#darcera

Top 5 characters

ok in terms of "how much fun i have engaging with fandom/fanworks" and not "favorite pieces of media"

5. the locked tomb. i like hearing everyone's #theories 4. bg3. so many good writers...... 3. critical role. liveblog experience 2. homestuck srry when the webcomic was still updating daily there was nothing more exciting. do you remember mspaprophet 1. taz. obviously. u are all my friends

and just me fave

Guess I'd go for "hübscher" like "na bist du nicht ein hübscher" which sounds pretty condescending but it'd be hard to do it pejoratively (?)

last one from this post:

Become an Avatar of The Web, not a good thing to share, but since both women of my family already assume I manipulate them and everyone around me despite the fact they’re the people that taught me how to survive with them through mymicking them... just let me own it then;

Consumed by The Buried, just take me already, you try and try and try and try, it’d be good to just finally lie down to be crushed, suffocated, done--

Gave a Statement about The Desolation, one of my dacha (out in the country house) neighbours was definitely some sort of a weird person, who did teach me how to set things on fire effortlessly, so if any sort of statement about Desolation came from my childhood it’d be on him

and a continuation! from this post:

Become an Avatar of The Lonely, but like, in the most bullshit of ways, making other Avatars uncomfortable;

Consumed by The Spiral, where despite me relating to the fun of aesthetics and transing my gender into the next dimension, my everyday struggles with my mental illness are more related to consumption my Spiral rather than relation to Lonely;

Gave a Statement about The Vast, me saving my lil sister from falling from third store inside of a shopping centre was the closest True Vast experience (even hanging by the scruff of my neck over the Black Sea almost falling into it didn’t feel as visceral) I had in my life, I suppose

thank you, Vex!! apologies that I’m responding only today, but it’s been hectic lately. asks referenced from this post:

Become an Avatar of The Corruption, and while you’d say becoming an avatar to something that produces sickness, filth and possibly weird types of insects is horrible... I know some sides to this ‘Fear’ that sound like me a bit more than Flesh;

Consumed by The Slaughter, since that’s the scariest part of my everyday intrusive thoughts;

Gave a Statement about The Flesh, and I don’t want to talk about it. can say it’s a statement interchangable with Corruption on its subject...

thank you!! from this post:

Become an Avatar of The Hunt, because I am less scared of being Hunted and more by how Hunt shapes me, and therefore controlling it to feed the Fear would be the best for both of us; 

Consumed by the Eye, that’s literally me and my everyday interactions with the world, being so terrified of how others See me and how I See to much of them... it’s why I’d either fight it or get. you know. munched on; 

Gave a Statement about The Stranger! and that’s a story of how I’ve spent 3 consecutive days following someone... Really Strange after school, like Anatomy Class Kids Strange, and on the third day they’ve gone away from the usual route and I almost got trapped in between two houses and that stranger turning back to me, and had to parkour (HA! more like climb out desperately with FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUT) my way out, and to this day have no idea if that was somethin I’ve dreamt up or it really did happen.

thank you Vex!! from TMA Entities Ask Meme:

The Extinction: Would you survive the apocalypse?maybe start it well… that really depends on a type of an apocalypse? also if I am with my family in the beginning of it, I am either sticking with them and doing everything in my power to keep the kids alive, or die protecting them. if I am alone though. hm.a very big ‘hm’ if I would survive it.

The Hunt: Would you be a monster hunter?how about a monster lover? which I already am, if you haven’t noticed. and I am… not sure? depends on what you define as monsters, and how you hunt them. sometimes you chase someone so they won’t be able to hurt themselves and so hurt others in the process… but I doubt that counts as monster hunting.