#deansmagicfingers

Hello friends and followers!  A thousand apologies for my absence lately from Tumblr, Twitter, and social media at large.  I got a new job and I seem to have let it engulf my life, leaving me little free time or free brain cells to spend on my usual hobbies.  On top of that, I’ve somehow been getting dragged in to everyone else’s stuff recently.  I spent almost a whole Saturday helping my sister coat mason jars with a layer of glitter for her friend’s bachelorette party.  I’m not even invited to the wedding, I shit you not.  But hey, that’s life.  Responsibilities and commitments of the adult world often need to take priority over what we actually want to do.

That being said, I really missed you guys.  Sincerely.  I may not message you very often, I may have never contacted you directly before at all, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t get a kick out of what you post or appreciate the hell out of you when you comment on something of mine.  I had a small moment epiphany recently talking to a friend that I haven’t seen in about a year.  She asked me what I had been up to lately, am I still writing?, did I have fun at Burcon? etc.  I realized how much those things, and by extension this fandom, have added to my life in the very best of ways.  Our little SPN family has entertained me, given me inspiration, friendship, and even moral support when I needed it.  I don’t want to lose touch with all of that. 

So, what I’ve decided is to make a promise to myself to make time for the things that bring me joy.  That means I’ll be checking in more regularly, probably spamming stuff in big bursts to catch up with what’s been going on (I would HOPE that if Jensen and or Jared had leaked a sex tape I would have at least gotten a courtesy email !!!).  Eventually I’m also going to try and get back in touch with my writing muse but its one of those things that's best not to force.  I hope all my readers out there can please respect that and continue to be patient with me.

I have one rec is called jump then fall, its a sterek fic on Ao3

Cool, thanks I'll check it out :)

goodoceangonewrong answered to your post “So I might have accidentally gone and gotten myself hooked on Teen...”

"Hold the Door" by Hatteress. Enjoy! archiveofourown.org/works/1093881

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post.

Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

I was tagged in this thing by sweet-cherry-dean. You should go read her stuff if you haven't already. It's awesome.

1) What’s been your favorite age so far and why?

I always kinda feel like my current age is the best so far, I dunno why. For example, with 13 I was totally convinced it was the best age so far, same goes with 14, 15 and 16.

2) Star Trek or Star Wars?

Definitely Star Trek, but only because it's the only one of the two that I've actually seen some stuff from. I've always wanted to watch Star Wars, but I haven't come around to it yet.

3) When was the sickest you’ve ever been?

Tbh I don't really remember a time when I was truly sick. I'm generally one of those persons who don't get really sick but still have symptoms like headaches or a running nose, yet it isn't so bad that you could call in sick.

4) Do you believe in souls? Do you believe souls have genders?

Difficult question! I'd say I would like to believe in souls, but I'm a little bit too cynical for a definite yes, but if they really existed, I don't think something like a soul could really have a gender because if I believed in souls I'd rather be on board with the whole reincarnation theory and I don't think if you were reincarnated you'd be of the same gender every single time.

5) Where did you buy your favorite pair of jeans?

I bought them at mister*lady jeans. Yeah, I know, lame story.

6) What’s your favorite piece of Classic Literature and why?

Okay, I know I'm not very original, but I'd have to say: Romeo and Juliet. Simply because it's so romantic, and because I enjoy Shakespeare a lot. Generally Schiller and Heine are good as well.

7) Do you sleep with your windows open?

Yes. I couldn't even imagine sleeping with completely closed windows because I tend to feel too warm at night.

8) What’s the worst vacation you’ve ever been on?

This is actually pretty funny, because among my friends it's kind of an inside joke that I always complain to people about my worst vacation, even if it's long over. It was in Norway. Nothing against that country, it is nice and the landscape is breath-taking, but I was on vacation only with my parents, I had no good books and no wi-fi the whole time, we drove around a lot and my parents always took the cheapest hytta to stay the night, I didn't sleep well and it was pretty bad all around.

9) Umbridge and Metatron are standing on a cliff and you can only push one… who do you push?

Metatron. Anytime. Over and over.

10) What is your favorite thing about your bedroom?

The color of the walls, it's something of a sunset-orange, and I have really big windows, so when the sun sets it shines directly into my room and makes everything glow in that orange tone.

My questions:

(They're not that exciting cause I'm no good at thinking up stuff like that, but bear with me)

Your absolute, all-time favorite song?

Do you collect anything weird or unusual?

Do you have any phobias? (only if it doesn't make you uncomfortable to talk about it)

Have you ever written a poem? If yes, how do you feel from your current point of view if you read it now?

If you're not a native English speaker, how do you feel about reading fanfiction in your own language? If you're a native speaker, have you ever read fanfiction in another language?

Who of your friends has known you the longest?

Your favorite fanfiction author?

Fluff or angst?

Do you know what a mosh pit is? Have you ever been in one?

What was the first fandom you were in, completely with fanfiction and tumblr, the whole nine yards?