Your ability to remain unphased with things is extremely commendable. But it’s such a relief to hear I can’t chase you away because you’re a person I always want around. I am okay! I didn’t ask anyone else and no one asked me. I want to be completely honest with you about everything though because I respect you and you deserve it and we are friends who should be able to tell each other anything! I did have feelings for you and Lyss before break and I was pretty conflicted with it and what to do. But after break and after the party and I know it was just games and almost everyone was participating I just realized that I really really like you.
Thanks, it’s one of my favorite things about myself! Okay, awesome, honesty is fun! In all honesty, I could tell you had feelings for Lyssa, and I’m not upset or surprised about that! She’s incredible, everyone in the world should be in love with her at least a little bit. You never really seem conflicted about that though? Or at least, not to me, because you never talked to me about any of this so it seemed like you’d decided on which one of us to focus crushing on and it wasn’t me. You say the break and the games did it but that doesn’t really tell me what changed your mind. Lyssa’s the same person she’s always been and so am I, so if it wasn’t something we did over break, what made you ‘realize’? Like, I’m sorry Lyssa and I are both great and I’m sure that liking both of us was confusing but liking someone who liked your friend and then seemingly randomly decided they liked you instead is confusing too and so I just want to understand why before I let myself get too stupidly happy about what you’re saying! Because I'm starting to get too happy but I want to make sure we're on the same page first!
