#datining

I know I'm a broken record, but she is easily the most beautiful girl in the entire world. I care about her like I've never cared for anyone before, but she doesn't know it. I want to tell her, and was planning on it very soon, but I won't be in Cleveland for a while and I don't want to tell her over a text message or a phone call. I have to tell her in person. I have to. She's the most wonderful person I've ever met and she deserves nothing less than the best. I know I probably won't be saying anything soon, but I can't help but wonder what she'll say. Surprisingly, to me at least, I don't absolutely think she'll say, "no". I don't know what she'll say, but I think there's a chance she'll say, "yes". This is crazy for me, considering I've never asked because I always thought the answer would be a "no". Honestly, I don't know how our relationship will go in the next few months. I'm just going to go with the current and when the time is right, whether or not I'm back at Lee at the time, tell her how I feel and hopefully ask her out.