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Lucanis Dellamorte had always been a light sleeper.
Even before the sleep deprivation debacle in those early days at the Lighthouse, the ability to wake at the slightest sound was something demanded of all Crows, and he had been no exception, since the knives they didnât wield often came in the dead of night. Though he slept more soundly now with Rook at his side than he ever had before, small noises had continued to have him cracking open an eye. Heâd even thought the ability to pick out sound in his sleep would give him an advantage as a new father.
Heâd been entirely unprepared for precisely how true that was.Â
It wasnât just the cries that woke him. It was everything. Every coo, every sigh, every gurgle, whimper, and all the other noises he was learning newborns could make had his eyes flying open to listen, more intently than he ever had in his life.
Nor was it just the sounds coming from the cradle. The whisper of a curtain fluttering in an open window had him listening for footsteps following itâan old, familiar noise that had always woken him, but one that had taken on a horrifying new context since he, the First Talon of the Antivan Crows, now had an heir. The pop of a log in the fire had him listening for the nearby rug to catch fire. The groan of the old Villa had him waiting for it to collapse on top of them all.
Lucanis did not know how the eight Houses had survived so long, because assassination training applying itself to the innate hypervigilance of parenthood should have left legions of his peers dead. What madness had convinced him this was a good idea?
Sighingâquietly, lest he wake anyoneâhe ran a hand over his face, scrubbing fingers over aching eyes. Turning his head on his pillow, he looked at Rook beside him, so deeply asleep she didnât move when he reached over and brushed some of her hair out of her face. He trailed gentle fingers down her jaw, glad that her color had mostly returned. The amount of blood sheâd lost still haunted him, but it seemed the healers and their potions had been worth every one of the sovereigns heâd paid for them.
They hadnât stopped him from listening carefully to every noise she made too.
Lucanis looked back to the bedâs canopy overhead and closed his eyes.
It felt like less than five minutes had passed when noises from the nearby cradle caused them to pop back open. The sounds werenât distressed just⌠there. Lucanis waited, but they didnât stop. Rook stirred.
He took the onus of slipping from the bed like the Crow he was, since it wasnât like he had actually slept these last three days. Learning to live with Spite at the Lighthouse had prepared him for this, at least.
The baby was fine, he found, when he approached the fine cradle he had once laid in himself. She didnât need changing, and it was too soon to wake Rook to feed her. She wasnât even fussing. She was simply awake.
The apple, it seemed, didnât fall far from the tree.
âVaya conmigo, mija,â he whispered to his daughterâthat amazing word still feeling foreign on his tongueâand picked her up. âDeja que mamĂĄ duerma.â
Though she made a few small noises in protest, she settled down once he held her to the bare skin of his chest. He covered her carefully in one of the many nearby blankets he had knit in pure anxiety throughout Rookâs pregnancy. Then he crept from the room, the very image of the specter he kept imagining coming through his own window.
Since it was the middle of the night, the Villa was quiet. Lucanis found it more peaceful than he ever had, even with Spite following at a distance, doing nothing but watching him. Maybe it was the slow, gentle bounce in his steps that soothed him as much as it was intended for her, or maybe it was the light yet unbelievably enormous weight of the tiny miracle he held in his arms. Either way, he found the walls of this place no longer pressed in on him quite as severely as they had since his return a few years ago.
In fact, he was feeling strangely nostalgic as he strolled through these halls stroking his daughterâs impossibly soft hair, his eyes on the portraits lining the walls. He murmured to her in his mother tongue the whole while, pointing out things as he went, even though he knew she was much too young to understand.
Two portraits side-by-side near Caterinaâs rooms made him draw to a halt. He turned, so his daughterâs eyes might find them too.
âMira, mija. Tu bisabuela y todos sus hijos. ÂĄCuĂĄntos!â
Lucanis remembered having the same thought the last time he had seen them all in one place, as their many pyres burned brightly against the night sky after House Dellamorte had been brought to its knees. Caterina was the only one in that portrait to survive.
Kissing the top of his daughterâs head, he tore his eyes from the painting and stepped in front of the second, observing this oneâs own ghostsâhe was the only survivor in this particular frame.
