#dana's

"We love you Dana, and we miss you every day.

ive been friends w this guy since 2015 and at some point of time in our friendship we got super close like we treated each other like beat friends, wrote each other notes and the VERY LAST NOTE we wrote to each other in 2016 we BOTH keep in our wallets now. Like he's got my note in his and i have his in mine.

we graduated from secondary sch and went to different junior colleges and we'll end up in different unis but every year since we graduated we meet up least once a year (usually 1st jan) to have a meal and watch a movie

at some point of time in 2015 i had a crush on him in which he rejected bec he liked someone else. In 2016 when i was dating someone else he liked me and ofc it was just kinda messy in general

We're meeting up more often now actually, esp since we have no mutual friends so everytime we go out its just the two of us, and he's rich and i can kinda afford it so our outings are a little bougee sometimes but im not complaining.

For 3 years straight, he's given me presents like a glass eiffel tower with fairy lights, scrunchies, toys like an eevee and limitee edt moana tsumtsums from australia, paid for a ton of my meals even tho it wasnt a specific occasion nor my birthday, for my 21st this year he gave me a pandora necklace.

and i feel comfortable around him. he's one of my constants i took away from sec sch bec it was a bad time in my life and i really didnt take away many friends from there so he is SUCH a gem to me.

but i fear that he never moved on, i mean this in the most genuine way possible, bec i never want to hurt him.

hi hun!

i am alive and well but there are some things i’d like to explain and announce.

things haven’t been easy. i’ve been on a rollercoaster with my mental health, struggling with a tense relationship with my parents and feeling the stress from both school work and dancing. i don’t know if i have the time to write anymore and my love for writing is slowly depleting. and with that, i’d just like to account for it.

ok so-- fuck the jan projected releases

i’m taking a break from the gen z series cause my ideas for tbz are a lil’ too diluted/exhausted. i have SOME idea of the stories but they haven’t materialised in my head, and i don’t ever post anything that i cannot visualise.

so, my apologies if you’re waiting on gen z - i just don’t want to put out a piece that’s less than satisfactory. 

meanwhile i will shift back to working on some ateez novels (art of being human) and releasing a stray kids lee know/minho fic. 

the stray kids minho fic will have a similar format to hostis (ie live updates according to how occupied i am. hostis was updated about 1 chapter every 1-2 weeks so this should follow). genre/title/no. of chapters tbc.