Daily Rumbles
Today in my Econ professor’s office:
“Shut the door, I have a good and a bad news.”
“My old assistant is back, so unfortunately I don’t need an extra assistant now..but I would still like to write a recommendation letter for you if you need.”
“Oh that’s fine with me.”
“Also, how are you?”
“Hmm I am fine??”
“No.. how old are you?”
... I was a little creeped out if my econ professor was capable of telepathy of knowing my emotional status lately....
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On the way to Chinatown to get Guilin noodles for dinner
Saw a Chinese dude just sitting on the front prouch of a house, counting bundles of marijuna out of his plastic bags, out in the daylight. Probably the value could be over 10K bucks.
I thought I was already used to the Bay Area
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My gaming roommate just adopted a cat.
Her name is Lollipop, though we are thinking about to change the name since in Chinese it’s kinda erotic haha.
She is this sweet whole black 2 month old kittie, who purrs a lot when I hold her <3
She def sheds some light in my life during this toughest period.
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My Econ professor thinks I should transfer ASAP, so if I am crazy enough for the next few months and next semester, finishing all my unites, I would have no life at all but possibly I could already transfer to Berkeley hopefully.
Working hard everyday and staying busy.
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It’s only the night times when my mind is not occupied by studies, it will be occupied by something else which drags me to this dark emotional state..
Doping on melatoni doesn’t help at all.
