#cure.intro

(   this   is   a   wee   bit   long   forgive   pls   )

IT   BEGINS   –—   one   would   guess   like   all   things   must,   with   two   parents   and   one   holy   matrimony   that   brings   about   one   darling   boy.   only   the   marriage   lasts   as   long   as   one   would   expect   when   at   constant   war   with   your   spouse,   falling   out   of   love   when   even    a   crumb   of   conception   was   an   imagination.   on   the   precipice   of   their   split   rests   one   variable   that   made   it   all   the   more   difficult,   fred   still   in   utero   waiting   to   take   his   first   breath.   though   it   does   nothing   to   stop   it   entirely,   it   does   delay   the   inevitable   for   many   years   to   come.   for   their   baby   boy,   they   stick   together   even   if   it’s   not   for   the   best   at   all.

FLASH FORWARD —— & THAT BOUNCING BABY BOY HAS A DREAM SO WIDE & FULL IT’LL SWALLOW HIM WHOLE !!

 **   tw   BULLYING,   DIVORCE,   EMOTIONAL   NEGLECT !!

——   &&   what   a   blasphemous   thing   it   is   to   dream   in   this   uncertain   world.   young   frederick   seon’s   dreams   span   the   stars,   to   be   president,   to   be   a   doctor,   to   be   great—   to   rival   einstein   in   his   revelations.   more   than   that,   he   wants   to   do   his   parents   proud   and   to   reciprocate   the   care   they’ve   given   him.   (   TRUE   CONFUSCIANISM!   )   despite   the   person   he’s   grown   into,   he   did   try   to   make   friends   early   on,   but   the   barriers   of   his   awkward   and   shy   nature   put   a   grave   damper   on   things.   instead,   he   becomes   an   easy   target   to   his   classmates   for   anything   and   EVERYTHING.   that   he   looks   like   a   skeleton,   that   those   large   glasses   make   him   look   like   a   bug.   A   LOSER.   he   starts   to   seek   isolation   when   ostracized   so   early   and   what   with   his   school   in   vancouver   being   daunting   in   size,   he   fades   into   the   background.   this   isolation   becomes   all   too   comfortable   as   he   curls   further   away   from   his   peers   and   closer   to   books.   TO   KNOWLEDGE.   fred   comes   to   find   the   company   of   himself   is   all   he   really   needs,   that   the   boredom   and   loneliness   so   readily   plaguing   others   can’t   be   found   anywhere   in   his   own   heart.   his   mother   frets   excessively   over   his   social   withdrawal   and   the   opposing   views   with   his   father   are   what   seal   their   divorce   at   last,   in   a   no   holds   barred   argument   picking   each   other   and   their   past   wrongs   apart.

his   father   doesn’t   really   recover   from   it,   receives   custody   over   fred   and   comes   to   be   more   like   a   roommate   than   a   sturdy   parental   pillar.   they   talk   on   his   academics,   latest   scientific   finds   that   fred   brings   to   his   attention,   but   the   curiosity   his   father   has   for   the   goings   of   fred’s   life   stops   there.   (   fred   doesn’t   mind   but   wonders   if   that,   too,   is   a   problem.   )   it   falls   to   fred   to   reach   out   first,   and   the   initiative   of   a   recluse   is   slim   to   none.   

**   tw   END !!

dinner   is   often   silent   and   fred   cleans   up   the   dinner  table,   a   life   lived   like   clockwork.

life   is   unextraordinary   and   nothing   is   out   of   place.

&& HE CANNOT TELL YOU WHEN THAT CHANGED;

-—   coasting   through   to   bigger   and   brighter   things,   his   scholarship   to   stanford   university   comes   as   no   surprise   with   his   academics   among   the   best   of   canada.   it   brings   golden   opportunities   and   emotional   fulfillment   with   his   success.   IT’S   EVERYTHING   HE’S   EVER   WANTED.   he’ll   excel,   rise   above   and   expand   his   knowledge   as   the   sole   torch   in   his   hand   through   a   world   of   constant   fluctuation.   he’ll   help   the   world.

GRAVE MISTAKES ——  THIS LIFE OF WASTED AMBITION, EVERY FIBER OF TIME SPENT LEFT HIM EMPTYHANDED!

—–-   one   year   to   completion   of   his   doctorate   in   cognitive   science   and   a   moment   that   never   comes.   he   leaps   at   the   research   project   as   soon   as   it’s   presented   in   his   marine   biology   course,   and   it’s   a   moment   that   effectively   SEALS   his   fate.

THEN * / AT HIS UNBECOMING; HE’S BURDENED BY THE VASTNESS OF ETERNITY AND HUNGER LIKE A PRISON.

