#dda final

Here’s to the time I went to a DDA (dramatic duet acting) final and cried. I, in general, am an emotional person. That day I just was remembering things from my past, like old friends and new. How I could be better at friendship and how awfully annoying I am sometimes. The storyline of the DDA was two bffs. One waking up sad sometimes and the other feeling alright but abandoning her friend later in life. This reminded me of my weird as hell life. Remembering the pain of abandonment and remembering that I abandoned someone once before. I didn’t what to wake up one day and find myself at a funeral. I was just thinking all of these things… Then the tears came flooding down. And that’s why I cried. BUT the whole time I was crying I was laughing at myself. So crying and laughing at the same time. It works in a weird way, but so do I, because I’m a weird person sometimes.