I continuously think of you during the day and throughout the night, even in my dreams. I toss and turn and pray for days spent with you, nights laid up with you. One day I hope to be yours and to be forgiven to be in bed with Finley to my chest while i’m resting against your shoulder. I miss you dearly. I miss you in the deepest way possible. I absolutely ache for you and for your acceptance. There are nights where I can do nothing but sob but there are days where I can do nothing but smile. You are the piece of this world that will someday bring the brightest light. You’re gorgeous. So fucking precious. In time perhaps I’ll hold your hand and show you just how much you have to offer. I’m not aware of where we stand and it doesn’t matter at this point. You’ve got me on bent knees and begging lips. I love you more than anyone can comprehend. More than anyone has ever shared love. I love you so passionately my heart can not keep up with beatings. I’m truly so thankful to have known you and to have at least have you touched my heart. God knew exactly what he was doing when he brought me to you. Your birthday is soon. As well as our anniversary. My handsome prince I just want you to be happy. I just want you to be loved and healthy and cherished. It’s all you deserve. It’s all I desire for you. My baby boy. Ugh. Thank you for giving me your heart and letting me grasp something so delicate and filled with so much freedom and bliss. Thank you. My precious peach. I fucking can’t dare to think anything more than the fact that you’re perfect and I’m so thankful for you. It literally makes me so happy and makes me smile deeper than anything else when I think of you. When I reread our messages. When I breathe your name and relive our memories. Soon. baby, soon. God bless you. I pray for you so fucking much and I promise you that you’re going to be something so brilliant and please do not ever forget that. You’ve got this. You do. No matter the weather, you’re the one to change this earth and finally make it something worth living in. My handsome prince. My baby. Please do not forget I love you more than life. You’re so fucking perfect baby boy. Happy birthday, happy day that we are all so thankful for because jfc we couldn’t do this without you. I love you baby. I love you endlessly..
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