#dailyming

I think this post simplifies it in a pretty nice way. :)

My first kiss when I was in love (not that moment, but afterwards) was during school camp in 3th grade in High school, about 3 years ago. There was a boys camp and one for the girls. But as all teenagers do, we sneaked to each other in the middle of the night. The boys came to the girls camp. When we arrived there, the teachers heard us talkin’ and came to our camps. The boys had to go back to their camp.  Except for one. Me. I’ve never been very tall, the girls had hidden me under pillows and sheets. (I thought all the guys were hidden) so when the pillows and sheets above me disappeared I was just lonely, with all the girls o.o’’ that was not on purpose! i thought we were having fun with all the classmates,but all the boys were gone. Then i realized that i couldn’t go back, because the teachers camp was between the two camps,  so i stayed in the girls camp. Nobody had an extra pillow or sheets for me so i had to share one with someone else.., but in the end i got a pillow and all the bags of the girls as kind of a sheet c: it was okay. when i lied down, i saw the roof of the tent i was looking and thinking a lot then i turned to my side and then i was surprised by long curled blonde hair. I didn’t expected it so i screamed a little. (i can’t scream at all. it sounded so stupid) a few girls woke up then and so did she, (the owner of the hair).  I said sorry, and that they should continue sleeping. I couldn’t sleep. I forgot my mobile phone, and i was bored. Then I began to touch the blonde curled hair. hair doesn’t have feelings, as long i didn’t pulled on it, she wouldn’t notice it.  I fletched her curly hair. I wondered how it became so naturally curly , but I continued fletching her hair, when all of a sudden she turned to her side. I was still holding her hair, and she felt that I was holding her hair. She woke up and turned to me and said, ‘is it fun?’ I said,’oh uhm I’m sorry.. Your hair is like wool of a sheep’ and she responded, ‘WHAT?!’ then I apologized again …  Then she lied down, and didn’t looked at me again (probably she was mad), I lied down and I felt screwed up. I  didn’t had feelings for her that time. Her pillow was oppositing my pillow, our heads almost touched each other. There were we laying, then she raised her hand high in the sky, and her hand landed on my pillow, next to my head. I didn’t moved and kept watching her hand. Then I put my cheek on her hand, and I did regret it immediately, her hand was ice cold! I was almost about to scream again! But I could stop myself from screaming just on time. She said,’cold isn’t it?’ I said, ‘YES IT IS!, HOW IT COMES?!’ she answered me, ‘I’m always cold at nights.’ I held her hand, and kept it warm. She said that it felt good, and turned her pillow and sheets next to me. Then we were laying next to each other. She had a pillow and a sheet, and I had just a pillow and some bags of the girls as my sheet haha. Those bags weren’t that warm and comfortable haha. I still kept her hand warm, and quietly moved to her side, under her sheet. And the moment I got next to her, she pushed me away :c So I rolled back to my spot. Still as cold as before. Then she put her sheet up high in the sky again and said, come quickly! I was so happy and rolled next to her, said thankyou and I hold her hand again. My left hand holding her right hand. And then I said, ‘shall I warm your other hand too?’ she said,’okay, but don’t let my other hand go.’ So I still got her right hand in my left hand, and I was about to take her left hand with my right hand, but that’s impossible.. I was falling on her, probably laying on her.. I said,’uhm.. this is awkward, this doesn’t work.’ Then I rolled back to my spot and took her right hand again with my left hand, and then I began tickling her on her belly. She didn’t expected it and shook like a cat falling in water. We kept laying there for hours and hours. And then I turned to my side and so did she. I looked in her beautiful blue eyes and so did she. We kept laying there and talking. And when we were so tired and about to sleep. I kissed her without announcing it. I put my index finger on her mouth and smiled to her. Then I put my arms around her and we felt asleep. That was pretty much my first kiss. (when we woke up, she was still warm. When her friend came to her and touched her that friend said,’hey, you’re not cold, that’s weird’ then she looked at me, and I smiled back. We two knew how it came that she wasn’t cold. Our little secret.)