#danieller0se

This is the only damn social media platform he doesn't follow me on so here y'all go with my damn emotions. Fricking hell he even follows my spam on ig. I'm so fricking head over heels for this boy and I'm just trying to move on but I can't and I don't know how. It's usually so easy for me to but I can't with this boy. I fell hard. Idk what's happening and it's tearing me apart. He's such a good person with a good soul. I'm trying to tell myself all the stuff I don't like about him, but they're not enough to kill the way I feel.

I hate the way I think sometimes. It makes me upset and confused and I just don’t know what to do.

There's this battle where im about to put those damn walls back up but im so emotionally invested that they dont wanna come back up.

Ok yea im getting to the point where i feel as if i irritate my friends talking about him

I want to get you out of my head but everytime I see you my heart starts to race

Sometimes I wonder if you even really care or if you're just waiting for me to break

Im so happy right now like??? Woow! These feelings have been going very smoothly and things are gradually getting to a better place. This is great. God is good.