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This came to mind after watching most of the anime not playing the game yet. Also from what Keith said the water fairies made the seas bleed before made since to add this to why he said that with a back story for him til present day.
Keith had been through so much and even though this day in time brought him to a point where he wanted Prince Aquasteed to wake up and love Tiararose the right way before its too late and loses her. Not to him but just in general. Keith took his own love once for granted and when he lost her he never was the same. He came off more egotistical at times as well as like he cared about himself more. These were farther from the truth but he never let anyone see that side of him, not anymore. He sat alone now in that empty throne after Prince Aquasteed came and took Tiararose back with him and his smile of what he witnessed turned into sadness. He remembered what it was like to love someone like that but he too was not watching the woman he loved as he should have or she would still be here today.
His story dates back to when he was a kid even as a fairy he was mischievous and loved to play tricks on his father who was king of the forest fairies. His best friend was a little girl who had lovely pink hair that cascaded her shoulders. He hadn't thought of her as nothing but a little sister even under he was in his late teenage years and his father told him he had to think about making one of the girls his wife one day. When he would sit in his room the thought was absurd he needed no one then it hit him. He had always loved having her around what if she was the one he needed. He was sure he wouldn't marry until he had to which meant his father would have to step down not even thinking about the other alternative. Years later his life had changed so much and he had lost his father recently and the only person by his side besides his mother was her...Lyra his best friend and maybe more?!?
She stood by him through it all and his mom had already told him he had start thinking about marriage because soon he would need to lead the fairies of the forest as the new king once he grieved. He was so caught in his own world that when he started to heal all the ladies surrounded him wanting to be the next queen and his wife that he lost sight of Lyra. Even though she was his best friend he got caught in the spotlight and didn't realize he was secretly hurting her. She had loved him and only him her whole life and he had been too blind to see it. He laid down with many of the girls and instead of going to Lyra to grieve as he had he decided to numb the pain in sex and alcohol. As his demeanor changed it kept hurting her that one day she stopped coming to see him. On her last day she left his home with tears spilling from her lovely lavender eyes she felt her heart break for the last time.
Weeks had went by without a word from her as he spiraled deeper into his own darkness. His mother couldn't get to him he had even shut her out. She did the best she could to comfort Lyra as she watched her son break her but then one day she stopped coming to see them so the queen confronted Keith. She slammed his door open and looked at him covered in ladies in his bed she was angry and screamed. "GET OUT OF MY SON'S ROOM NOW!" She watched them scurry like little mice grabbing their clothing and running out the room as they put their clothing on. She slammed the door behind them and looked at her son throwing him clothes. "GET DRESSED NOW WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A TALK!" He was half asleep but he tried to always show his mom respect so he grabbed the clothing and slid into it covering up as she turned and sat down in the chair in front of him. "What is so urgent mother that you had to get rid of my guests?" She looked irritated at just his smug tone shaking her head and letting out a soft sigh. "Lyra stopped coming to see you weeks ago if you hadn't noticed. I went to check with her family and she has been missing for nearly a week now that is if you still care for the poor girl." His stomach dropped it was like his whole world dropped hearing his mothers words.
In his mind he was in shock how could the one person who had always been there now no longer be there for that matter where was she at all and how had he not realized she was gone. He looked to the bottle of booze sitting on his table he instantly grew sick of the game picked it up throwing it against the wall shattering it in anger. His mother felt the need to let him have his own space patting his head as she walked out shutting his door behind her. He couldn't even express in words how upset he was before he knew it he felt his eyes grow wet. Tears had started streaming down his face he realized he had hurt the one person who ever loved him that was when he realized he might have always been in love with her but took it for granted. His anger spiked at himself and how much he hated himself in that moment he started shooting magic around the room destroying everything that reminded him of the coward he had become. He knew he had to find her and apologize for his stupidity then confess his love to her and make her his queen if she would forgive him for being so blind.
