Today I made a decision to return back to blogging!

With the birth of my second son Jonah, & with the growth of my photography business, I put a few things on the back burner that I would love to finally return to.

If you followed me months, or even years back & you still follow me, I thank you for being patient.

If this is your first time stumbling across this blog, I hope that you may enjoy and relate with the ideas, topics and most importantly photos that I will be sharing with you guys!

As for my photography business it has prospered beyond measure and I thank God for all the blessings I have been receiving!

Here is a photo of myself if you have forgotten how I look (haha) and please check out my instagram @raw_visuals_ .

Thank you!

Jess

Every now and then, shut down and take a pause.

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Don't be afraid to fall.

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Halo teman, apa kabarmu?

Puji syukur bila kamu baik

Aku? Luar biasa!

Selama di rumah, aku melenggangkan tanganku

Dengan tinta hitam kuliukkan

Huruf demi huruf

Kata demi kata

Kalimat demi kalimat

Menjadi suatu rangkaian luas

Yang kupercaya dapat mengubah dunia!

Apa kamu percaya?

Aku senang bila kamu mengangguk

Sekarang giliranku ya

Bagaimana denganmu?

Tekun sekali dirimu

Mari kita tolehkan kepala

Lihat! Soal - soal itu menunggu untuk dikerjakan!

Bagaimana denganku? Apa aku ikut?

Ah... mungkin sesekali saja ya

Jalanku dan jalanku ‘kan berbeda

Aku senang bila kita saling mengerti

Karena kenyataannya

Pengertian itu sulit sekali didapatkan

-By me, on my depression state.

Senyum rasa pahit

Ketika hati mulai ambau

Namun kau menepuk pundakku seraya berkata,

“Pagi ini terasa indah!”

Senyum rasa pahit

Ketika pikiran mulai racau

Aku terduduk lemas, dan kau menghampiriku

“Siang ini aku mendapat hadiah.”

Senyum rasa pahit

Ketika rasionalitas mulai parau

Dan akal sehat tidak peka dengan rasa, kau berkata,

“Sore ini aku bahagia! Tidakkah kau berpikir demikian?”

Senyum rasa pahit

Ketika jiwa mulai diratap galau

Dan tidak ada tongkat yang menopang langkahku,

Kau berkata pada malam hari,

“Esok hari akan kembali seperti sediakala.”

Lantas, tersenyumlah diriku tanpa kata,

Dengan rasa sepahit kencur tanpa gula

Aku mulai merasa gila

Blank is full

It is white

Yet so pure

It is a blind beauty

No one could see it

Except the one who kindly looks for it

staring a lonely ceiling in my dark room,

who supposed to be the only thing who knew that,

a person who tried to set all her fake smile,

a person who tried to understand what friendship is,

a person who tried is it better for me to be alone,

or not?

Thus, whilst I'm hoping myself for knocking out my mind,

You came all the way here from elisium