#darsy

I thought that after ep 6, the friendship between Pomni and Jax would only get stronger... But I was wrong. The almost final scene where Pomni and Jax argue really hit me deep. I honestly believed it would all end somewhat okay… But no.. I didn’t expect their friendship to break so suddenly and that Jax would actually betray Pomni

When he said they were never really friends, that he didn’t care when others fall apart, and that all the characters were just his toys, I was freaking out. I could expect almost anything from him, but not that.

With every minute, I started losing hope that he could actually be good. But you know what they say: hope dies last. I still hoped until the very end that they’d show some good side of him, and in that scene at the end when Jax has a panic attack in the bathroom, I truly feel for him. I realized he truly regrets everything

Now I fully understand why he acted the way he did all this time. Maybe its obvious to some, but I got that he doesn’t want to get close to anyone again cause he’s scared to go through the pain he felt after losing his close friend Ribbit. That’s why he pushed Pomni away and said they were never friends.

Honestly, I think he’s a closed off person who hides all his pain behind a smile. So yeah, despite everything that happened between him and Pomni, I truly feel for Jax and I still love him. I really hope he doesn't abstract and that he’ll be okay...

Also, I actually teared up a bit after watching the ep… Huh yeah…

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That’s all for now. I’ll probably post more thoughts about the new ep soon.