I was listening to your dbhc Doc playlist and Ghosts and Monsters came on and now Iâm scared. What are you planning to do to him
DW! Ghost and Monsters on Docâs playlist is actually supposed to represent the post-Destruction and early season 9 era for Doc, so itâs not anything yâall donât already know about, in theory! I imagine Doc struggles a lot with self image after Etho dumps all of those memories into his brain (and then dies/gets shut down while still connected to him), sometimes not being able to differentiate his own thoughts, feelings, and memories from Ethoâs. I really like the narrative imagery of Doc being haunted, both metaphorically from Destruction+Dont Let It Reach The Heart and literally physical in his system from Etho, hence the phrasing of Ghosts and Monstersâ
(Lyrics like âdid I leave that door open, is my mind gone?â Make me think of like. Doc, whose comfort and self identity come from having complete control over himself and knowledge of the things around him, is looking into his code and realizing that he doesnât recognize these bits of code that have been dumped into him. Very scary and unsettling for him I think. ALSO. The lyrics âStay awake / âcause iâm afraid theyâre cominâ for me when I / close my eyesâ make me think of DLIRTH when doc tries to go to sleep in chapter 3 when, as he begins to go into sleep mode, Ethoâs memories resurface in his subconscious and send him into a near-panic attack. ALSO ALSO, I think what really solidified this song for this part of the playlist for me was the scream after the songâs bridge. It always gives my really intense and vivid imagery of doc like. Reliving ethoâs death and gripping his head. Something something waking up from a nightmare and knowing that it was all real)
âEtho is the ghost in his code and the monster under his bed that Doc canât shake no matter what he does. This sentiment carries really well into the next song, Software Greatman, which explicitly spells out these themes (with the chorus being: ââI donât know how to get over this thing / âcause itâs always there / And every time I go back into myself / itâs just waiting thereâ) really well I think :)