âAbuelo, abuela, y papĂĄ,â Â Lucanis murmured, pointing the forefinger of the hand holding her head to his chest to each of them in turn.Â
As he looked back at the younger version of himself staring down at them, he couldnât help but notice the serious nature heâd always exudedâeven in paint, even as a child. Even before House Velardo made their move and robbed him of what remained of his childhood. Such was the unfortunate reality of someone born into a prominent Crow family. His fingers tightened just a fraction on his daughterâs hair. Maker, what he wouldnât do to ensure this little thing in his arms wouldnât have to jump through the many hoops he had.
âY mira⌠Lucia,â he said, putting the thought aside, tapping the same finger so gently to her head it barely made contact, âLucanis,â he went on, pointing to himself, ây Lucrezia.â He pointed to the image of his mother. âTres de la misma rama, Âżven?â
Knowing that it was, in fact, impossible for his newborn daughter to see the line he attempted to draw between them, he was not without an audience. Out of the corner of his eye, Lucanis saw Spite observing him with that same expression one might wear while awaiting a barrel of gaatlock to explode, his violet gaze flicking between portrait, man, and infant.
It made Lucanis smirk faintly, but the Antivan kept spilling from his lips in that silent, moonlight-drenched hall as if it had just been waiting right under the surface.
âTu madre lo sugiriĂł.â He paused. âNo la merezco. Ni a ti. Pero los amo mucho a ambos.â
Though he spoke of his wife and daughter, his eyes lingered over the images of his parents, picking out the features he had inherited from both. For a man that had not, historically, spent much time thinking about his parents, the depth with which he felt the ache for them in his chest at this moment hitched his breath more than it should have. He wanted nothing more than to put Lucia in the arms of her namesakeâboth their namesakesâand watch the eyes the three of them shared well with joy. He wanted to ask his father how he was supposed to tamp down this protectiveness burning so fiercely within him that he feared it would prevent him from getting anything done ever again. He wanted Rook to be able to ask his mother for similar guidance, since she had no mother of her own to consult about this new chapter theyâd started together.
And it all had been stolen from him.
Sometimes, he really did hate this house and all it stood for.
But then he looked down at this newest member of his small family, the tiniest fingers he had ever seen digging blindly into the muscle of his chest. Just that quickly, his familyâs terrible history faded to its usual background noise. His eyes flicked to Spite continuing to watch, then back up to the depiction of his parents. He let go of a breath.
âLos amo a todos mucho,â he whispered, quietly enough to hide the shake in his voice.
Then, with a respectful nod to the portrait, he turned away from it and strolled back to the master bedroom where Rook lay sleeping. But before he entered their room, he deviated course, dipping into the door just before it, into the nursery where Lucia would soon reside, just as soon as she was big enough for the crib. His daughter was still awake, and he thought they could both do with some time in the rocking chair.
Spiteâs agitated pacing before the chair made it less soothing than Lucanis had intended, however, at least for him. He watched for a bit, hoping the demon would settle. He sighed when he didnât.
What is it? he asked Spite in the mind they shared.
Though he and Rook had tried explaining the impending arrival of their bundle of joy, Lucanis knew the demon hadnât quite grasped the concept. He also knew that while heâd kept a confused distance these last few days, his ever-present companion would only be ignored for so much longer.
Spite wheeled about, looking at the blanketed babe in his arms. He stared for a solid minute or two.
âWhy does this squealing lump stir up⌠THAT?â Spite asked, pointing in the vague direction of the hall theyâd haunted mere moments ago.
Lucanis wanted to laugh, but refrained, since it might disturb Lucia, who had settled down some. Legacy is a complex thing, Spite.
The demonâs myriad questions burned so strongly behind Spiteâs teeth, Lucanis could feel them, but he didnât know that he had the wherewithal to try to answer them all presently.
Would you like to hold her? Lucanis asked instead.
Spite went more still than Lucanis could ever recall him being, like prey pinned beneath the gaze of a predator. A tired smile graced his lips, that such a simple question caused it. After a few more moments, the demon nodded slowly.
You must be gentle, or I will take control back. And you must be quiet. Do not speak through the mouth, lest you scare her. Youâre always too loud with it.
Again Spite nodded his understanding. Lucanis lifted the hand from Luciaâs head and gestured for him to enter.
