#dashpoetry

At times I think about all that this flesh has went through

What it will go through

and How it will go through it.

No one really knows, so I make healthy decisions.

I've collected some unwanted things

and I've claimed an amount I can count

I'm no longer ashamed

and I walk withouth doubts.

This pound of flesh

was blessed with the rest

by the good Lord Himself

so I shall slow down down my pace

take this bag from my face

I'm the architect of my own disaster, but I construct it as well as I play it.

Sometimes I fade away in the simplest moments..

Then reality sets back in at the worst dissapointments.

I play my role well, but the story is not over yet.

I don't usually give my all, being that I"m so imperfect.

I don't wanna set myself up for failure, because after that comes reject.

I'll give you myself, if you give your ultimate answer.

But someone stopped that , and then came betrayal.

Spite filled me entirely; consumed me and made me tribal.

I shedded some salt, but now I'm free.

Because everyone knows that you get what you see.

I want to be with you, but not anymore.

To cherish, respect, and faithfully love.

You're my odessy; that I only want and go for.

This sh*t that happened; Conspiracy that tore us apart

If nothing but a "Lesson In The Making" , encouraging a new start.

As the days pass me by, you become my priority.

My life and words. My little minority.

Everyone's fallacy, means nothing to me.

As the days pass me by, my feelings grow stronger.

For you and only you, my heart takes a plunder..

into the depth of love, which I continuously drown in.

The heavens from above, my love I send.

To you as my gift, no a prophecy.

Because you and me baby, were meant to be.

My hands ache to touch you one more time.

As the days pass me by, I get stronger and stronger.

My heart not fully healed, but my thoughts no longer. .

contain the desire , that I craved so bad.

My mind getting bolder. My thoughts wicked , but sad.

Because of the things I wont be able to do..

Who would have ever thought that it would come to this? Such a twisted ending in a foggy mist. .

It's a tragedy of somekind, but a lesson in my mind.

Whose to say that I can't overcome these calamities ?

Whose to tell me I can't dream what I dream.?

I've fought too many battles and said more than I can swallow , but I'm the only one drowning in this sea of sorrow.

They've told me to slow down. I've ignored the countless sayings.

I've lost more than I've found. I don't like this game I'm playing.

They say keeping your eyes on the prize will be bring you riches.

but it's going to take more than that for me to make it.

I say mistakes take you far, and learning gives you knowledge.

To achieve you'll sometimes fall, a matter of faith and where you started.

I get different vibes wherever I go. Am I physically going insane ? I don't know.

My nightmares keep me pushing. My vision belongs to ME.

Nothing's wrong with looking, as long as you see. .

Take me as I am, Listen to my voice.

This is onloy the beginning, an everlasting choice.

I never thought that I would get this far, but far is not enough.

I wanna go OUT THERE where it's wild and rough.

I gotta pick up the pieces, start believeing, continue to dream, because soon , I'm leaving.

It's a shame of what I'm leaving behind, but I gotta be strong, keep a sharp mind.

They told me it would happen, they told me to be brave.

I saw through your eyes, the rules I betrayed.

Whose to say this is the life I'm taking.?