He went to all the places that were their special places to not find her in any of them and he couldn't understand where else she could have gone. He wondered the woods in defeat worried he would never see the woman he loved again. As he came to the forest clearance he saw one of the water fairies hurrying into the water as if they had a secret to hide. He waited til night fall thinking best time to sneak into the waters to see what them nymphs were up to and if they knew where his Lyra had gone and something told him they knew. As he approached the oceans telling no one where he had gotten off to. He used his magic to put himself in a protective bubble so that the water would wash off him. He wasn't sure how long it would last but he needed to see what this feeling was inside of him and why he thought they would know more than let on. The forest fairies and water fairies didn't see eye to eye and usually stayed clear of one another.
He stepped into the water as the waters covered his head he kept going until he saw a whole world underneath the ocean. He was quickly noticed by some of the water fairies grabbing him and taking him to their king. He decided not to fight it when his powers weren't as strong away from the power of the forest and anyways the king might could help him. As he was brought into the palace there sat the king on his thrown with Lyra sitting beside him on the other thrown. He screamed out her name and realized something was wrong she wasn't looking at him or responding it was like she was in some kind of trance or spell. When the king noticed his despair he spoke up with a smugness in his voice. "I knew I would get the king of the forest fairies to come to me so I can once and for all take over both kingdoms." Keith looked up at him with such anger in his face. "What is that supposed to mean? You have all the waters leave me and my people alone and give me back Lyra." The king just laughed reaching over putting his hand on Lyra's hand and holding it in his of course she didn't move she was spaced out. "I think I will keep this one and make her my wife then the forest fairies will listen to me as well since she is one of them." The king smirked because before Keith could jump him for touching Lyra his guards had grabbed on to him holding him in place.
Keith yelled at him "YOU CAN'T HAVE HER... TAKE ME INSTEAD i WILL HAVE MY PEOPLE FOLLOW YOU JUST DON'T TAKE HER FROM ME. i LOVE HER..." As he yelled those words tears started to spill down her face that in moments snapped her from this trance that kept her paralyzed. She met Keith's eyes with love in them "I love you too Keith, I always have. You can't give up our kingdom for me though be the king you were always meant to be." He stood there lost in the words how could she confess to him but still tell him to choose his people over her when she was the only one he wanted to protect now even if it took his life. He had taken her for granted so many times and now he was willing to lay down his life to save hers. The king snatched her by the arm as he commanded the guards to take them to the surface. As they stepped out of the waters the beach was filled with all the forest fairies including Keith's mother.
They were ready for a fight when they saw Keith took to land and thrown down in the sand. As the king appeared hovering over the water with Lyra in his arms, the waters cowering below him as he floated above it. Keith's mom rushed to him to make sure he was ok but he wasn't having it he pushed her back. "No mother I have to save Lyra." Hey yelled back at the king of the water fairies. "These are my people and they are now yours please just let me have Lyra back." His mother gasped. "What are you doing Keith?" Yet he didn't acknowledge her at all he couldn't take his eyes off Lyra and the king. She was scared and in tears but she kept shaking her head trying to make him understand her life wasn't worth it but he begged the difference right now her life was all that mattered. The king laughed "See forest fairies your king has no use for you come and follow a true king and one of your own as my queen." The fairies were disgusted at this request about that time Lyra had gained full control of her body the paralyzing agent that was given to her now fully wearing off. She yelled at Keith. "I will always love you til my last breath." Tears running down er face and everything happened so fast when she grabbed her hair comb and stabbed the king with it.
Keith went to reach for her and lunged to catch her but right in front of him the kings retaliation he slit Lyra's throat letting her lifeless body fall into Keith's arms. The waters running red with blood because of the water fairies. He used all the power inside of him to slam that comb deeper into the kings chest piercing his heart. He couldn't bring Lyra back and she choked on her own blood in his arms. The tears streaming down her face the last thing he had etched into his mind as he held her on the side of the beach blood stained waters flushing over them as he held her crying. This day broke him all because of his own cowardness that led him to not even see the water fairies greed to take over more than what they already had. In the moment only the forest fairies could look on in destress and panic but also something even inside them understood the loss.
