#daires

I am at a great loss, I feel uneasy and burdened.

I have so much potential, but few opportunities, i was to be great, but my limits, whatever society is throwing at me, it's just suffocation, I want freedom, and the sky, but all I am in right now, is underwater. 

at first, I was willingly to be silenced, more like happy, because I knew it's just a period of time, in the end, I will be noticed, my time will come. I feel so much shame feeling this way, but I am human too, my feelings matter too, no matter how strong you feel I can be.

in the end, I have desires, I have hopes, I have "DREAMS". I have something to offer too, I have a lot to do too, it's always someone's turn but me because I am the *understandable* child. 

being a third child culture, in a world, or even a community that won't accept me as their own, itself is a huge burden. we sacrificed a lot... who am I kidding, it's our own fault, we did this to ourselves, we have the sky as a limit, we choose the ground hoping for tomorrow's sky.