#dawntalks

Kesha has a ghost hunting show coming out in July, my humanity is restored, glitter has been injected into my veins

stop putting that silly AI otter pup creature on my dash. have you all no respect for real otters not to mention real photography

Genuinely still learning how to enjoy life. No one taught me how, my parents were always in a state of lack, never going out or seeing friends or doing self care or doing anything for themselves or projects for our house or our family, it was always only helping others. I have to learn from media and my friends to figure out that I can spend money on frivolous things, I can go out even if I have work the next day. I can plan trips for myself, I can have someone else do my nails a random fun color. It’s hard sometimes.

Sometimes it really does feel like me and my little computer games against the world

Crazy how in life, cycles and themes and types of people and events will repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat

I feel like I was really in flow when I was in university, on my campus. Going to class, getting work done in between classes, eating quickly at the dining halls, having dinner with friends, going to meetings or dance rehearsals every night, working out at the uni gym as reward/destresser after a tough assignment or test. Even just having my friends within a small radius was so nice. I briefly had that experience this spring in Spain, lowkey being converted to a city girl.. all amenities and my friends within a mile or two is a game changer. I just gotta find the right city

Anything I post that seems to be related to the submarine is not, I queued it probably over a month ago. I don’t want to engage in that topic, it saddens me. But I will still post about the ocean etc