Happy #DeaditeDay I'm wearing my lovely Luna leggings, my anti-love candy A-line and brand new #deadite beanie for the #8pmSelfie Despite some epic stress and absolutely everything going wrong this morning today has been the best day of the week (which is saying A LOT). But I've managed to calm down and get myself in a better headspace with a little help from a cute kitty drawing from @livingdead_clothing and pressies from two of my hospital mamas, as well as a #nomlicious salted caramel chocolate from my beloved Casey, and Loki love of course. Some of you know I'm a non-practicing Wiccan, well recently I've done some small rituals and today I started a stitch witchery project to help heal my heart. I'm still hurting that it seems like only drugged up or fucked up people will ever love me, but I now know I need to follow my doctor's advice: give everyone a chance and as soon as they break that ditch them. So I'm drawing away from Tim; I'll still look after him and care about him; but unless I become his number one choice I'm not going there anymore. At the very least he's actually officially broken up with his abusive pregnant girlfriend, so hopefully he's in a more stable place to get better. I hope tomorrow is a good day, but as my art therapy work from friday shows; I have no hope. So we'll see what happens
