Please, Swallow Your Pride
Hey, guys! Long time no see! There was no prompt for this, I just watched Prom Queen earlier, and I just saw this in my head (along with another scene I’m hoping to post later in the week!) So, enjoy?..
TW: mentions of Sadie Hawkins, mentions of bullying
"Sorry, girls, if you'll excuse us, I have a private fashion question for Hummel." Santana smiled, reaching for Kurt's hand and dragging him over to a quieter area of the changing room.
Kurt grinned around at the others as he headed across, heart still beating wildly at the thought of taking Blaine to prom. Santana turned to face him and looked across to the others to make sure nobody was listening in.
"Have you really asked Blaine to the prom?"
"Well, yes, actually-"
"And did he tell you about last time?"
Kurt's smile faded as he recalled the conversation from Breadstix. "Yes. He told me a friend of his and a date had a run in with some bullies at the Sadie Hawkins dance."
Santana sighed with a harsh tut, rolling her eyes and throwing her head back in exasperation. "Of course he did."
Kurt furrowed his brow. "What do you mean? There weren't bullies-"
"Oh, there were bullies." Santana snorted. "But I'm guessing he didn't really tell you what happened."
"No, but I didn't think it was my place to ask."
Santana seemed to mull this over. "Look, it's not my place to tell you," She laid a hand on Kurt's arm, "but you deserve to know more. You need to ask my brother what happened, or get Nick to tell you, but prom's going to be a lot harder than he's making out. It's not something you can just get over like that." She clicked her fingers for emphasis.
Kurt was speechless, concern churning in his gut. Had he forced Blaine into this? What had happened in Westerville? Was prom really such a good idea?
"Can we get out of here before the shops shut?" Tina asked, snapping the duo out of their reflections. "I need to grab some shoes before we leave."
Santana smiled at the others. "Of course." She slid around Kurt, shooting him a glance as she passed.
"I-I'm going to head home." He voiced, not glancing back. "I've got a bit of a headache, but I'm sure you can all find some sensible footwear to match those gorgeous dresses." He forced on a smile and headed out towards the carpark before any of them had a chance to respond.
*
It took him barely half an hour to reach the Anderson residence, letting himself in with the spare key and following the sound of music along the corridor to Blaine's room, where said occupant was sat by his keyboard, pencil held tightly in his lips as his fingers danced across the keys.
"New Warbler arrangement?" Kurt asked to grab Blaine's attention once the song was over.
Blaine looked up, startled, and grinned when he saw the figure leant against the doorframe.
"That would be telling now, wouldn't it?" He grinned. "I thought you were out shopping with the girls." Kurt's smiled faded as he remembered why he had come here. "Did something happen? Santana didn't say something stupid now, did she?"
Kurt shook his head. "No, not something stupid." Blaine's face became serious. "She said I should ask you about Sadie Hawkins." There was a pause. "I don't want to push you into-"
"Don't you?" Anger flashed through hazel eyes, and Kurt was startled at this side to his boyfriend. "Because, being here, asking, it's like you want to know the gory details!"
"I want to help. I just want to know what happened so I can stop it happening at McKinley."
Blaine scoffed at that. "You can't stop it from happening at McKinley. Even Santana with her little Bullywhips campaign can't do anything about what happened. She should just keep her nose out of what doesn't concern her!"
"She wanted to help. She was just trying to-"
"Well, I don't want her help. Why don't you run back and tell her that?"
"I-" Kurt stammered.
"Just go, Kurt, please." Blaine was clearly trying to get his emotions back in order, turning back towards the piano, hands clenched in his lap.
Kurt turned on his heel and lef the house, heading back towards his. Sitting in the driveway, however, an idea formed his head, a brief recollection of what Santana had said, and he reversed back out, hitting the highway towards Dalton.
*
Nick looked up at the rapid tapping on his door, more than willing to drop the Shakespeare text he was trying to decipher.
"Come in."
He wasn't expecting the slim, brunette boy that stood at the door, but he beckoned him in anyway. It wasn't like he hadn't seen Kurt around the hallways before - hell, he'd sat next to him in German for most of the fall semester.
"Hey, Kurt. Looking for Blaine?"
"No, actually." Kurt settled on the edge of the bed. "I wanted to ask something. I was talking to Santana about prom, and she mentioned something about Sadie Hawkins."
Nick's face paled and he looked a little uncomfortable. "You should ask Blaine about that. It's really up to him-"
"I did!" Kurt yelled, before composing himself. "Sorry, I don't mean to yell. I've just been hearing all these things about the Sadie Hawkins in Westerville, but nobody will tell me any details. So instead I have these horror movies playing in my head, trying to fill in details however they can, and it's driving me crazy."
