It remains to be seen if I made a massive mistake accepting her snapchat friend request. I still don’t know if I’m able to talk with her safely, or if I ever will be able to. I know that I felt like I was being awful the whole time. I don’t know if if this keeps up that I’ll relapse back into falling for her, and ruining myself even worse than before. But I can’t just completely ignore her, that’s wrong to do to anyone, ever.
I just... I don’t know...


















