#daffyxtalks

i went back to my home country and spent pretty much all of december traveling. i finally got to see my family after almost 5 years, and honestly… it made me so emotional. moments like that really remind you how important it is to be close to your loved ones and have family around. this trip meant so much to me and is easily one of the most memorable ones i’ll ever have 🕊️

that’s why i was ia and missed out on so many tannies updates…but trust me, i was still sneaking in every now and then 👀 and YES, i literally screamed when bighit announced the album and tour dates 😭😭 no shame hehe!!!

now that i’m back in the states, it’s time to catch up properly…starting with my lovely, coupley jikook and their are you sure episodes 💘 i’ll be spending my weekend watching and catching up. if you don’t mind sharing, pls pls let me know where i can watch ays for free 🥺👉👈 thank you in advance!

i hope you all had the loveliest christmas and new year with your loved ones. i missed you sooo much and can’t wait to talk, scream, and gush about jikook with you again very soon 🩷

~ daffy 🥰🎀🕊️

my very first BTS concert experience (5/2 & 5/3) — two magical nights i’ll carry with me forever 💌🪽

oh my gosh, after 3 days i’m finally back at my place and feeling settled again, though the pcd is still hitting hard, i wanted to write a detailed reflection on my very first BTS concert experience, this is purely my emotions and feelings written down from the heart..if you’re an army experiencing a BTS concert for the first time, you’re definitely in for something so special because i was completely bedazzled and mesmerized by the boys 🥰

~ for day 1, i went with an arirang-themed outfit with red and white aesthetics, and honestly i was so happy with how it turned out ✨ not to mention, i didn’t take any pictures that day because i was way too excited to see the boys lol 😭 this was the photo i took after the concert ended…and lookie, the moon looked so pretty🌙

~ and for day 2, i went with a jungkook golden album themed outfit, and i was completely in awe of how it turned out ✨ i got so many compliments on it too, which made me so happy 🥹the reason i chose golden as my outfit inspiration is because jungkook was the one who first opened the doors to this magic shop for me. and now, after a decade, i’m still here with him and the boys 💛 so it felt like a little tribute to his golden album and to all the love i have for him ♡

and now… where do i even start 😭 oh my gosh, i still can’t believe arirang happened. i saw BTS with my own real eyes, i was breathing the same air as them, and it all felt like a dream..it truly hit me when Hooligan started..that was the moment i got chills seeing bangtan on stage ✨ for day 1, i was row 2 upper level, and for day 2, row 13… yet i still felt super close, close enough to see my seven angels 🥹 the girl who once only dreamed of seeing her idols was now standing in the purple ocean, singing, dancing, and living her dream 💜 i was completely mesmerized seeing them, and let me tell you… THEY LOOK LIKE ANGELS 🧚🏻‍♀️

i was absolutely astonished by their immense, exquisite visuals… they looked ten times more radiant and ethereal in real life 😭✨ and then came the moment i saw jungkook during the idol walk, right in front of my section…that was when i knew i had to cherish it with my own eyes, so i didn’t even take a video…

there he was— jungkook with his golden skin, flawless height and proportions, singing and dancing so gracefully in his own element, he was glowing, luminous, with sweat glistening on him, and it truly felt like the most beautiful, almost unreal moment for any jungkookie girlie 🥹 i’m so proud i got to witness him with my own eyes!! jungkookie is so tall and striking, so bright, and so genuinely himself…he’s exactly how we see him in lives and run BTS episodes..warm, playful, endearing, effortlessly charming 🐰✨ i could see how joyful he was on stage, carrying the same comforting energy he gives us during lives, such a bunny boy oh my gosh… i could write an entire novel about him!!!

these are the pictures i took of him, and i’m so happy i captured the cutest jungkook pics ever 🥹😭💌 i’m going to treasure these forever ♡

part of me still couldn’t believe that i got to see my jikook… my jungkookie, my kookmin, the loves of my entire life 😭💘 the babies were so cute and so fond of each other. oh my gosh, they were perfect… truly perfect for each other, matching each other’s vibes so naturally.

jungkook looked so endeared by jimin and all his charm, and jimin looked so full of love seeing his jungkookie so happy 🥹 jungkook’s eyes were always following jimin, trust me 😭 i was so happy and literally screaming every time i saw jikook being jikook ajsjjsksjsks

sharing these pictures because they’re so special to me & I want you guys to live through my pics 😭💌🌙🪽🧚🏻‍♀️

kim namjoon bias wrecked me on day 1 😭 that man is so tall and powerful yet so delicate with his words and actions… he was exactly how i imagined him. at one point i genuinely had to pause and breathe because he’s just so beautiful & seokjinie oh my gosh 🥹😭 worldwide handsome for a reason baby… his visuals, his aura, those lips—everything was just unreal, i feel so lucky to have seen him…and yoongi was too cute to handle 😭 i still keep looping the video of him dancing in tiny when dionysus played as a surprise song… his gummy smile and little mannerisms were just way too adorable for me to handle 🥹💜 …hoseok absolutely destroyed me on day 2 😭 that man is the definition of a bias wrecker in the best way. he was so hot, so bright, so full of energy… “i’m your hope, you’re my hope” hits so different in real life 😭 i really won the bangtan lottery & jimin?? woahhh 😭 he’s literally an angel, a fallen angel. everyone was bias wrecked by him on both day 1 and 2… he was just breathtaking, no other words and tae was such a cutie 😭 so chaotic and playful, his presence alone made everyone so happy. he was goofy and hot at the same time like how is that even possible 💀💜 jungkookie was so so sooo cute and angelic,,,my baby, my sugar plum, my love, my heart awieeee i love him soooo much!!!

the whole concert felt more like a festival to me…so much fun, happiness, and pure serotonin. my first BTS concert experience was honestly magical and unforgettable, they really are my first loves 🌹 i’m so happy to be an army for over 10 years and many more to come. if you have an upcoming BTS concert, you’re going to have the best time of your life!!!

• 💜 OT7 girlie — because each member holds a piece of my heart. From Jin’s warmth to Taehyung’s artistry, from Hobi’s sunshine to Yoongi’s quiet strength, from RM’s wisdom to Jimin and Jungkook’s connection — I treasure all of them.

• 💫 Jikook is my soft spot — not just for the moments we see, but for the history they’ve built over the years. From the early days when Jimin was constantly cheering Jungkook on, to JK growing into someone who quietly and deeply looks out for Jimin… it’s a dynamic filled with care, balance, and subtle affection.

• ☕ Favorite Jikook moment? Easy — Run BTS Ep. 45 – Bangtan Café.

That tender second when Jungkook brings a coffee cup to Jimin’s lips and gently coaxes him to drink — it’s not just cute, it’s layered. The ease, the trust, the intimacy in such a simple gesture speaks volumes. It’s the kind of moment you don’t forget because it feels real.

No performance, just instinct. That one move felt like decades of silent understanding wrapped into a single sip.

• 📝 I’m here for the glances that last a beat too long, the background interactions that say more than words, the inside jokes, the shared laughter — all the things that make Jikook feel so them.

• 🎨 This blog is where I collect all the soft chaos, the late-night thoughts, the fan theories, gifs, and moodboards that feel like home. Think of it as a cozy Jikook scrapbook with OT7 threads woven through.

• 🌙 I don’t claim to know them, but I do admire what they’ve shared with us — as individuals and as a group. BTS taught me that love — whether between friends, found family, or the bond you build with yourself — can be healing, powerful, and beautifully quiet.