#dear dani

I'm glad I found the time to listen to other people's entries before rankings close in 1.5 hours. With over 100 entries, I think there's bound to be a song for every kind of listener!

NAKAMI - isidore./Kagamine Rin

Sleeper - RIXIELAND/Gumi

Interlude: For Your Sake - aschenmori/Sonata

My Little Garden (Jardín Adorable) - DEAR DANI/Canelita Kireina

To the North Star - DeltaXM/Otomachi Una

The Fake Nightingale - Du Du Danyon/miki

Anxious Symphony - Phi Φ/Kasane Teto

Little Dreams - speKtrichor/Kevin

dismay - khanadee/miki

I'LL BECOME A SHOOTING STAR - ____P/Miyamai Moca

I am pleasantly surprised by how many rock and metal entries there were. Vocarock and Vocametal producers, y'all have my entire heart!

And from all genres, gosh, there were so many good songs... I was tempted to ask some of them if they'd want to collaborate someday, but that's too scary for me...

Black rose in my hair

Stars shapes by your eyes

Windy December night

Festive lights and magic in the air

Holidays aren’t your favorite

Family was never there for you

There’s more to the surface

And I just wanna know

I wanna dive into the shallow water

Sneaking bottles on innocent grounds

Just take a sip, but don’t make a sound

You go and Take a line, and hope I don’t find out

You’re not really my type

But you kiss me and it feels so right

I like it when you hold my hand,

Nothing I ever had planned

You say out loud

You hope this isn’t a state of dream somehow

And you don’t wanna wake up

And have this be all made up

You say:

“You Beautiful girl.

Tall, With your blonde curls

Oh how you spin my world

I don’t wanna say goodnight.

Stay here by my side tonight

It’s been a couple of days since the whole situation with Dani. So I pretty much officially ended it even tho it was already over. She pretty much led me on, told me she liked me. I went on Instagram and saw her post some flowers, and posted that she was on a date with a guy “get you a guy who gives good tips to servers” while making happy face... when two weeks prior she wanted to see me and left me hanging. I was upset two nights ago. I hadn’t felt the rush of anger.. it made me feel so low. Like she didn’t finish things with me but she was already posting up a new man in her life?

But i dodged a bullet. She made up excuses and basically blamed it all on her mental illnesses and drug/alcohol addiction. Which I had no clue was to that extent.

I’m feeling better now. It wasn’t a long term serious relationship.. but it was two months that I spent dating this girl. And she was the very first girl I kissed and dated. So it was kind of special.

I just never wanna feel that low again and that sadness and anger of feeling disappointment and like if I wasn’t good enough.

But that’s just life. People come and go.

I just hope that soon, I will meet someone who will make me feel so happy and will fight for my heart.

Didn’t you ask me to hang out though?

Didn’t you say you wanted to see me?

You apologized to me last night because your anxiety gets to you and you don’t know what to say when I message you. So you choose to ignore me.

We were suppose hang out today and you never replied.

I think I’m done.

Musical Discovery: A Century is All We Need by Gregory and the Hawk