From this day fourth no woman bothered to try to get close to his heart. His people bowed down letting him control the kingdom beside his mother until her death years later. He had become selfish and not very nice to most however he still had his way to make sure they wanted for nothing in is kingdom. This loss of his own love was what drove him to make sure Prince Aquasteed didn't let another of the water fairies or their following be the reason another man loses the love of his life. He was determined the people of the waters were evil in their own way and he never forgave them. So Icilla was no different than the rest and he wanted Prince Aquasteed to see this in time but for now the fact he had brght knowledge to the prince that she was to be cherished was all that mattered. He had no issue being the bad guy as long as Tiararose was safe. He had a soft place in his heart for her because she reminded him so much of his Lyra.
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You had just moved to the new town and so many told you that Urie was very creepy and best to stay away from him. Yet at the same time he had his own following that would follow him anywhere. You had never met him yet but you couldn't figure out why anyone would follow someone around like a lost puppy. Then it happened you happened to run into him at the library as you were going to check it out for the first time. You had heard such good things about how many books lined the walls. Then you were met with these beautiful golden eyes, the ones that could see in to your soul, show you what heaven can be like then drag you to hell if you let them. You swallowed hard as he noticed you and walked towards you holding a rose that he picked off the rose plant on the counter.
As he got to you and held out the rose you still couldn't take your eyes off this beautiful man. He smiled and although he had his own sweet words to say you were in a trance and the words didn't matter. You finally understood why women would follow him without question when looking at him you were willing to write off your first born child at this point. After you caught your breath and you could have sworn his eyes weren't as bright even though they were still beautiful, you smiled taking the rose from him. "Thank you." Those simple words were all that made sense in your head right now. He met your words and smile. "But of course. Welcome if there is anything I can help with make sure to ask for me, Urie." You turned and left that day shook by the way you felt near him. Soon as you hit the fresh air was like nothing ever happened like you were only in his clasp when he was in the room. You went on with your day as normal letting this memory fade.
Something in the next day drug you back to this library again in hopes of seeing him. As you arrived at the doors you paused as you mind starting rehashing the day before. Was this something you really wanted and why if you did. You found yourself stuck in this loop of questioning. You told yourself meeting in the middle of the library entrance way again would end up stopping you from ever seeing the place thoroughly however at the same time getting past that entrance and him not being there left you feeling empty now. You stepped inside and there he was leaned against the desk with a rose in hand smelling it, at this scene your breath caught in your lungs as his eyes met yours and began to glow such a beautiful shade of gold. You felt like you were floating on air as you made your way to him, you couldn't stop your feet they made you do what your mind was screaming not to do. As you were finally in front of him he leaned in softly breathing in your face. So close it bout took your breath away.
Soft moan escaped your lips, your eye lids were heavy and his lips being the intoxicating poison you hungered to taste. He got closer letting his lips brush against yours it was like the most precious thing yet the most terrifying at the same time like a scary movie going wrong right in front of you. Then as his lips fully found yours there was no way you were coming back from this you were much too weak against his charms. As he finally broke free of your lips he grinned, eyes still glowing, he murmured. "I've now caught you in my web my beautiful butterfly." Fear touched your heart and you felt exactly like that you were stuck in a web and no way to escape leaving him the chance to devour you. "I will be so delicate with you, holding you, kissing you, until I ruin you crumbling your precious wings to break you my sweet butterfly you are now mine." It was your nightmare to be controlled like this however why did it feel like a heaven in this moment. The moment he touched, kissed, and held you its like you wanted him to destroy you bit by bit and you would love him doing it. You never wanted to leave his side now you were too caught up in his deceit there was no way out with your soul intact or purity left in it. He had corrupted you like only a devil can do and you were happy to let him own every inch of you now.
Naofumi had came to this strange new world months ago now, although he never thought he would be here this long. He had made name for himself, he had a family even though they weren't blood. The loyalty they showed especially Raphtalia yet somewhere deep inside of him he still thought about going back to his world, where things just weren't so hard. He believed that in time people would forget about him if he left but the thought of leaving her, well it hurt because she always stayed beside him. However he had gone months this way and there was only two choices go back to where life was easier or confess to her how he feels. They had just got passed the waves and things were calming down it felt like the best time to go back if he was ever going to. Then they had been working days on rebuilding Raphtalia's village, he now knew she would be safe around her own people.