When his muscles rippled the way they always did when Spite slipped into his skin, Lucanis worried it would disturb her. But if she noticed, she made no noise about it.
The first thing Spite did was press the nose to the top of her skull, closing his eyes and deeply inhaling the scent of her. Smells like ROOK! And milk. And⌠you?
I would hope so, Lucanis quipped, deeply amused.
Spite shifted the hands beneath Luciaâs arms and lifted her, the desire to get a better look at her thrumming through his body. But then panic shot through him when he lifted her off his chest and she let out a sharp cry as her head fell back and her arms shot out. Lucanis seized control of his own arms, and held her against his chest again. She settled down the instant he supported her head.
âItâs alright, he didnât know better,â Lucanis murmured soothingly, though it was equally intended to calm his demon too. The panic still flooding him was entirely Spiteâs, who had frozen in terror inside of him, like he would be scolded.
You want to see her? Lucanis asked instead, since the last thing he needed was the demon developing a complex over this.
His own head nodded again. Shifting his daughter carefully onto her back in one of his arms, he draped her loosely in the blanket as she looked back up at himâat themâthen let Spite take over once more.
At first, the demon did nothing but stare. Eventually, the arm that held her lifted her a little higher so he could look more closely. The hand that rested atop the blanket then reached out, stroking an impossibly gentle finger along the side of her brow.
Your eyes.
Dellamorte genes are strong, Lucanis informed him.
Rookâs, though, Spite retorted, just barely touching the finger down the bridge of Luciaâs nose. She crinkled up her face at the touch, and Spite used his lungs to gasp.
Not that strong, praise the Maker, Lucanis thought wryly.
Lucanis felt his head tilt to the side as Spite continued to stare. He couldnât discern whether it was in wonder or bewilderment.
How?
His lips stretched in a grin. That particular lesson was not on the agenda tonight. Maybe you should ask Rook. Iâm sure sheâll love explaining that.
The demon was definitely leaning more towards bewildered now.
Do spirits in the Fade reproduce? Lucanis asked, a sudden curiosity stirring in him. Though he hadâespecially at firstâtreated Spite like a troublemaking child, he understood that was born of the demonâs lack of experience in this world more than age. What he had lived in the Fade before being dragged here against his will however⌠Lucanis wasnât even sure he had the means of comprehending how long Spite had actually been around.
Spite shook his head. We are One, from the All. Come and go as needed. Some more than others.
Though Lucanis had found similar musings in Spiteâs writings, he didnât entirely understand the sentiment. He supposed that made them even in this particular moment. He took brief control of the hand hovering around Luciaâs face, and used it to stroke her palm. Her diminutive fingers wrapped around his instantly, and he beamed. This had quickly become one of his favorite things to do.
But from the way his eyesâstill burning violetâwent blurry, it seemed the other part of him enjoyed it too.
I found a wisp of Perseverance once, Spite went on suddenly, surprising Lucanis. It was so tiny. So faint. But so⌠similar. I protected it. Helped it grow into a brilliant spirit.
Lucanis was the one that went too still this time. What happened to it?
Crossed the Veil. To aid a soldier at Ostagar. He didnât specify which of the many battles that had occurred there. He merely wiggled the finger Lucia gripped and tried to pull it away, a strange sense of pride overtaking him. The mouth they shared control of grinned when she refused to let go. She is determined.
Lucanis didnât have the heart to tell him this was simply a reflex, mostly because he couldnât help but think the same. Maybe they understood each other better than he thought.
She is, Lucanis agreed, not sure which of them was holding her a little closer with the arm wrapped around her. Both, perhaps, since he and the creature of emotion heâd been saddled with were both currently feeling an awful lot of it. Just wait until sheâs old enough to start making trouble.
Spite perked up in excitement at once. I like troublemaking.
âI thought youâd be in here,â Rookâs soft voice came from behind him, cutting through the silence in the room and interrupting their conversation. âShe wasnât giving you trouble, was she?â
Rook came around the chair, but froze when violet eyes looked up at her.
