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i wish i had a way to present art about my disability/chronic illness but ive never been able to picture any single visual static way of what that is like . a video of like forever going up dark stairs maybe lol. everything else i think up is too vent-art-hello-kitty which is an art form I respect but still not right for me
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sorry guys an evil overcame me i wont ever hit u with a yaoi tank again
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Sideblog for art.
My main is @velomono, in case you see it interacting.
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Any other information can probably be found on @velomono. This blog has sort of just become rbs of my stuff.
Very dysfunctional day regressing mental issues has left me thinking maybe I do need therapist again but its gotta be weird, weird one like art therapy , I've lost (however temporary or not) the ability to understand or express inner self which has always been a problem for sure, i can never even identify with any name or nicknames
I am also losing my beloved companion my cat Email soon just due to age complications which has obviously brought on a lot of grief lol. I'm not always suffering it's just this is the only easily accessible diary before bed to try and sort out my troubles. I'm going to open a preorder shop soon for some of my sticker designs (individual vinyl) to help pay for the costs I hope. I've never been able to get much reach on anything, but I'm happy for myself to have even be satisfied enough to try and do it. signing off
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being a prisoner to the whims of your fucke up illness body but wanting to change the things around you has to be the most frustrating feeling in my life.
it makes me so angry. in the past when I was depressed nothing mattered it didn't matter if everything was a mess and I needed to clean but couldnt. Now I want things so badly to be clean and organized but surrounded by mess because I simply can't do more than a chore a day and even when I hate it it's not enough to make me move until it gets to the point it HAS to be dealt with. And what anyone else sees is the mess and a guy who can't be bothered to clean up. but I want to. There are so many things I would create too if I could have the ability I want to be an artist that i try to be. theres still better days when I can do more than my average but
it takes a monumental amount of effort to get up and brush my teeth, and i have to do it and there is no one there to reward you and the only feeling you get from it is being more tired your mind begs for it to be over so you can go back to your bed .
Im finally going to physical therapy again soon which will help I just had to get that out Im still angry because I'm surrounded by everything
i need someone to analyze how miku started out as being portrayed very adult like in songs/amvs but has recently become increasingly childlike in design & infantalized by their own company in her official figures, company who came out to say she was canonically 16 for no reason, while still sexualizing her in other figures
it really frustrates me as a longtime fan , i just don't like characters being given the proportions of children instead of just how she's always been
so many things are always slipping through without notice in life then fly like dandelion seeds to grow back later
