#dead kitten

Little Rootkit my love- forever in my heart!

Twitter link: https://twitter.com/AkatsuHearts/status/954968392020078592

Needless to say, I'm all sorts of pissed at the only cat I've ever had to not have a single shred of mothering instict in her body.

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d8-6MfdYoVw)

I woke this morning to find one of our sweet baby kittens was no longer alive. I cried and I cried some more. I cried til my eyes hurt. I loved this little baby. It was the runt, so cute and tiny. It had NO tail at all, not even a stub (its dad is bob tailed), such a unique and precious little babe. It never was very healthy, it had something wrong with its little paws, and something messed up with its mouth too. It had a lot of issues, and I'd been worried about it for quite some time.  Even though I felt this was coming, I didn't expect it. Seeing its little lifeless body broke my heart into a million pieces. Maybe this was what was meant to be... maybe he was suffering in ways we didn't even realize... as terrible as this is, maybe it was for the best. No animal deserves to suffer. Regardless, I feel my heart has been ripped out. Tears swell in my eyes just thinking about this little babe. I had to do something special for it, before it was laid to rest. 

Precious baby </3