âAh. Hi, Spite,â she said, and Lucanis noticed how tentative it was. âDid Lucanis fall asleep?â
âIâm here, Maribel,â Lucanis assured her, gently prising his finger from Luciaâs grip and reaching out to take his wifeâs hand. âWeâre all just⌠getting to know one another.â
âSo I see. Itâs going alright, then?â
Considering Spite had listened so well he hadnât even spoken to Rook when she entered the room, Lucanis couldnât help but smile.Â
âBetter than Iâd expected.â He cherished the one she gave him back, even if it was a bit wan. His brow drew together. âShould you be out of bed, mi amor?â
âI can take ten steps down the hall, Lucanis,â she said, a touch of her sarcasm biting her words. But then she took a turn regarding him more closely. âHave you slept at all? You look like you did at the Lighthouse.â
âLike enough of a mess to trick you into falling in love with me?â
Rookâs smile grew more wry. âYes, tricked so thoroughly I had your child.â
Lucanis looked down at Lucia again. She was finally beginning to doze off, her eyes having dropped half shut. He didnât know how it was possible, but such a simple thing made him fall even more deeply in love with her.
âMaribel?â Lucanis asked, his eyes lifting to hers. He swallowed a little thickly. âYou have given me such a gift. Something I thought Iâd never get to have. I donât know how to begin to repay you. Just⌠thank you. From the bottom of my heart.â
Fingers tightening around each othersâ, he watched her eyes grow wet as they fell on their daughter. âI didnât do it alone, my love. You donât have to repay me. Seeing you like this with her is more than enough. Family really is the most important thing to you, isnât it?â
âI fear it will be my downfall more than anything relating to the Crows,â he agreed, his thoughts straying back to those portraits heâd visited earlier. âI miss my parents and⌠I donât know why.â
The confession was torn from him unexpectedly. Rookâs eyes met his again and she reached out with her other hand, cupping his face. âI think thatâs natural right now, Lucanis. I miss mine too.â
Closing his eyes at her touch, he nodded. If anyone understood, it would be her.
âCome on,â Rook instructed him, tugging gently on his hand. âYou only start admitting things like that when youâre overtired. Letâs go back to bed so you can get some rest. I can keep an eye on her.â
He was about to argue, when Spiteâwho had faded to the background throughout his conversation with Rookâstepped forward to control his voice.
âI will watch her. You both sleep. Spite protects the shelter. She is part of it now.â
Lucanisâs eyes welled again for probably the fiftieth time in the last three days, but he huffed a small laugh too: he hadnât known Spite was capable of whispering. Gingerly, so as not to wake the baby, he got to his feet.
âI will not say no to that,â he told Rook seriously, because he did need to sleep.
Rook looked at him, something close to pride on her face. âYou trust him with her?â
âImplicitly.â
âWhat a long way you two have come,â she said with a watery smile of her own, and led the four of them by his fingers back into the safety of their nest.
Antivan translations because I know there's a lot of them!
âVaya conmigo, mija,â - Come with me, my daughter/my dear/darling
âDeja que mamĂĄ duerma.â - Let mama sleep
âMira, mija. Tu bisabuela y todos sus hijos. ÂĄCuĂĄntos!â - Look my dear/darling/daughter. Your great-grandmother and all her children. So many (of them)!
âAbuelo, abuela, y papĂĄ,â - Grandfather, grandmother, and papa
âY mira⌠Lucia,â - And look, Lucia
âTres de la misma rama, Âżven?â - Three from the same branch, see?
âTu madre lo sugiriĂł.â - Your mother suggested it.
âNo la merezco. Ni a ti. Pero los amo mucho a ambos.â - I donât deserve her. Or you. But I love you both so much.
âLos amo a todos mucho,â - I love you all very much
Thanks for hosting etc. etc. @rookanis-week! What a lovely prompt this was!
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Dadcanis has plagued me so I decided to draw Lucanis and Ahava's future children Camilla and Elodia. Tho I like to think Elodia starts to go non binary when they get older but keeps their birth name.
But have some cuteness with both Lucanis and Ahave with their babies :3
I like to think compared to Lucanis their huge for their age but with Ahava they look right lol
This scene happen some months after Carina birth (9:60) where all the kids finished in their parents's bed. On the left Yvonne with Carina (around 3 months old), in the middle Mariposa (3 years old) and on the right our dear Dadcanis with Elvio (1 year and half)
I just love Mariposa taking space and kicking her parents while sleeping đ