He still struggled even with her support to think he was ever deserving of her love. Its why he couldn't bring himself to tell her how he felt, deep down he had let his walls down and started to fall for her when he never planned for it to happen. However every time he showed weakness in this world someone came in and destroyed everything good in it. Yes Raphtalia was loyal but he knew she would follow him no matter what even if it killed her. He never wanted her blood on his hands and if he went back she would never have to fight again. He saw it as a way for her to have a simple life and find someone of her own face that wasn't as messed up as him. Then he would be back in college where he just had to worry about paying bills and paying tuition. Seemed perfect to both of them, so why was he laying in his bed with his eyes wide open trying to figure out why it hurt so much to leave.
He remembered Ren saying after the waves a summoner he knew of would send them all home if they wanted. He wasn't sure how true or who this person was but he needed to get to Ren to find out. He saw no reason to tell her she wouldn't surely let him go alone and he couldn't just leave her out and about by herself away from everyone after he left this world. He underestimated how much he meant to her, then again he was blind to alot of things was so hard to see past his own pain, abandonment, and ridicule in his life. He finally made the decision based off remembering seeing Raphtalia that day happy and romping around with her friends he knew she deserved the world, and although he wishes he could give it to her he really didn't think he would ever deserve her. He quietly got up not to startle anyone grabbed his bag which he had already packed earlier while she was out this way she would never know. He felt this was the best way if she didn't have to see him leave it would hurt her less and he hated seeing her hurt.
As he threw the bag over his back he stepped outside glanced around and it was late so the village was dead. It was perfect timing with the crescent moon lightly lighting the sky it was time for him to say goodbye. He stood outside looking back at the house he left her in and whispered under his breath. "I'm sorry I will never be good enough to deserve you here you will be happy but...." He stopped his own eyes tearing up this wasn't something he wanted to deal with but it felt like something clutching his heart, then he whispered. "I love you." Then he wiped his tears that had now streamed down his face and started to walk towards the road to head out of town. He got to the road, a good 20 steps from the house she still laid in or so he thought. As his back was away from the town he hadn't heard her sneak up behind him following him until he heard such a soft voice he recognized not with sound but with his heart. "Naofumi....?"
He didn't turn around yet he wasn't sure if he could face her she had caught him being a coward leaving in the night without a word. Then her next words cut even deeper. "Stay?" She didn't just say it she asked him to. As he turned around tears had already started to stream down her face. "You were going to leave without me, even when I stayed for you." It was the truth it hit him hard straight to his heart, his gut, and the guilt was all setting in because she was right she could have left him but she never did. This is another reason why he thought she deserved much better than him. Facing his fears of hurting her like this was coming undone right before him. She gave her loyalty and he was standing her getting ready to give up on her at least from her point of view and he knew that, he could read her so well. As he walked towards her he could see she was shivering he wasn't sure if it was because of the soft cool air or if it was the shock of emotions that the one person she thought would never leave her was getting ready to walk out without giving her a choice in the say.
As he reached her he cupped her face wiping away her tears, as her knees buckle and she falls to the ground. His words slip without another thought and the tears starting to fall down his own face. "No fair." He was falling apart watching her break and he couldn't ever leave her now he knew it now. Even if he couldn't admit his love for her he could show her his loyalty was real that he would stand beside her no matter what. Life may have been easier with them in their own lives however they were much more intertwined than he ever knew. He crouched down on his knees and pulled her into him holding her tight as she cried against his soldier. He cried into her hair as he murmured through his own tears. "I'm sorry...I was weak...I wanted you happy. I promise to make it up to you. I will never leave you ever again." Before he meant to mention more he let it slip. "I'm yours"
It wasn't admitting he was in love with her but it cupped her heart letting her know he wasn't like every other person that had left her. Even when he was weak and felt she could do better at the same time the selfishness in him couldn't stand another to have her. He couldn't stand to be the one to hurt her so he would stay and one day he hoped one day he could truly tell her why he almost left, and how he felt through every inch of him. How his feelings started growing ever since that day she stood up for him and held him declaring she was staying and would follow him anywhere. He thought this might make them idiots in the long run but her would do anything for her just as much as she would him.
