#cursedrose

questions about the character // accepting!

SOFT ANGST STARTERS. // @cursedrose

“oh, come on. have I ever lied to you?"

but who was he trying to fool? denial was a pretty normal and understandable reaction to such words, and if it had been himself being told ‘you are my favourite person in the entire universe’ by jack atlas, he would have refused to give credence to that as well.

because, to be as honest as he was being right now, he didn’t like jack atlas that much. so, in the end, perhaps he wasn’t that bad at lying.

he hadn’t been drinking for months, and now those three glasses of semi-dry red wine were making him desperately miss green tea. just as much damn delicious, but with no side effects in form of terrible courage. why that sudden confession had seemed like a good idea till the very moment of saying it out loud?

100 CHARACTER QUESTIONS.  // @cursedrose

what do you have in your pockets?not much, as he doesn’t like to have his pockets full. just a cellphone and small wallet, credit card is a must. usually also earphones – all of those in the inner pocket of his jacket, rarely trousers. what is your earliest memory?he’s not sure if it’s a real memory, or just a vision created by his imagination and great desire to remember. considering the age he was during the zero reverse – not very likely, but if you ask jack, his earliest memory is some peaceful time he did spend with his parents before the accident happened. nothing special, their faces and feeling of safety he never experienced later.

what do you consider your greatest achievement?leaving the satellite would be the first, not the biggest one, though. it is much more about settling down after godwin was gone, finally being able to do whatever he wants, instead of being fully dependent on the director’s plans and whims.

what do you believe makes a successful life?surprisingly, it has nothing to do with being the king, ruling the world of duelling, etc. for Jack, the successful life would be one with good mental health and inner peace.

how close are you to your family?after the zero reverse accident, no relative of his contacted Martha to get Jack and take care of him. that’s how his foster mother became his only family, soon treating as one his foster brothers, yusei and crow, too. and although many things happened between them, now he’s on rather good terms with the only family he has. however, it doesn’t take the loneliness away, and jack’s far from calling them the real family.

what makes you laugh?jack doesn’t laugh often (unless ironically). he’s hard to get amused, and at best you can get a corner of his lips slightly twitched. he’s a master of every ‘try not to laugh’ challenge, and his face remains still almost all the time, however, laughed a few times while watching gravity falls with yusei and the rest of the squad. he’s also really fond of black humour. 

name three things you consider yourself to be very good at.strategy –  strategic thinking, planning, that’s one of his greatest fortes. then there’s hand-to-hand combat, something he just had to learn during his teenage years in order to protect himself in the dangerous place the satellite was. although he’s still very strong physically, Jack doesn’t use that sort of skills unless it’s extremely necessary.and the last, but not the least, is definitely his sense of fashion (fuck u, post-season 2). he has that amazing skill to compose a glamorous look even if has few stylish clothes. (didn’t mention anything duelling or riding related since it would be too obvious and not creative at all.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )

FRICK, do you have any emails that are linked to other ones?? ;A; Like as a security thing they sometimes ask you to do that, so maaaybe they might give you a clue as to which emails you have?

local bear seeks validation

PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME . // @cursedrose

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship,italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance / pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

     there wasn’t much he could say as Jack Atlas was no master of making things better, despite of how much he would’ve never admitted it out loud. not to just anyone, at the very least. the truth was, if there was anyone he did show any will to open up to, that was Aki. then again – it was about her. and Aki was better than this, and she deserved better, and – oh fuck – he would do anything to make it happen. 

     did he know how to change a n y t h i n g? 

     “hey,” Jack finally looked up at Aki. his fingers twitched slightly, few inches from hers, yet he didn’t dare move his hand any closer. “it is alright to not know, sometimes.” how reassuring was that? Jack truly wanted her to believe in that, he believed in that. just ... not when it was about him, personally. but it didn’t matter, not at the moment. “no rush. take your time, and ... and sooner or later we’ll figure something out.”