#deadlit

Yesterday my lil bro caleb turned 9... today we partied hard AF at #peterpiperspizza twas #deadlit lol I love you bro. Got yo back like chiropract til the end of me! (at San Antonio, Texas)

I'm sorry.....

I am not one to be motivated or moved easily than others but, to see what someone I know had done tonight makes me appreciate and treasure deadlit more than I already do. It makes me want to pay him back for all my mistakes, I am lucky to find someone that would never leave me for something stupid. I’m sorry for all the times I’ve called you while I was crying because I have done something wrong, or for all the times I’ve interrupted you, for all the times I have insaulted you on accident, for all the times I get jelous, I’m sorry I say sorry…all the time. I love you more than anything in the galaxy, Id sacrifice all my posesions just for you to go to college. I just want you to be happy. I have told you many times to not worry about me but you still do, and I thank you for that. I am trying to be the best girlfriend you have ever imagined. Sometimes I wish you could sleep over so I would be comforted sleeping next to you and I wouldn’t have to cry. I…at this point.. I don’t care what anyone says about me kissing you in public. You’re everything to me. You put up with me… You’re an amazing person and I’ll always love you. I want to travel, preform, live, grow, explore, and what ever else this amazing world has to offer, right by your side. You have me wrapped around your finger and you always will. I want to express everything I have that my little heart is containing to you. There’s just so much. I am trying not to be a cry baby all the time. I know you hate it. Sometimes I don’t even know why I cry. Sometimes I just want your attention but more importantly If hanging out with friends, girl or boy, and that makes you really happy, by all means go ahead. Just please… Please please PLEASE be happy and healthy. I could be dieing with a serious termanal sickness and I’d be happy knowing you’re happy. I do what ever I can and I wish I could give more. I want to go on and on. I wish I could do this without wrting it down but sometimes my brain just goes flat with you around because I don’t have any worries flowing through my mind…im always more than happy when I experience new things and places with you. I never want to experience them with anyone but you.

I’m so sorry.

I know you see this...well I hope you do.