#cyrian

Bellara Appreciation Week - Day 2 : Family

I love imagining that Bellara was the reckless type when she was a child, always being the one to start mischief and so on

and how fucking wild it is that (this is not a criticism of her, I think this is a fantastic character choice and it's so interesting)

she decides NOT to tell her parents that Cyrian is actually alive

Like

she thinks that it's better for them to continue believing that he's a dead hero than an alive villain

their SON

like from her dialogue I think there's a large part of her that would have preferred he stay dead to him coming back like that, but I cannot imagine that her parents would PREFER him dead, no matter what he was doing instead

like Taash says: "He's alive. That's a start."

like?? Their CHILD? She thinks they wouldn't want to hear that their fucking CHILD is alive, even if he was in a weird cult?? I feel like most parents would want their kid back, even if he had a lot of atoning to do + needed to be un-indoctrinated. Before the showdown with Anaris, she has no reason to think he's not going to remain alive

I kind of think that like

(as someone with anxiety)

it could be her trying to avoid it

bc if she told them, then she'd have to deal with their reactions, and she'd have to deal with them possibly having a different opinion, and they would be very emotional and it would be on /her/ to fix this problem, and what if she fails? What if she's not good enough, and she can't make Cyrian come back? And then they're disappointed and upset, because they feel like Cyrian doesn't love his family?

all that stuff would be insanely overwhelming to deal with

so i think she might just decide to put it off until she can try to get him back

bc if she can fix it-- if she can /really/ get then their son back-- then they can be happy. And if she can't

Well. then she probably has to kill him, so maybe it's better not to say anything

what are your opinions on cyrian from dimensions in time? also what are your headcannons for him? i personally think hes a cunty diva idkkk maybeee twinkkk? i hope the use of that doesnt offend anyone apparently its not offensive to use that word according to the internet..?

also i feel like he is such a cutie always trailing the rani around and strives to be a fashion icon! its a shame he is no referenced more in the rani community because i feel like hes just so ✨

also would one day loveeee to see some cyrian and rani fanart because first of all your are amazing a drawing i literally cant draw to save my life and two..actually i dont have a second point LOL

also i totally understand your anxiety thing! hang on in there and goodluck 🫶

I need my little shits grey characters who are in it for themselves and are not nice