#currently..

tfw you’re entirely self destructing because everything keeps going wrong, you’ve lost your biggest source of narc supply, you’re being an asshole, you keep getting triggered over and over again, and you don’t know how to cope with any of it because you never learned how to properly regulate your emotions.

Finally got word back from my parents after a week of stress. They weren't too happy, my dad called it an "upper class problem we don't have money for" and that I was too young to understand my own self and that I really WANT to be trans... Idk at least they didn't cut me off but they're a lil more than just "upset" still so