—— NOTES :

bit of a divergence cause don’t we just love those!! turned by none other than miss maria which surely spells great things you know!

fred’s eyesight was dreadful as a human, legally blind without his glasses

wants the cure like you cannot fathom but being critical as he is, doubts the authenticity of something like that.

attending forks’ community college, mostly out of necessity to blend in but we already know his nerd brain is thrilled to learn more stuff.

stats:

name: felix [last name redacted]* birthday: n/a age: 24 (give or take 2000 yrs) gender: cismale sexuality: straight (tragically so) pronouns: he/him + traits: charismatic, humorous, resolute, greedy - traits: reckless, violent, impulsive, stubborn

*jk he just thinks he’s madonna/is an angsty boi who doesn’t wanna be associated with his father’s name

bio:

felix doesn’t care to remember much of where he comes from or when. it’s all too painful for him, which he would do his damndest to avoid admitting, but which is...sort of obvious by the *gestures* everything about him.

his father was a cruel man. constantly abusing his siblings and mother. felix saw himself as the protector, the savior for his family. he thought he could really help them. he believed he could save them, one day. he planned to get them away and escape in the night.

except before he could, his father discovered his plan and took felix’s family away. he never saw them again, and it broke him to be alone, to no longer be needed.

then, he was turned. and everything changed after that. suddenly, he had a new family—the volturi—who needed him. he found new purpose in protecting his new family. one who made him strong—more than he’d ever been as a human. he loves the power that came with being a vampire. it protects him, and makes him feel like he can protect others in return. he might not have powers like some of the others, but he believes he’s needed, and for a long time, that was enough.

about five years ago, felix began feeling..different. not even a bad sort of different, but as he hadn’t changed much in the two centuries he’d been a vampire, it raised all his alarms. 

for the next three years, he did everything in his power to stamp out that different feeling. but eventually, it snuck its way in, and he finally had to confront it for what is truly was.

this feeling was one of emptiness, of listlessness and loneliness and a lot of other words he doesn’t know or understand. he didn’t dare tell any of the rest of the volturi. he knew what he was feeling was wrong, somehow. definitely not himself. but for the next two years, it consumed him. 

he ultimately decided to follow it, and found forks, washington on a map, seemingly at random, and followed those mess of emotions. now that he’s here, he isn’t sure what the hell he’s even looking for exactly, but he knows, deep down, what it might be.

felix has always had purpose in protecting those he cares for. in using his brute strength to kill and spill blood and destroy anyone who threatened them. but, for maybe the first time in his immortal life, he is wondering if there isn’t meant to be something more than that out there.

not that he’s ready to admit this to anyone, especially himself.

personality/misc.:

felix is...a foolish, murderous...himbo lol. sometimes it’s a bit deeper, but that’s who he truly is, and i gotta let him be fucking crazy, but free.

definitely a jokester and someone who likes to make people laugh, but he’s just as quick to make fun of someone as to bring a smile to their face.

works out more than is good for him. or anyone else, for that matter. may or may not have a secret instagram where he posts thirsttraps don’t @ me.

definitely has a motorcycle he bought when he came to forks and he also definitely has a vintage leather jacket that he got cause he ate/killed the poor guy wearing it.

probably has not read a book in 1000 yrs god help him

just a disaster pls wreck his plans, i’m begging

wanted connections:

note: all of these are veryyyyyy open to plotting/figuring out details and are subject to change depending on what works best for both of us !!

wary introduction: someone who doesn’t trust felix, no matter how many easy smiles he pours onto them. would be interesting to see what lengths he goes to protect his secret and if they know about the supernatural or not. 

new friend: felix has only been in town a week, so he wouldn’t know anyone too well yet, but maybe your character and felix hit it off right away? maybe they get into some trouble together? maybe they’re just pure chaos? would love to see it.

enemies: felix has probably made one or uh a dozen enemies in his life. let’s have our characters duke it out. childish games or deadly force??? let’s fuck around and find out!!!

manipulator: as we’ve established, this murder!himbo isn’t the brightest bulb in the tanning bed, so maybe your character wants to use him for something? further their own coven’s goals? get him to do something he normally wouldn’t? just some good ole deceit. 

savior complex: felix definitely has white knight syndrome to a ‘t’ so would love to have him have a past connection where he saved them or something. his one good deed for the century, yk? maybe felix won’t leave them alone, or maybe your muse hates him for something else he did that ruined the good thing. totally open to working out what would work best here.

family: the volturi is his family, but i think having different relationships based with them would be really cool! so if you’re in this coven, pls give me a hollar and we can work out if felix and your muse hate, love, would kill without being asked, or simply tolerate one another.

unlikely comrades: i could see felix making some friends that aren’t exactly his normal crew. i would particularly love this for some people who would actually be his enemy in most scenarios. all about that unexpected friendship.