Nick offered a sympathetic smile. "I can tell you what I know, but you and Blaine need to discuss it properly, really. He told me you were going to prom, by the way - congratulations!"
Kurt smiled at that, but nodded for Nick to continue with the story.
"Blaine moved here straight after Sadie Hawkins, but I gather he'd been in the hospital for quite a while before that. Santana was there the day he moved in, and boy did she give me the evils the whole time I was helping move his stuff from the car. Then Jeff swung by at breaktime when we were unpacking and after she'd seen him stuff his tongue down my throat, I think we were OK." Nick smiled fondly at the memory.
"Anyway, it took me weeks to find out any of the details, and it was only because I invited him to the Warbler's Christmas Ball as my plus one. From what I gather, he was waiting outside with Fraser when three guys jumped them. Punches were thrown, I think one of them had a knife, and neither of them were conscious when the guys wandered away. It kind of guts your moral when you've only just come out, particularly with a dad like they have, but Santana seems to be a great big sister, despite all the scariness she comes with."
Kurt gave a small smile at that.
"But, besides that, Blaine didn't tell me too much, and I don't want to betray his trust. Look, I know stuff with you and Karofsky was bad, but as bullies go, there's a lot worse. Did you know Jeff has eight pins in his leg after the attention he got at his first high school? And I'm sure you've read about those kids that don't make it to graduation because someone decides to pick out a reason to hate them. I'm not trying to belittle it or anything, but you have to understand where Blaine's coming from as well."
Kurt nodded. "Thanks, Nick. I just- I needed to understand the background so I can understand him." Nick nodded. "I want to help him, I really do, but I can't do that if I'm going to end up putting my foot in it every time." Both boys were quiet for a while, until a vague disturbance sounded from the end of the hall. Kurt gestured blindly in the direction of the door. "I should leave you to whatever you were up to before I rudely interrupted. Besides, it sounds like Blaine's come back, and I'm guessing Santana's a little pissed as well."
Nick smiled. "Enjoy refereeing the family fight. And have fun at prom!" He added, as Kurt left with a wave.
*
"-don't get it. You weren't sitting there for two weeks waiting for your brother to wake up, or dealing with the worried looks the doctors tossed about when they stopped by to visit, or even the straight months of screaming when you finally did wake up, so don't tell me you get it!"
"We both lived it, San. You saw the aftermath, sure, and I've told you a million times I'm sorry, but I was there. I-"
"Don't let me stop you." Both the Anderson siblings had frozen, staring at the newcomer stood in the doorway. "Or do you want me to leave here as well?"
"Kurt, I-" Blaine paused. "I'm sorry for the way I treated you earlier. I shouldn't have shouted. I just don't like having to relieve that winter or really think about that. It was darkness, and I don't want it to be part of what we have."
"It's part of your past, Blaine. You can't change that, and no matter how hard you try and deny it, it's going to have an impact on you, and us, OK? But that doesn't mean we can't move past it."
"Why do you always know the right thing to say?" The younger boy smiled, stepping forward, his eyes shining with unshed tears.
"It's a talent."
Santana snorted at that, but neither boy seemed to hear her. As the two settled in for a kiss, she cleared her throat. "I'll leave you guys to it, then. Just don't be late for cheerio practice tomorrow, Hummel." She moved her gaze to her younger brother. "I'm sorry for the agro, I just worry, OK? I'm not going to forget any of it in a hurry, and if you're going to go back to a school dance, I thought Kurt deserved to know." She turned heel and left the room.
After all, Blaine was her little brother. That little bundle of curls and joy that never stopped buzzing around as a kid, jumping up onto the furniture and singing his heart out. She'd always been there for him, and then some kids had stomped in and-
She was cut from her thoughts by a hand on her shoulder. She turned to see her brother where he'd clearly chased her down the corridor, no longer the little bean with bright hazel eyes she'd once raced to the cornerstore when they'd broken into Cooper's piggy bank. She raised an eyebrow.
"I'm not mad at you. Maybe I was, at first, but you're right - Kurt needed to know, and now that he does, it feels a lot better. So thanks."
"I did good?" She asked, harking back to a childhood long ago as she pulled her brother in for a hug.
Her brother smiled, clearly remembering the same nights, hidden under blanket forts in torchlight. "You did good, 'Tana."
Best wishes, Dannah :)














