In the midst of organizing my (newly-acquired-from-Pattaya) wardrobe, I decided to try on a couple of jeans I hadn't worn in a while - because come on, who wears jeans in this weather right? Well, after the second pair, I stopped. I felt and looked horrible. Didn't feel like anything suited me anymore. Wanted to throw everything away. [I didn't though. I'm a hoarder. I don't throw stuff away.] Anyway, much like last time when I felt like the laziest piece of shit on earth, here I am again...feeling like the ugliest piece of shit on earth. But hey, good thing I've learned to relativize. There are days when I feel like a boss ass bitch and NOTHING's gonna stop me (actually that's most days 😏). And then there's today: I'm tired and thought playing dress up was going to be fun. But it wasn't and my morale's gone down the gutter, right next to my ego. And you know what? I think it's okay too. There are days when you feel like shit and think you look like one too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Life, ups and downs and all the blah blah. For the record, I'll just leave morale and ego down there for tonight. No selfies, no pictures of me. Humility is good too. Peace out ✌🏽 #dalaiAina (at Huai Khwang District)
