotional that I cried to sleep, sobrang sumakit yung ulo ko at namaga yung mga mata ko. I've come to understand that I cannot blame my parents for their shortcomings and for their bad parenting. Tao rin sila, hindi nila kontrolado ang oras lalo na nung lumalaki na kami at hindi na nila kami nakikilala. My extended family needs coping to do, sobrang gulo dahil lang sa lupa at negosyo plus yung toxic nilang mentality. Oh yes, yung traditional filipino toxic mentality sagana sa pamilya. I just wish they are more open and more understanding so that yung iba kong cousin hindi madown. Lastly, ang aking anger issues. I hate to point it out but nakuha ko to during my formative years as a child, i cannot blame my parents again. I was thinking to visit a psychiatrist kapag nakalayo na ako. I really need to reestablish my personality and cope in a healthy way. I really want to live this life with purpose. Puhon

Sobrang weird kasi sinisimulate ko na yung amount ng pain na mararamdaman ko pero parang painless yung nangyare kanina or maybe skillful lang talaga yung associate na nagtanggal. Nung last time kasi sobrang sakit na parang magkaka-jaw fracture pa ako. I must admit pogi yung associate. Hahahaha ang harot ko. Hay tangina. At ngayon, na papraning ako what if mag dry socket tong open wound 😭. Sana nooooooo.

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Hey guuuys! I'm back bitches. After two semesters and a week of fever. Nagstart na rin kaming mareview for Boards sa Brex!!!! At puchaaaaa maraming nagkasakit samin, di ko ba alam baka dahil sa aircon ng function hall at mahina narin ang immune system namin. I'm getting well naaaaa but i'm struggling sa review. Gusto kong maiyak!

THANKS SO MUCH! @actinganimagus and I had such a fun time working on it together. And “Dear Lily” was absolutely one of our favorites :) We're talking about doing some more audio based work in the future, too, if people are interested in that!!