#daiwrites

One day you’ll meet someone They’ll taste like safety and freedom all in one and if you Lose them it will feel like the sun died but don’t forget to breath they are just one star in a black ocean.

My first time was a a back alley affair Next to a dumpster against a wall Letting my breath warm cold brick I was happy to get it over with And I don't remember his name But this time is different I will remember taking your virtue I will remember you You dont forget being inside someone you love The way you shiver and have to stop every five minutes The way you insisted on putting rose petals every everywhere And lighting all these candles Yes I have had better ass but I wouldn't wanna fuck anyone else Not now Not ever

A friend thinks the word faggy is a fun word to say Not the slur part of it just the way it is rolls off the tongue. He repeats it laughing at it and another friend joins in And I do what I always do Staple my tongue to the top of my mouth And relearn the virtue of silence But Dionysus is not a quiet God He bellow to me about how even good people need their teeth nocked out sometimes About how I have never been this quiet About how when people fail to see the large cat behind your eyes, it’s best to show them your claws But I keep my tongue tied And chose to worship the suffering god by suffering my self He doesn’t take the offering of pain and chides me “when I am torn apart i scream and rebirth myself in ecstasy When you are torn apart you stay in pieces Hoping no one sees your pain” I shed a tear The God left And the laughter continued

"Lets put hozier on Cuddle until we're not broken anymore Until the sun goes back to sleep Until the gods tell us to part Until love is enough to make us whole" " so forever" "yes forever"